It’s something that’s just in fairytales and movies, but sometimes I wonder if there is such a thing as being cursed? If there is something out there in the universe that causes some lives to be charmed, normal, whatever and some to be unfortunate.
I used to post here a long time ago. I had a plan to travel and if that went well I would give life a chance and if it didn’t then I was ready to kill myself. I had pills ordered and everything.
And things got better. Then bad again, then better, then bad again. But then things got perfect. I ripped up every suicide letter, I put all of that behind me. Everything I wanted finally happened to me and everything was going to be ok.
And then it was ripped away from me, and I have never wanted to die more than I do right now. And I feel like my life is cursed, that there is something about it that makes it impossible for me to have happiness. Yeah part of the curse is mental illness but when certain things happen over and over and over…I don’t know.
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It’s silly but I often wonder this too. I’ve always joked that my house is cursed because ever since I moved here my life has slowly gone downhill and never showed any signs of improvement. Before I moved I was completely happy and normal. But it’s paranoid thinking. There are really no such things as curses. I bought an ouijja board a few months back and considered throwing it out because I was afraid it was giving me “bad luck”, but I still have it.
I have a Ouija Board, although I don’t know where I put it. It glows in the dark!
I have genuinely wondered this, or at least something similar. Like maybe I’m a disruption in the universal flow that shouldn’t be here. The problem is that contradicts my philosophical Taoist belief, which makes more sense (in my opinion).
Well in the strict sense of the word I don’t believe there is a curse, but then what is the difference if you are for example a very unlucky person. There are such people, everything goes bad for them and they cannot do anything about it. I’m pretty sure mental disorders/depression also feels like a curse. I’d guess your mental issues make you feel cursed, so don’t think that you cannot get out of this vicious cycle. Don’t think that it has to be that way and cannot be changed. There is a possibility of change, but as I don’t know you or your life I cannot say how big.
“Do you think some people are just cursed?”: yes.
I don’t know what I believe anymore religion wise, but if reincarnation was a thing I feel like I must have done something pretty bad in a past life. Or maybe something I did in my past of this life angered God or the angels or whoever to make sure every good thing that happens to me is ruined, but I don’t know what that would be.
Yes, correct. Karma is real… it is the Third Newton law times a multitude of past choices that diverge from the path of the one and Only truth which leads To enlightment.. or so some are led believe. To Kill oneself is To reject a new oportunity To right wrongs.. so in the next Life The karma tightens… so you might end up with brain paralysis ir something that Will prevent you From taking your life……. im scared s… of that .. otherwise i would be long gone by now
hollylion
“what ever you do don’t repeat this one”
The Wolf Man (1941 film)
Even a man who is pure in heart
and says his prayers by night
may become a wolf when the wolfbane blooms
and the autumn moon is bright.