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Please not again.

by Jein 4/10/2015

written by Jein

When I breathe, each time i exhale i feel the weight of life pushing down and its hard to keep up..
Maybe I’m just not built as strong as other people.
I don’t know if I am built to feel, or if that’s just another dumb excuse.

Things are.. hard..
the past.. now.. and the future i don’t see.
Is this all really worth the fight.. ?

Is it all worth the suffering.

and now I feel light headed from the numbness.
the numbness in which this lingering. mother. fucking. depression. has brought upon me.
the emotion to feel numb after being stabbed so many, god damn times.

4/10/2015 8 comments

Stuck In The Past I Guess

by AlexelA 3/19/2015

written by AlexelA

So if you read my last post then you might know that I’ve been depressed since around seventh grade. So around that time (or maybe eighth grade, I don’t remember) I stumbled across this site and made an account. So, yes, this is my second account. I’m certain I made a few posts on here (or maybe one post) on that account, and I have this strange longing to find them or it and read it all. I know, it’s nearly impossible with the amount of posts, plus I don’t know my previous username, or what the post was even called. I know what you’re […]

3/19/2015 2 comments

cutting is frowned upon

by i-Like-turtles 2/23/2015

written by i-Like-turtles

So many time since heard that people who cut are dumb emotion faggots… Sick of it! It makes my gut turn.

I still do cut and it’s a pleasure…not for attention…. Well all heard this over and over what do I do?

2/23/2015 1 comment

It’s gonna sound dumb

by awdsrox 1/24/2015

written by awdsrox

I need help on a painless way to exit , please don’t lecture me… things have gotten so bad that I know things won’t improve and it would be better this way

1/24/2015 8 comments

wisdom tooth removal

by Lesswill 1/18/2015

written by Lesswill

my wisdom tooth have been aching me for quite some time now. the pain got unbearable and i decided to remove the tooth. unfortunately for me all medical health workers were on strike so the two student dentists couldnt get their hands on enough anasthetic to douse the pain. turned out they applied the little one they had wrongly and it only had little effect on the pain. i almost dropped dead while the two dumb student dentist tried to remove the tooth, my mouth windpipe and even my nose was filled with blood, they kept on hitting and hammering for two hours before the […]

1/18/2015 1 comment

I don’t know what to title this.

by Bri 1/12/2015

written by Bri

I may just be a dumb teenager, but, right now I’m hurting so bad… It may seem silly, the reason…

I liked someone since I was fourteen, well I was with him… for a year and then some, Christmas 2013 he ripped my heart out… well, yesterday was his birthday… And memories are still making it hard for me to breathe. Why does it still hurt so bad after a year? shouldn’t I be over this or something??? Everyone said that as a teenager I’d get over it in a couple months, but that couple months turned into a year… and I’m sick of it. I […]

1/12/2015 1 comment

I don’t think there is anyone in the world who could really screw up their life like I did.

by Paranoid guy 12/21/2014

written by Paranoid guy

So this is my second post here. Could be my last. My previous post I mentioned how I said something dumb to my friends whilst I was high n drugged. It sounded gay I know they told other people about it. For the last two months this has been affected me. I been ashamed to go to gym, couldn’t function at work. My two friends which I normally hang out with would call me to meet on weekends but I would make excuses until two nights ago. They messaged me saying that they are going out to dance n are going to meet other […]

12/21/2014 15 comments

I am dumb

by Audruz 12/10/2014

written by Audruz

i wanted to killmyself by putting myself onfire

so i went to the basement and realized that forgot to bring a lighter

will try again tommorow

12/10/2014 2 comments

school

by ella 12/2/2014

written by ella

I hate the feeling of not knowing how to do something or not getting things right away, it makes me feel obviously dumb as hell and incompetent. Final exams are coming up and being “stressed” is a damn understatement.. Maintaining my grades and not disappointing my parents.. I usually only write about how fast my emotions change but I’ve been feeling quite stagnant. Its weird to not have ‘episodes’ but hell its a fucking relief. Sorry this isn’t too cohesive I just wanted to write something here. And is anyone good at chemistry and is willing to help me? The teacher is 70 something damn years old […]

12/2/2014 3 comments

No pride no hope

by HereticBlood 11/20/2014

written by HereticBlood

My selfish enemy
Still has the best of me
Empty and feeling numb
Wish I could take it away
I can’t control the need
To weak to not concede
Wish I was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it

**Seether**

11/20/2014 0 comment

My story with Alex(so far)

by Starr_Crys 11/13/2014

written by Starr_Crys

I’m not sure of what else to write, so I’ll go with my favorite topic: Alex. I’m way more obsessed and in love with him than I should be. I only knew him exactly a week. I was in the hospital, he got there to wait for a bed in another place. It was pure dumb luck that we met.
Basically what happened between us it this: (sorry it’s long) he was introduced, I loved his southern accent, and I liked him a lot. I tried to keep him off my mind to work on treatment, but it just got harder and harder. On his […]

