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Falling

by Matt 11/15/2014

written by Matt

Since I was born I’ve been a good soul, I know this inside. I’m far from perfect who isn’t? But what’s my point, None I barely can hold on much longer. Wishing for true help. Save me, in need of loving comfort. I want to feel actual love.

To start off, I was officially adopted in court at age 8. I am half anglo half hispanic but take more to my mothers side white appearance. I don’t know why I was really given up. I’m told i’m a crack baby and that my Mexican dad died from alchohol use. My biological mom had me […]

11/15/2014 1 comment

How Cutting Saves Me

by LostandLonelySoul 11/7/2014

written by LostandLonelySoul

I can’t deal with my depression anymore.. I have started cutting again, and it is the only promise I can make myself anymore.. “If you get through this awful day, you can go home and carve yourself to your heart’s content..” While people may find that gross, it’s honestly the most truthful thing I’ve ever said to myself.. Cutting is an out for me. It helps me express my feelings, despite the fact that no one but me ever sees the cuts..

No one ever sees them because I am very sneaky about WHEN I cut. In the shower, in a bath, late at night […]

11/7/2014 2 comments

My Family Doesn’t Understand, Please Help.

by Luka-chan 11/5/2014

written by Luka-chan

I’ve been miserable for two years now. I’ve been self-harming during those two years and have been thinking about suicide, but never acting upon it.

My parents won’t do anything to get me any help, because they don’t believe in depression.

I’ve been trying so hard to try and get happier by myself, but it’s driving me into more sadness and despair.

I’ve been trying to stop my self mutilation, but my body has been craving it. There’s a part of me that wants to cut myself and see how much I bleed, but there’s also the part of me that doesn’t.

I don’t know what to do anymore. […]

11/5/2014 3 comments

The Final Entry

by GranDad 11/4/2014

written by GranDad

Such depth in words

…

Despair is nothing compared to what I live.

Just a click away.careful and close analysis of what has lead me to this dark whole in my life.

You will not regret it.

This,friend.

This is the stuff.

www.sirgrandad.blogspot.com

Finally,

Enjoy!

-Gran(^•^)Dad

11/4/2014 0 comment

Cutting again.

by nosound 11/3/2014

written by nosound

I cut again today. It was the first time I had in a while, for at least a month or two. I came home from a birthday dinner in a normal mood. I had somewhat attempted to make plans after the dinner but then decided it was too much effort to try and figure out what people were doing and I was kind of tired. I felt like people didn’t want me to hangout with them after, but I’m almost certain it was all in my head considering I didn’t put out very much effort and I’m also somewhat known as wanting to stay home […]

11/3/2014 1 comment

Reality sucks, Reality suck, Reality boring, I hate Reality, boring Reality, Reality is boring !

by niki 10/23/2014

written by niki

Reality is boring & LIMITED !! I hate Reality ! boring Reality !
Real life is boring & LIMITED !! I hate real life ! boring real life !
Real world is boring & LIMITED !! I hate real world ! boring real world !

I also hate this life, I hate people / humans (well.. MOST/90% of them), I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very BORING !! and especially nowadays become ONLY very materialistic, money / profits driven only, all about money, money, money, & image, image, image! ; it’s very superficial, shallow, and mundane boring!

Why movies, video games, comics, books, novels, anime/manga, […]

10/23/2014 6 comments

Cutting

by Deleted.from.society 10/15/2014

written by Deleted.from.society

1 cut
2 cut
3 cut
4..
the blood is dripping from my wrist to the bottom of the tub.
5 cut
6 cut
7 cut
8..
the blood is now dripping from the tub to the floor.
9 cut
10…
Your out of lives.. RIP for those who have lost all self confidence and have chosen the easy way out by cutting themselves <3

10/15/2014 1 comment

Woah o.o

by life_isnt_for_me 10/1/2014

written by life_isnt_for_me

Wow I haven’t been on here for awhile probably because it wasn’t helping much but it felt good to let my thoughts out haha…..anyswirls I’m still suicidal….thinking of committing suicide today actually. Not sure if I am going to though, I can see myself doing it but I’m not really sure if I can you know? I mean it’s not like everyone wants to die , it’s just I get to the point of where it feels like I do. Hmm I don’t make sense. But anyswirls it’s been …a tough week I guess. The guy I like ( oh god no not a […]

10/1/2014 1 comment

I Don’t Care Anymore

by lucifersangelus 9/25/2014

written by lucifersangelus

I’m so done caring, about anything or anyone.
I’ve just given up.
In school, in life.
I’m a disappointment to everyone, but i don’t care.
I can’t care.
I’m incapable of caring anymore.
I’ve tried.
I’m just so done, so empty, so lost, so tired, tired of it all.
I don’t care

9/25/2014 1 comment

Why do they do it?

by Rex_Dawn 9/19/2014

written by Rex_Dawn

They treat you like crap in the real life, yet they act like they care on the internet. Why is this? Why do they stab you in the back to your face. They don’t see the cuts, they think I’m fine, they think it doesn’t hurt, they also believe I do not cut from excuses. No one thinks I’m a good liar, they don’t know how good of a liar I really am. I hide my cuts they don’t suspect. I plot to leave, but my uncle keeps me here by making me show a true smile. When he helps me they hurt him, I […]

9/19/2014 3 comments

Reality / Real world / Real life

by niki 9/16/2014

written by niki

Reality is boring & LIMITED !!
Real life is boring & LIMITED !!
Real world is boring & LIMITED !!

