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Why do I feel alone?

by TheRoadSoFar 3/30/2014

written by TheRoadSoFar

I mean, I may have friends. Maybe people out there care for me, but I’m very overhelmed by sadness that I can’t see it, or believe it. Still, being with my “friends” is nothing, I feel alone with them, I feel alone without them… I’m such a mess. I don’t deserve these people. Some care on their own different way, but I can’t see it. I sound like an attention seeker don’t I? I’m not. Seriously.

Still, every single person I have met has hurt me in one way or another. Maybe I’m too sensible. I don’t know. I’m a goddamn disaster. I feel worthless. […]

3/30/2014 1 comment

Story of nobody

by i dont even know 3/29/2014

written by i dont even know

She sings a song from the start,
Lalala comes from the heart.

The pain and sorrow will not leave,
and she will not be able to believe.

She sits alone under a tree,
where no one can hear her misbelieve.

She hopes there is a reason for all,
as she slowly begins to fall.

As she falls the end will start,
Lalala leaves from the heart.

3/29/2014 0 comment

Father-son relationship

by lonewolf23 3/27/2014

written by lonewolf23

So me and my dad don’t get along very well…..we never have. I love him and he loves me but unfortunately I inherited too many of my mom’s genes……too many for him I guess. We’ve never really had time to bond, especially not in a family of 7 or what once used to be a family of 7……Don’t worry, nobody died. My parents just got divorced a couple years back that’s all. But anyways the point is me and my father are 2 completely different people. Sure I’ve got some of his genes in me but not enough to show. I’m a really calm, easygoing […]

3/27/2014 2 comments

I Need Help. Really.

by Someone 3/26/2014

written by Someone

I’ve never really seen the point of self harm, but a few days ago, I started biting my hand to take my mind off things. I could concentrate on the pain instead of worrying. It just occurred to me today that what I was doing was self harm. I never bite hard enough to draw blood, but hard enough to leave a red mark by the end of the day, and I can’t seem to stop. I know I should stop, but I don’t know how. I don’t want to be a burden on my friend anymore. He helped me when I was recovering from […]

3/26/2014 0 comment

It isnâ€™t like it used to be :(

by rocketman1000 3/21/2014

written by rocketman1000

Iâ€™m sorry I try to help others but Iâ€™m in the same boat!
I have my frustrations as well 🙁 it isnâ€™t like it used to be ïŒ
The things I enjoyed have lost their luster!
Sex for example, yes I loved sex ok I love it a lot! But it isnâ€™t like it used to be :(ïŒ
The naÃ¯ve thoughts, the excitement! Have lost the shine, oh Iâ€™m not saying I donâ€™t enjoy it :)ïŠ
But Iâ€™ve done it so many times this way that way, hell I belong to the mile high club! :)Try doing that today! Ha ha! Well I wonâ€™t go […]

3/21/2014 11 comments

21 and pregnant

by tik 3/21/2014

written by tik

I really don’t know what I expect to hear, but things are so hard.

I don’t want to say I am depressed. I just act depressed, but I don’t think I am really depressed, because my daily life is not crippled yet. Might be heading there though.

I was doing just fine. About to graduate school, stressed out because I was going to go into the real world and get ready to find a job in my field. Loans were about to kick back, but my little part time was enough.

My boyfriend was with me, so was my mother, father, friends, co-workers, advisers, professors, friends of friends. […]

3/21/2014 2 comments

I’m back…

by lixie 3/20/2014

written by lixie

To tell you all that everything is gonna be alright.

Ive been so far down. Came to this site once. Got a little back up again after talking to likeminded people. Fell right back down. Ive cut, I loaded my ex-boyfriends gun and held it to my head. Ive cried for days. Stopped eating for days. I have scars up my arm.

But today I’m free. And you will be to if you just hold on. I know that each and everyone of you in here are here because you have something holding you in this life. It is some reason you have deep inside that is […]

3/20/2014 8 comments

How do I fix my unpleasantness?

by que sera 3/20/2014

written by que sera

So for a while now I’ve noticed that I have an “unpleasant” energy. Some people would assume I’m weird or awkward, I feel like I repel people from me. When I was younger I use to believe it was people being intimidated by me.

I’ve been told that I’m an open book. No matter how hard I try to suppress these emotions and try to fake it I show no progress. I work in solitude, where I see people on a daily basis. A seedy looking man walked in and reeked of cologne. He had his top button loose and a greasy looking Elvis curl. I […]

3/20/2014 29 comments

recovered

by lissbabe 3/19/2014

written by lissbabe

people say we will never recover but i have and im strong now and always will be so people i believe that everyone can be happy and get out of this dark side of us i believe in everyone of you people im always going to be here for you all

3/19/2014 7 comments

Please…

by CrimsonDream 3/17/2014

written by CrimsonDream

Give me a sign i want to believe

That life can be better, id do as i please.

With my last dream in my head

My last dream was when i wished i was dead.

