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Alcoholic

by David
written by David

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I’m sixteen and i’m an alcoholic already at my age. My town isn’t exactly big on morals so getting a hold of it isn’t a problem

But… I think alcohol saved my life.

If i wasn’t drunk every evening, I believe I would not be here today. I firmly believe I would have killed myself long ago.

I am so disillusioned with the world and the only time I don’t care about who or what i hate and why or how much I hate it is when i feel so inebriated.

I guess i’m just wondering how healthy this is mentally? It’s obvious it isn’t good for my […]

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The Syndrome of the age

by Lyubomir
written by Lyubomir

I don’t know from where to start,so I’ll tell you about my whole life with a few sentences.My name is Lyubo(16 years old boy)and I used to be a very happy person.I was waking up with a smile,and was going to bed the same way.I have had allot of friends and all of them loved me for who I am and everything was perfect:friends,games,doing sports,girlfriends, laughing all  day long…When I entered high school I met some new people who were different in a cool way.First everything was going normal,but one day I saw one of them training with my soccer team,so I went there and […]

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Wish it could only affect me, and me alone.

by AnnoyingGirl
written by AnnoyingGirl

I’ve hit rock bottom. Depression has been biting me my whole life, and I let it influence me so much, my grades dropped so much I’m getting kicked out of school.  Don’t know if I would cry or laugh about it, cause I’m so pathetic.

 

 

Anyways, anyone feel they relate? If only this decision to end this bullshit won’t affect my mom, dad, and sister, I would be easily and freely slipping into non existence right now.

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At a Crossroads: Relationships

by Zeddex
written by Zeddex

“My name is unimportant. I am neither male, nor female. My age has no relevance to my grief. Consider me a faceless representation of depression. An anonymous death seeker. A hopeless nobody.”

I’ve met someone. At this point in time I can’t decide whether it’s a blessing or a curse, a cure to my life-long battle with depression, or a catalyst. This someone is special. The way I feel when I’m with them is astonishing. I feel happy, and content with myself. I feel at ease. At peace. And when I am with them it feels like my troubles have slipped through my […]

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The pain of today is forgotten when new things come into your life

by Jack7665
written by Jack7665

I have been depressed before and had thoughts of suicide, but the fact is that in life, you go through phases and cycles.

Some things might seem today to be SO BAD that you cannot overcome them- yet down the track they will go away and you will be able to look back on today’s situation with NO EMOTIONAL REACTION.

The key is that you need to hold out for that future instead of giving up.

IF you are running a long distance race, you can’t just quit halfway because it seems too hard.  The race is hard and unpleasant, but the prize is at the end and only if you […]

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Beware Uncommon Sense

by themaskoftom
written by themaskoftom

Just the latest alias of  diseased, hell spawned troll “nbarules”, who is doing Jesus’s work by visiting depression forums and explaining why gays and blacks are subhumans, and why anyone who disagrees should die horribly. Don’t be fooled and do not approve it’s comments.

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Been a while,

by rawrimaturtle..
written by rawrimaturtle..

Hi everyone, it’s been a while since I’ve been on here. Not sure if ppl worried about me or not…

I lost a friend recently.. He was one of my bestfriends, and he helped me so much with my depression.. And now he’s no longer going to talk to me… Ugh I miss him….
It’s getting hard… My depression feels like I’m getting worse..I also think I need knew friends becuz the ones I have no don’t really treat me right.. I don’t want to get into details…

-RawrImaTurtle….

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The Grim Tayles of Pitty Sweet- Prince Charming Isn’t Real- You Are!

by LindaS
written by LindaS

On one of the hottest days of August in the year of 1971, a fair Pitty Sweet made her red-carpet entrance into the world. The stories of a difficult birth were told for years, but one thing that was often mentioned was that young Pitty was born quite round.

Survey said she was so round that she could easily roll down the hill to the very bottom on her very own. Her mother insisted on red frilly dresses, but her grandmother not caring for the colour red, put brown dresses on her all almost every single day, and if anyone looked twice they might mistake […]

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Lost

by mjhallam
written by mjhallam

I just don’t know where to turn anymore. I’ve had tons of problems my whole life, like anxiety, depression, alcoholism. My mother recently had a massive stroke in November of last year, and hasn’t recovered. And a little over a month after that, I lost my only brother to pills. I really don’t know what to do. I have never fit in this world, and the one person that always gave me motivation to keep going is now gone. My drinking has gotten completely out of hand, and the idea of getting sober and staying that way, well, scares the hell out of me. My […]

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by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

My depression has returned. 

I’m cracked, very close to my breaking point. Maybe I should break already. I just need an extra push. 

I finally got over Nycolle a few weeks ago and as I basked in the sunshine, Jasmine, my cousin, broke up with me. It would have been our 1 month anniversary…. 

I love her so much, at first, it was so unreal, and I felt so numb, now I’ve begun to become more irritable now. My brother who knew about us, he doesn’t understand I’m pissy and pisses me off a lot. 

