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Do you think that some people are just cursed?

by hollylion 11/23/2015

written by hollylion

It’s something that’s just in fairytales and movies, but sometimes I wonder if there is such a thing as being cursed? If there is something out there in the universe that causes some lives to be charmed, normal, whatever and some to be unfortunate.

I used to post here a long time ago. I had a plan to travel and if that went well I would give life a chance and if it didn’t then I was ready to kill myself. I had pills ordered and everything.

And things got better. Then bad again, then better, then bad again. But then things got perfect. I ripped up […]

11/23/2015 8 comments

anti-psychotics

by theresa_riot 11/19/2015

written by theresa_riot

Started with a new psychiatrist recently. When I told her I couldn’t stop thinking about killing myself she immediately started me on anti-psychotics. I’ve never been on them before, and I have to say I do feel a little better. And I couldn’t get what I needed for my plan anyway, so the plan is on hold. For now. We’ll see how long this medicine works.

11/19/2015 3 comments

Dreams better than reality? Why Dream is better than reality? Why is Dreams better than reality?

by niki 11/19/2015

written by niki

Why Dreams is better than reality?
Why is Dream better than reality?
Why is dreams better than reality? Why dream is better than reality?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality / human’s fantasy is better than reality.

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi / sci fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, MMORPG , Interstellar , The Matrix , Avengers , X-Men , etc etc, they are much more interesting, full […]

11/19/2015 1 comment

i feel so lonely

by princessxx 11/18/2015

written by princessxx

feeling reall awful and lonely, these days aren’t getting better

11/18/2015 22 comments

I Am A Bottle

by InhalingAnxiety 11/18/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Before, I would fill with emotions until I could no longer hold anymore. When it would become too much, I would overflow and spill to whoever would sit long enough for me to empty.

Now, I expand for my surroundings. Once I have reached the brim, I become deeper to allow more issues to pour in. I am a bottomless bottle. I am no longer required to open up. It is not a necessity to empty, since there is always room for more. I am sealed.

Even if I become too full to carry on, I’m not sure I even know how to create a small leak to lighten […]

11/18/2015 2 comments

I fantasize about death- am I weird??

by walking on sunshine 11/18/2015

written by walking on sunshine

Hi everyone,

I fantasise about death. I think about what it would be like. I don’t believe that people go to heaven when they die, I know that once you’re dead, that’s it. I don’t want to talk to anyone, I don’t want to go anywhere. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I can’t believe I’m thinking these thoughts. I have an amazing husband and the cutest 6 month old boy. I have no reason to think these thoughts.. Yet I’m obsessed with the idea of dying, I saw a counsellor, a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but I couldn’t open up to […]

11/18/2015 10 comments

Story time

by delta_in_thesky_with_diamonds 11/16/2015

written by delta_in_thesky_with_diamonds

My name is delta.
Ive tried to commit suicide 3 times now.
I still think about it alot but i was in the hospital for a month about 7 months ago so ive been better.
If anyone wants to message me go ahead.

11/16/2015 1 comment

Human Touch

by Mike Rowedick 11/13/2015

written by Mike Rowedick

I was 21 years old when I visited a local Doctor who was well known as the guy to see if you wanted anabolic steroids. I explained to him how I had been training and trying to change my body as I had no confidence in the way I looked. I explained how I was not confident enough to ever have a relationship or go on a date. He asked lots of questions and I admitted to having panic attacks when I would go out to clubs with friends on a Friday or Saturday night. I felt […]

11/13/2015 30 comments

i need help

by princessxx 11/12/2015

written by princessxx

I really need some help, i know i posted last night, i dont feel any better, is anyone there?

11/12/2015 70 comments

I want help

by Cro0kedYoung 11/11/2015

written by Cro0kedYoung

A so called ‘friend’ of mine found my blog. My blog where I have no one I know in real life on, and he called me out on it all. He called me out on things that werent what he thought, and told me to ‘stop posting about mental illnesses bc i dont have one’. Can we talk about how inconsiderate that is? Its worse now than when I last fell out with my friends and I dont know what to do anymore. I dont want to head downhill any further. I want help. Ive never said it before but I honestly want help bc […]

11/11/2015 8 comments

Good day or bad day?

by Audreyparker 11/11/2015

written by Audreyparker

I feel like I do better without my pills. So, I’m probably just gonna not take them. I don’t know how to feel about things. I feel happy and irritated at the same time. I think I’m just tired of things being so complicated

11/11/2015 3 comments

Being Alive Is Not Enough

by Iknowsanta30 11/11/2015

written by Iknowsanta30

Hi, I am a first time poster here however I have been reading a lot of the various pieces that have been put up and thought I would tell my story in the hope that it will help someone else or maybe even me, so here goes.

