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Maybe Someday

by MeganHoney 2/5/2014

written by MeganHoney

The thing is, I’ve been battling for 3 years now. I let it lie for years before, but now I fight.

I didn’t want to fight, because fighting means risking defeat. If I fight, I might lose. I’m losing.

In the last year, I was hospitalized 5 times and spent a total of 6 months in the hospital. I’ve had two suicide attempts and during the first one, spent 2 days in a coma, only to wake up to delirium and yet another hospitalization.

I have scars on my legs, arms, stomach. I’ve needed countless stitches.

I’ve tried so many medications, I can’t list them all.

I am […]

2/5/2014 6 comments

My Attempted Suicide Story…

by DanielleTerri_x 2/1/2014

written by DanielleTerri_x

I’m Danielle, 16 years old and suicidal…

I guess it all started when I got bullied in primary school because of my weight and the people I used to hang out with. I was basically a tomboy, always wearing jeans or tracksuits, never skirts or dresses… I wasn’t the skinniest or prettiest of kids back then, but there was this one group of girls that would pick on me constantly… I was 10 and depressed… I was stupid enough to pick an all girls secondary school and got bullied there for being a tomboy. it was the beginning of year 8, and I woke up atÂ 5 […]

2/1/2014 18 comments

My suicide story.

by Generic Nobody 1/26/2014

written by Generic Nobody

I don’t know, I’m bored. I slept all day. I have nothing to do. So I guess I’ll tell you my story. I’ve been cutting for 4 years now, it started out as something small. Just one cut, then two cuts, and then before I knew it I was cutting all the way up my arm and on my legs and thighs and my stomach. It’s now an addiction. Wether I’m feeling shitty or not. I need to cut. I want to cut. But I’ve tried suicide multiple times, I’ve chickened out a couple times, I’ve failed a couple times. But I woke up one […]

1/26/2014 2 comments

by sunflower 12/3/2013

written by sunflower

Im writing this letter for me to get my thoughts and feelings out… the person this is meant for will never see this, will never know i wrote this, will never care i wrote this.

Dear abselom,

what can i say we’ve been through alot together. I was there for you when you wanted to end your life. I held you when you cried, i cried with you for you. I tried to make you smile when you were low. I was always by your side i tried the best i could to take your pain away. Then i broke. I was hurting and i finally told […]

12/3/2013 5 comments

Cuts

by IsabelDaUnicorn 11/17/2013

written by IsabelDaUnicorn

Today I cut deeper and deeper into my flesh.

The deeper I went the more alive I felt.

Once I was done I looked down at my arm.

it was dripping.

drip.

all red.

All swollen.

I was hoping for death.

didnt cut deep enough.

next time.

next time though.

next time I will make it to death.

cant wait till next time.

11/17/2013 2 comments

It’s Over.

by I.cant.breathe! 4/7/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

i feel it creeping up on me.
the darkness i can never see.
taking me away,
suffocating me.
i can barely breathe.

I can hear it shouting threats.
wishing me a horrid death.
the demons will invade,
it’s already too late.
i cannot be saved.
it’s over!

I am falling fast.
this will be my last.
no use saving me,
these cuts are way too deep.
a necklace made of rope,
a bracelet made of blood,
water mixed arcenic.
a kiss from a gun.
nothing can compare,
just kick away the chair.
and wait to fade away,
down your drink of death,
and die so peacefully.
Don’t […]

4/7/2013 0 comment

Cuts

by Engeltje 2/7/2013

written by Engeltje

I look at my hips, arm and belly. Seeing those red, fresh cuts is such a relief. The lovely pain, that beautiful bright red, those little blood drops, your sharp knife. That good feeling that isn’t possible to express in words. Just that feeling that isn’t repositionable…

2/7/2013 4 comments

I almost cut.. but i made 4 videos instead

by BrooklynBoxx 1/2/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

So for you who have been following up on my post you know i self harm quiet a bit and quiet deep to. Instead of self harming the other day i chose to make some amv ( animated music videos) for vampire knight.

Please check them out and let me know if their any good. Also subscribe if you wanna keep up with my blogs and other videos.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCaTinffnkI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjnYh6GRmVo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmrCUV9BdHY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m35rBe1iYKc

I hope this new coping skill works for a while.. and doesnt die in a matter of a week.. like most of the others..

1/2/2013 1 comment

Last night

by BrooklynBoxx 12/22/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

They were siting on my friend audry and me and im the one in the black jacked with stripes shes the one crying xD

I went out of my house for a change, to hang out with some of my old friends. I rarely do this now since i tend to lock myself in my room, when im not inclined to go to school.

I hung out with 15 of my friends and we watched “end of the world movies” since that was the theme of the party. I was cuddling with my gay friend […]

12/22/2012 5 comments

Here it goes in the life of me

by BrooklynBoxx 12/19/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

Tommorow i have a christmas party, at school.

Its suppose to be 75 degrees outside

While everyone else is wearing short sleeved shirts and capris.

Ill be wearking my skinney jeans and long sleeves.

With such fresh cuts as deep as mine

I’ll keep them to my self

Because their mine

Here goes another day living in the life of me…

14 supposedly a beauty queen

FinallyÂ in her teens

Always out there causing a scene

Skipping meals to finally become lean

WishingÂ she could be truly seen

Here it goes in the life of me..

12/19/2012 11 comments

Last words

by BrooklynBoxx 12/19/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

He called my name

I walked away

Now im wishing i would have stayed

We walk around

Both looking at the ground

Scared to catch the other staring

But we both move on with out a sound

Remember the first night we kissed

I hope im not the only one who misses it..

I’m stupid for still loving you

My hopes are childish like i am

1 year younger, worlds apart

Here i sit with a broken heart

You said you wanted to ask me somthing..

Now im wondering what

But i lost my chance to hear it

By my own stubborness

Forgive me

For loving you

More then you could ever love […]

12/19/2012 4 comments

Cuts

by Skyee3 12/17/2012

written by Skyee3

in the last 2 weeks ive gotten about 200 new cuts…not on my arms but my legs…no one knows. my entire upper legs are cut. last night (12-17-12) i added more cuts and i will add more tonight. i cant stop. this new world has been opened up to me. a way i can feel better and no one will see it since its winter so i always have pants on 😀

12/17/2012 5 comments

There is something about Sunday nights that really makes me want to kill myself.

by sono_libero 10/7/2012

written by sono_libero

My arms are so cut up right now that there is no room left to leave more gashes. I guess I will start on my legs. It doesn’t hurt and I’m beginning to feel really dizzy. Dizzy dizzy dizzy.

10/7/2012 11 comments

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by itsmytimetogo 1/26/2012

written by itsmytimetogo

i cut. not too much. i wasnt gonna do as much as i did. but its not too much i dont think. it doesnt seem so bad to me really. well ill just post a few pctures of it. so yeah thats it. i find them to be beautiful. please dont judge me.

1/26/2012 11 comments

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