I try not to get angry, but it just phases me too easily. When […]

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the apparition of these faces in the crowd

by madmansgayscience
written by madmansgayscience

I am not the only one. There are others, multiple hordes, some of whom are people I know, people I even see regularly. Though I am slowly emerging into admitting my illness, they must do so too. Until this happens we are all alone here and we are dead.

There are no similes and there are no metaphors; everything can only be explained and delineated in exact terms. There are continual pressures applied from other people, wherever I turn. I try to escape, yet someone inevitably & invariably lurks around the next mental vista. There is truly nowhere to go when the thoughts inside your head […]

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Suicide- The Failsafe

by LindaS
written by LindaS

Dedicated to anyone who thinks about it- I understand- but it is not the answer.

 

 

 

I have been up for hours and am exhausted before the clock strikes eight. I eye the sink full of dirty items while the dishwasher lies four inches to the left. The house is silent and soon I know the air will be filled with anger.

Walking outside I water the just planted begonias, knowing full well once I leave they will die; much like the limited peace that lies between the walls. I have […]

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Light Burned Out;;

by ParadiseFears-
written by ParadiseFears-

So I found something of mines from about a year or two ago and I decided to put it up on here. Everyone puts up the troubles they’ve been through and I’d like to share what I’ve written back then and maybe when later on, if I make it through with life, I could look back to my posts. Anyways, this was made around 2010 or ’11. This was for my friend, who was also facing depression like me and we both promised we wouldn’t do anything horrible to each other. I felt like I failed her and that she wouldn’t ever forgive me, surprisingly […]

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Depressed, self imposed lonliness, suicidal

by unsaved
written by unsaved

I feel like I’m preparing to kill myself without even trying.  My depression is getting worse and worse.  I don’t take any meds except 5-htp, this natural supplement and who the fuck knows if it even works.  I definitely feel hopeless.  I’m alone.  All my friends moved away and have lives and I’m just their facebook friend now.  So, I deleted my facebook.  I was active on blogtv and had friends there, so I deleted that.  All I’ve kept is twitter and skype to talk to my online girlfriend but she’s getting fed up with my negativity and falling asleep while skyping.  She’s 3 hours […]

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Annoyance

by DAlex
written by DAlex

So yesterday my mom decided to pinch at my zits because I am ugly as hell. I naturally dislike this since it hurts a ton. Well needless to say she got all pissed off, and that got me upset also. So she makes me apologize for being angry and I do so but not actually caring. So she yells at me some more and tells me to fuck off. I go up to my room and start reading some Zelda manga. That helps me forget about whatever bad things happen, so I like video games. So my mom comes upstairs and interrupts my ritual, and […]

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by Marissa Kresge
written by Marissa Kresge

Hello, my name is Marissa. I’m 14. And I’m desperate for help.

Let’s start with my average day, I go to school at 6:50. The first starts at 7:15 an so does my depression. I’ve never been good at making friends and expressing my feelings. No one really knows about my depression besides my best friend. I have 3 classes with her daily, study hall, math and English. I go to youth group every Thursday but Christ doesn’t seem to love me anymore. I’m verbaly abused everyday by everyone. I want to be an art teacher when I get older( that’s if I’m still alive). My […]

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i give up….

by squirrelykins23
written by squirrelykins23

my best friend gave up on me. she was the only person who believed in me and now she dropped me. i have no job, no friends, my family hates me, i have horrible depression, horrible anxeity, LOW self estem, and i feel like a mistake. i dropped out of high school. what a loser. everyone thinks im easy because im old friends started rumors about me. noone likes me. im better off rotting in hell then living here, even though it seems like hell. i find myself crying myself to sleep everynight, because the girl i love loves some other boy. and she thinks […]

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Few days ago….

by this_life101
written by this_life101

just a few days ago i came very close to killing myself… ive been in some very dark places lately, my boyfriend broke up with me over text message and ive been very broken down and in a lot of pain lately…its very hard fro me and with my depression and suicide problems i had enough going on so one night i just lost it. my best frienf taylor was at my house to talk me out of it. ive had so much going on i just didnt see the point in living anymore…al i wanted to do was die, go to sleep and never […]

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Any ideas

by Wolfenstein666
written by Wolfenstein666

I’ve had physical problems for a while (stomach and head) My stomach hurts all the time and my head always aches and I have constant dizziness and headaches . I’ve been to doctors and they find nothing. I’ve read a few places that built up anger and depression can cause physical problems. Is that true? Any experience? Also A few years ago I took around 100 tylenol and 50 asprin and realized that it was a bad method and went to the hospital, drank charcol ect. They said I didn’t damage my insides but I think my stomach had problems a month after that so […]

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by CareLessMee
written by CareLessMee

Im sadly only 13. Around the begining of 2011 i was i wanted to die. Then my older cousin had way more balls to do it than me and he killed hemself. I saw how devastated my whole family was and i really didnt want to put them thru that same pain again. 1 mnth later my pastor dies. 37 days later my grt grt grandmother dies. 2 mnths later my grt gma dies. My grades dove off a cliff. I started cutting and choking myself.2012 im back to cutting with 2 new blades. My depressing ways get the best of me. People start encourging […]

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