Why movies, video games, comics, books, novels, anime/manga, creative Art, basically human’s IMAGINATION & fantasy is often/always a hundred times FAR much more interesting & better than this sad, mundane, boring, superficial, […]

9/16/2014 5 comments

fuck Reality ! Reality sucks ! Real world sucks ! Real life sucks ! Reality boring ! Real life boring ! Real world boring ! movies, novels books, comics, games, manga/anime are better than Reality !!

by niki 9/14/2014

written by niki

fuck Reality ! fuck real life ! fuck real world !
Reality sucks ! Real world sucks ! Real life sucks !
Reality boring ! Real life boring ! Real world boring !
movies, novels, comics, games, manga/anime are better than Reality !!
there is no MAGIC, no SUPERPOWER , no ‘cool, magical’ SUPERHERO / SUPERHEROES like in those movie , novel , comics , game / games , manga / anime , etc etc !
FUCKING BORING real world / real life / reality !!!

I also hate this life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very BORING […]

9/14/2014 3 comments

I’m going to kill myself tonight

by trippylikenirvana 9/11/2014

written by trippylikenirvana

I really need to let my story. I can’t tell anyone and I won’t tell anyone most of this. I’m going to go in order of events, and you tell me if I have a right to kill myself.

I was born in Iraq, during the war. It was horrible. I was never able to have a good night’s sleep. I always thought I was going to get murdered, bombed, raped. I was so scared. I was only 5. When I was 6, a week or two after my birthday, my dad went to work, like usual. On the way there, he got shot twice in […]

9/11/2014 11 comments

Cutting

by svana 9/2/2014

written by svana

I am an American currently living in England as a part of the United States Air Force. I’d really like to talk to anyone that is/was a cutter. Nothing personal I swear. Just a few really quick questions. I can email or use KIK or Viber. Please leave a comment if you feel comfortable talking to me. I just really need some advice :/ Thanks

9/2/2014 8 comments

kiss my scars

by Kelly_Kaulitz 8/28/2014

written by Kelly_Kaulitz

I’ve already had mine kissed. I wish everyone who has scars know how it feels to have someone who loves you kiss your scars, and promising you with their lips, that they’ll never let you do it again.

8/28/2014 2 comments

is superhero real exist ? are superheroes real exist ? is superpower or magic real exist ? (like in those cool movies, games, comics, novels, books, anime / manga, etc) ? fuck this boring reality / real world / real life !!

by niki 8/21/2014

written by niki

is superhero real exist ?
are superheroes real exist ?
is superpower or magic real exist ? (like in those cool movies, games, comics, novels, books, anime / manga, etc) ?
you know, like in those ‘cool’ superhero movies : X-Men (X Men), Superman, Thor, Spiderman, Iron man, Captain America, or in those ‘cool’ fantasy / sci-fi (sci fi, science fiction) movies : Harry Potter, Narnia, Lord of the Rings, Avatar, TRON, or games like Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, etc etc ..

otherwise, fuck this boring reality / real world / real life !!

I hate reality, I hate life , I hate this very *LIMITED* & […]

8/21/2014 5 comments

Why movie , game , novel , comics , book , anime/manga , human’s IMAGINATION is FAR much better than this boring Reality / real world / real life ??

by niki 8/14/2014

written by niki

Why movies is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why video games is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why novels is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why comics is much better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why anime/manga is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?

in conclusion :
Why human’s IMAGINATION is better & more interesting than this boring […]

8/14/2014 6 comments

I can’t go on anymore

by Amelia 8/6/2014

written by Amelia

I’m 18 years old, and I’m done with life. It all started when I was 12. I started self harming. I’m not really sure why I started, but I couldn’t stop. Anytime anything went wrong, I would cut. 6 years later, I’m still cutting. I can’t control the urge, ive tired so hard to stop… but I just can’t. I’m covered in scars. I’ve seen therapists, counsellors, every kind of mental health professional you can think of and they still can’t find out what treatment works for me. They’ve tried it all. I’ve been sexually abused by a man who is still walking free, abandoned […]

8/6/2014 4 comments

My story.

by famouslivingdead 7/15/2014

written by famouslivingdead

I don’t really know where to start off. This is my first post so please don’t criticize me or anything.

Okay. So ever since I was a little kid, I mean little like 3, I’ve been terribly anxious. Anxious about anything and everything. And I don’t really have a reason, I just am. I’ve never really liked who I am, appearance, personality, etc. And in 5th grade I would constantly get made fun of and I just hated going to school. And then in 6th grade, I hated myself. I hated how I looked and I hated that other people were so much better.. So I […]

7/15/2014 2 comments

i hate my life.

by heartbrokenn1 7/13/2014

written by heartbrokenn1

I hate my life. I’m so depressed.. It all started about a year ago. There was this guy I had liked for a while and we finally started talking. The first few weeks, everything was great. We texted just about everyday. Exchanged the finest words. Things were perfect. Then suddenly one day it’s like he just forgot about me. He started tweeting about this other girl and it made me feel invisible. Once him and her stopped talking, we started again. Then another girl came into the picture. I hated seeing them flirt at school. Anyways, he’d flip flop back and forth between her and […]

7/13/2014 7 comments

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