i cut. not too much. i wasnt gonna do as much as i did. but its not too much i dont think. it doesnt seem so bad to me really. well ill just post a few pctures of it. so yeah thats it. i find them to be beautiful. please dont judge me.
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I know what you mean
Jesus ….ouch!!!
No judging here. Hi. I hope you are feeling okay.
Life is all about scares internal and external, at least you made them beautiful . but may I ask, why did you cut?
I like the pattern.
When I did cut my pattern looked similar.
That criss cross pattern.
I wonder if there is any rational explanation behind why people cut in certain distinct patterns.
Im wondering that too i used to cut a long time ago so hey im not judging sometimes you have to do stuff to allieviate the pain everyones different but i had a similar pattern too
i dont know why i chose to do criss cross pattern. maybe because it intensifies the pain and bleeding. thank you for not judging, ive had enough from my parents and other people. i cut to let my anger and pain i have inside out and show. the ones on my stomach now feel super cool. my arm too. i did around 70 cuts total. i wanted more but forced to stop. i was gonna do more this morning but didnt. i dont know why. i was ready and everything. i had my bloody towel and razor ready. but never got to it. but i didnt forget about it. i just didnt proceed with it.
Thereby increasing the pleasurable endorphin response in reaction.
I do not think any of us on this board are in any position to judge you in a sense.
We all have our pain and our suffering.
And the thing we share is the despair we sometimes feel because of it.
More so than those who have a different set of perceptions.
They’re not beautiful – stop hurting yourself. It won’t fix anything.