11/13/2014 1 comment

I don’t want to be here…

by serenityseeker 9/20/2014

written by serenityseeker

I’m inn another state visiting family. It’s not really a vacation because I came here to visit mainly with my grandmother who ifs 93 and not getting any younger. I’m staying with one of my parents and two of my children. While it’s nice to see them and to spend a little time with them, I really don’t want be here. Even more so, I don’t want to be alive.
I have been in so many relationships and dealt with so much bull shit and drama that you would think that I would be able to make better choices and such where relationships are concerned. […]

9/20/2014 1 comment

Nothing New

by HumanTrash 7/3/2014

written by HumanTrash

Here it is,strangers
My 4 AM self hate,self pity,bullshit fueled story about how i have come to wreck my body and my life
and why i’m not going to kill myself over it.
My name is Daisy.No,I wasn’t born with it,but I prefer that over my dads choice of Jessica (My mom said my dad named me that after a porn star,but shes full of shit.)
I came into this world March 2,2000
Yeah,I’m 14 years old,still full of angst and meaningless arguments.
I grew up thinking I was normal,living in a house that looks like a hoarder who is almost recovered.I grew up thinking […]

7/3/2014 2 comments

Dissapointment to all and to one

by Day 6/14/2014

written by Day

I’ve realized I’m no good my family hates me my grandpa doesn’t like me my uncle always fucks with me and makes me feel worse as for why this impacts me so deeply is I have no father all mine is happens to be a pill popper and can barley sustain himself for two minutes without going into a fit of rage. My grandpa has always thought lower of me and never did like me at times it really shows for example, he always goes on about how I’m soo dumb or how I never change when I try when he sits on his fucking […]

6/14/2014 1 comment

Myth of Sisyphus

by addicted 6/6/2014

written by addicted

1. a guy sentenced to spent eternity pushing a rock up a mountain. only to have it roll back down to bottom

2. that guy had no meaning

3. HumansÂ who don’t believe in god, heaven, hell all theyÂ have is struggle because in the end theyÂ are condemned to lose.

hence

Humans who believe in god are cowards and foolish.

Humans who don’t believe in god are deadly dumb to live because human life is likeÂ Sisyphus.

6/6/2014 8 comments

Anyone from Japan or Korea?

by nowheregirl 5/27/2014

written by nowheregirl

I’ve been visiting this site for a few months and seems like all of you are Americans?
We are always on the top of the list with the highest suicide rates but no Koreans or Japanese here?
I know it’s dumb question but I was just wondering

5/27/2014 1 comment

It never ends, but keep going

by KeepGoing 5/23/2014

written by KeepGoing

This post is mainly for anyone who needs a read or something to carry on….

I’ve been battling with killing myself everyday for over 2 years. What’s worse is that the reason I feel this way is because of the shit from other people – some people are just nasty and hateful, I’ve been dealing with privacy invasion – I’ve had a lot stolen from me intellectually as well as emotionally – maybe that sounds dumb, but it’s true…. I ended up in the hospital once because I wanted to kill myself…. this isn’t a pitty post it’s to let anyone who reads it know they […]

5/23/2014 1 comment

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by quaero 4/30/2014

written by quaero

all that they want from me is to play my part in social gatherings. they don’t want to be embarrassed because of their son. how do they see me? just another dot in this social web. i have all kind of social strings attached to me. i’m a position holder: a son, a brother, the heir of this fucking heritage. and they don’t give me required powers either. they think of me as some lowly being. fuck i hate them so much. just let my sister’s marriage complete and i’m gonna show ’em who i am. just just let me get the opportunity.
why do […]

4/30/2014 2 comments

Sam Harris sings a song for his BFF who died by suicide

by bayareaguy 4/28/2014

written by bayareaguy

For those who are too young to know who Sam Harris is, he won the first season of a show called Star Search back in the 80’s…..it was the prototype for America’s Got Talent.Â Like me (and Kristin Chenowith) Sam is from Oklahoma.Â I posted his rendition of Bonnie Raitt’s classic, IÂ Can’t Make You Love Me,Â two nights ago.Â There is a reference to “giving things away” during the narration that precedes the actual song.Â This is a classic symptom of suicidal ideation.Â Â I don’t think Sam picks up on this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WK_GzXYVVw

Original lyrics by Carole Bayer Sager, Bruce Roberts, Bette Midler

STEAL AWAY AGAIN

Baby (Charlie) won’t you […]

4/28/2014 0 comment

not worth it

by LucaLovato 3/8/2014

written by LucaLovato

I’m not going to say i had a such a horrible life, because i have never truly been hungry, never been homeless and got a lot of things i wanted. What i didn’t really have were supportive parents and friends. Majority of my life i was sheltered from things in life which made me oblivious to a lot of things. for example, i literally don’t know the barriers of conversation and cross them constantly, when i needed new tires i thought they came with hub caps, etc etc. I’m just dumb, and it shows in my work place, and since i fix aircraft lives literally […]

3/8/2014 5 comments

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