Although my dream may not come true

They say follow your dreams and that just what ill do.

3/17/2014 7 comments

Trust issues

by Miss Katelynn 3/17/2014

written by Miss Katelynn

People can just really screw you over sometimes. Each and every person is capable of being disloyal, dishonest, fake, or cruel. so why take the risk? If there is any possible chance that someone will leave or lie or whatever, why go to them for help?

Youre all you’ve got in the world.

Theres nothing that scares me more than the word “alone”. Whenever I hear this, my heart speeds up a bit. I think that’s my biggest fear: being alone. But I am. I can’t trust anyone but myself. And I can’t even trust myself in some situations. It’s terrifying. I am unpredictable. And maybe that […]

3/17/2014 7 comments

Let’s Pretend…

by CrimsonDream 3/16/2014

written by CrimsonDream

So let’s pretend that the pain I feel everyday is nothing.

Let’s make believe that life is totally perfect, and I’ve never been hurt.

And let’s laugh like our lives aren’t totally and completely screwed up.

3/16/2014 2 comments

I Died For A While .-.

by Nobody_Cares 3/16/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

So I haven’t really been on lately, because of family issues so I got my laptop taken away and such. Well, I did this thing on instagram where it was a contest for the best recovery poem and I didn’t win *tears*. But here’s the poem I wrote for the contest. Hope you like it. (By the way, it got weird and turned from 1st person to 3rd. So I don’t really know what happened there .-.)

My tears fill the empty hole in the floor, As I say to myself – please no more. The blade lay silent on the bed, rusted and my blood […]

3/16/2014 0 comment

Make It Go Away

by Miss Katelynn 3/16/2014

written by Miss Katelynn

I think we all have those things in our heads that just won’t leave. An example of this would be the saying “Nothing lasts forever”. Because of this, I am incapable of commitment. If someone tells me that they’re here for me, i still can’t trust them because they won’t be here for me forever. They will move on like everyone else. It’s the same with relationships. They end. So what’s the point. Itll just end in heartbreak so why the fuck would it matter.

I also can’t seem to shake the thought that everyone is capable of pretending. Pretending to be my friend. Pretending to […]

3/16/2014 1 comment

A question

by quaero 3/15/2014

written by quaero

I have a question to you guys. this analogy occurred to me two days ago and i’ve been contemplating about it ever since. the analogy is this:

what if a cell of our body become aware of its position and role and that how its work is used in maintenance of body. do you think the cell will go self-destructive after knowing this fact (because it will know that it is being controlled)? or will it keep doing its work for body?

i with all heart believe that it will go self-destructive. i have never been able to relate with anybody. i don’t know how i think […]

3/15/2014 10 comments

Mommy I love you

by jud 3/12/2014

written by jud

The word ‘MoM’ doesn’t only mean the person who held me nine months but let me say ‘ my doctor, my teacher , my best friend and of course my soul. Mommy if you could just see my heart , i will show you the love I have for you and your name ‘Khadijah’ craved in my heart.
I do believe in love from first sight? Do you know why mommy?! It is because since I was born and opened my eyes I saw you and loved you .Years past […]

3/12/2014 3 comments

strengths

by ongaku 3/11/2014

written by ongaku

I don’t believe that I lack all strength. I just don’t have enough to do anything with my opportunities. I don’t want to wake up, and I don’t want to look for jobs, and I don’t want to get a new job or keep mine. I don’t want to go outside. I don’t want to talk to people, even family. I don’t want to get a paycheck. I don’t want to have a home. I don’t want to call this nice young lady I’m dating. I don’t want to go to dinner tonight. I don’t want to act or play music or teach or be […]

3/11/2014 13 comments

My horrible ”poem” xD

by rainbowtenshi 3/6/2014

written by rainbowtenshi

If I only could

If I could fill your hurting soul with love and happiness,
I would.
If I could fix your broken smile and light your eyes with life,
I would.
Believe me, If I only could, I would.

I’m not good at this, I wanted to give it a try. xd
I wish I could make everyone smile, just for a second.

3/6/2014 4 comments

I am confident…

by k2fraser 3/6/2014

written by k2fraser

â€œTheyâ€ say I should be more confident, believe in myself. But I think I am confident. I know Iâ€™m useless, boring, weak, etc. I accept it. I am confident in my uselessness. Isnâ€™t that true confidence, accepting your faults? Iâ€™m not going to pretend Iâ€™m something Iâ€™m not. Why deny the truth? What’s the point in faking it?

3/6/2014 2 comments

All Surrounded

by quaero 3/5/2014

written by quaero

what was i, what have i become. i am only getting more and more corrupted. i wanted to, didn’t i? when i couldn’t find a way out of it, i decided to get more into it. taste of lie, taste of corruption!
â€œAbove all, don’t lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.â€ – Dostoevsky
i wanted to test it. and i was so confident […]

3/5/2014 7 comments

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