I am 30 years old, male, live in Scotland. I have a good job, own my flat and a car. Basically have all the materialistic things that matter to many people. I have fantastic friends and family – there are seven billion people in the world and I honestly feel like I couldn’t hand pick better people to have […]

11/11/2015 7 comments

Some stuff I wrote for a friend

by thelost 11/11/2015

written by thelost

Gorgeous, that’s all he knows her as. He knows she has a real name, and that there’s a real face behind that picture, but he likes to imagine that same face laughing, smiling, blushing. He feels something in his chest when he speaks to her, but he feels for the other as well. They are friends, him and her, and their playful banter often lasts hours. She calls him cruel for the compliments he gives, and he calls her Gorgeous. The makeup runs down her cheek in the picture, but when he pictures her, he sees those piercing blue eyes looking at him, or some […]

11/11/2015 2 comments

for all of us

by jano.11 11/9/2015

written by jano.11

we guys deserve a much better life .. and we should get it ,, we need to help and to be helped .. we need to rise and will rise .. we need ourlives back and we will take it and pass it to each other .. we will never come down .. we are the uncoming down .. we are the strongest with our hearts .. we are the uncoming down … we are who we are … i pass this for each one of you .. wishing it will help you in time that nothing is helping me .. god bless you […]

11/9/2015 7 comments

Better

by twentytwo0022 11/9/2015

written by twentytwo0022

I just wanna be in
a better place
a better position
a better person with
better people
better goals
better mindset
I just need everything to be better.

-22

11/9/2015 5 comments

That Moment

by Take a Deep Breath 11/7/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

There is a moment when you look into the eyes of the people you love and see how much pain you are putting them through. There is a moment when you see the worry and the suffering and the fear- and the exhaustion you are putting them through. How their movements become slower, as if the world is weighing on their shoulders. There is a moment when you remember just how worthless you are- just how much you aren’t worth it.

I looked into my mom’s eyes tonight and saw the fear in them. I saw the worry, and the pain of 20 years of having […]

11/7/2015 14 comments

by Whateverbell 11/5/2015

written by Whateverbell

I just need to pick a date already. I could do next week on the 11th, it’ll make it a year since the rape. I could do the last day of 2015, or on my birthday in January. I can’t be here anymore. I have absolutely no purpose in life. I think about suicide every single day. I wake up thinking about it it’s the only thing that consistently stay on my mind. I’m in school but I’m pretty much failing to the point where I’m on academic probation. If I do bad this semester there kicking me out. I used to do so well. […]

11/5/2015 5 comments

I know someone will understand

by abisslover25 11/4/2015

written by abisslover25

I absolutely hate how I can push and try and feel a little better one night then the next morning when I wake up it’s like an elephant on my chest and I am depressed that I woke up. I try and tell myself it’s not so bad but the physical part of anxiety and depression hurts so bad, add in OCD thoughts it it’s like living in hell. Medication doesn’t help, therapy doesn’t help. All I want from life is for once not be upset that I woke up. To feel a sense of normal. I am jealous (and happy too) when people post […]

11/4/2015 1 comment

Empty..

by FreakOfNature 11/3/2015

written by FreakOfNature

I just feel so empty..I’m so tired of the same bullshit lines.

“It’s okay.”

“It’s a phase, it’ll pass.”

“It get’s better.”

It doesn’t fucking feel like it. Nothing will ever be okay. I’m just a waste of space and I have no purpose on this planet. I wish I could just disappear. I wish death was an easy process because this life doesn’t seem worth living. No one honestly gives a shit. I tried to reach out for help but I’m just laughed at. Ignored even.

“You don’t even have anything to be depressed about.”

“Just get over it.”

I wish it was that easy. I hate feeling this way. I […]

11/3/2015 3 comments

I’m getting progressively worse, and better.

by thelost 11/2/2015

written by thelost

Let me explain, lately I’ve been having an issue with my compulsive disorder coming back, along with my depression. Thing, is I’m confused as all hell because there’s been no major event to bring about such a radical change in my mental state. I mean, I’ve studied this disorder for a few years now and I’ve gotten a basic understanding on what “kind” I have. Mine was inherited but a major event that happened a few years ago caused a downward spiral to serious depression. Same with my compulsive disorder. I’ve studied well enough to know that another cause besides inheriting a predisposition towards depressive […]

11/2/2015 1 comment

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