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Can Jealousy lead to Murder?

by Ylem 1/15/2016

written by Ylem

I’m asking this because I think this is why everyone in our neighborhood hates my family. This is why they harassed me and ended up killing my brother.

We are pretty much the only decent and properly groomed children in my area. Kids younger than me have a kid or 2. They are school dropouts with no future. They are drug addicts and so on.

In my family though, we are all going to school and making a name for ourselves.

My father is the breadwinner of the family. He needs to retire now. He has been working too hard. My mother is a housewife. She had to. […]

1/15/2016 6 comments

Today I wanna talk about suicide. I don’t mean to offend anyone when I say this, but most of you are looking for the easy way out. Now I know you’re thinking ‘You think this is the easy way out?’ When really it is the easy way out. You don’t want to stay and fight through the pain like most of us have. You can’t handle the pain so you want to end it all. The point of this post is to tell you all that are contemplating suicide that you don’t have to end it and you’re not alone. Look at all these people […]

1/14/2016 12 comments

I know

by 200085 1/13/2016

written by 200085

I know im not suppose to be here, and no one wants me here. I know everyone hates me and all i can manage to do is bring out hatred in people. I know i will never be helped, or loved again. So why do i have to talk myself into it, why cant i cut deep enough, why am i scared. I have nothing worth staying for and no one wants me here. It should be easy then right? It makes no sense what so ever to still be alive when there is no reason. A lifetime in the void is better then staying […]

1/13/2016 4 comments

New year, New problems / New hope.

by Still wandering 1/12/2016

written by Still wandering

Pain (left side chest.)
Again energy less.
And yeah my thoughts. Crazier than ever. ( my emotions are on roller coaster.)
The wrost, just experienced the extreme pain in my knees. Unable to stand on my feets.

But I have hope. I’m stronger than ever. Cause I never thought I would survive this much of craziness. Thank to my soul mate. She makes everything so easy. Her presence can change me to this 🙁 into 🙂 .

1/12/2016 2 comments

I can’t just run away like I want to.

by tiredthoughts 1/10/2016

written by tiredthoughts

I can’t just run away from my problems. I want to.. I was looking for an easy out.. A friend’s, a relative’s, maybe even trying to leave on my own and try to make it. But I can’t, I have to do this.. life, the hard way. I have to struggle, I have to fight, but I’m so tired, exhausted. I want to quit, I want more than anything to just leave everything behind, get to things and just go. But I can’t. I’m not stuck, I could do those things and run.. But I can’t. I have to work, claw, crawl, probably cry along […]

1/10/2016 2 comments

Back again

by Matel 1/6/2016

written by Matel

After about a month or so I’m back to SP with my suicidal thoughts. Is this a surprise? Of course not. Have been reading SP since 2011, 5 years. When will this end? When I accept what happens to me and move on (god forbid), or i do the right thing and end my existence. I hope the latter happens. Soon, clean and unpainful. I know I won’t do it though, I have too many unknowns about ending it.

Back to SP 🙂 I like this place. As I’m writing this I feel a warm feeling as if I’m home. I like you guys too, I […]

1/6/2016 0 comment

Missing Me

by justanothergirl09 1/2/2016

written by justanothergirl09

Leaving is never easy.
It is rather hard.
And even though it may seem dreamy,
It can only make you scarred.

I’ll be missing me,
Even if no one else does.
Because exactly like at sea,
The wind blows just because.

It is sad,
Knowing I’ll be gone.
That’s why I must stay,
And live on.

I must endure the pain.
The journey is long,
But I think I can cut thorough the chains
Because to leave without a goodbye is wrong.

Not a goodbye to them,
But to me.
I deserve better
And to be free.

1/2/2016 3 comments

Happy Hollydays or something like that…….

by nextime1988 1/1/2016

written by nextime1988

First and foremost i want to genuinely wish everyone that 2016 may be more happy or at least more bearable that the previous ones.

This Christmas i decided to give myself a present, thats right, thats why i’ve been somewhat absent lately …..i’ve decided to aquire my method, it wasnt easy and it took me months of reasearch, but i’ve made it.

It’s pretty much like band aid or tylenol or spare tire, you never know when you’re gonna need it….

If there is one time of the year i dread is New Year, it reminds me how lonely i am, you see i’ve only made real friends […]

1/1/2016 0 comment

Who is change nicknames?

by TexasGirl 12/30/2015

written by TexasGirl

ok so I logged in here after several months of just lurking and someone had changed my nickname to TrustMyDogB4Men. I did not do that and would never choose that nickname even though I have been through a lot of crap with someone, and it did have to do with my dog. I had someone try to kill my dog, so even though the nickname rings true, I would have never put that on here. How could someone change my name and know those things about me if I never said anything here about it? I’m really kind of creeped out. Someone knows a little […]

12/30/2015 4 comments

Happy Xmas

by Nusu Nusu 12/25/2015

written by Nusu Nusu

2015 wasn’t an easy year for me. I didn’t attempt to kill myself but the thoughts at times to do so, were relentless. Last couple of months I’ve been doing group therapy for the first time since I was a teenager, with people that share my particular label which is borderline personality disorder. It feels good to be around people who are in the same boat. It has helped me feel less alone. I’m having to use my annual leave at work, to attend the appointments, which is a bit rough, because normally I’d use my annual leave as ‘sick days’ or as a day […]

12/25/2015 2 comments

because love…

by alexia 12/18/2015

written by alexia

i want to inspire you, to challenge you to feel like you haven t felt before.i want to know you…as i told you so many time: i wanna know what makes you tick,babe. you are so adorable that i feel the need to be overprotective with you…it s hard to restrain myself, it s hard to restrain myself to not love you because i already told you, you are soooo easy to love.your simplicity and natural way of being overwhelmes me … it makes me think…would it be ok for her to be mine?could i love her the way she deserves to be loved? would […]

12/18/2015 5 comments

Feels good

by notsureifreadytogo 12/8/2015

written by notsureifreadytogo

Finished my will. It was really easy. I actually feel ok. Have a few letters to write, and a long train ride to the city to procure some things. Then to leave a clean house, check into a cheap motel, watch some family guy maybe, and write something time delay text messages. I’m actually so relieved. The nightmare is almost over. Thanx SP. People in this situation need a judgment free zone like this. Such a simple thing. Makes such a big difference.

12/8/2015 9 comments

Sick Of The Struggle

by wolfanasan 11/30/2015

written by wolfanasan

life comes so easy to so many people. decent people around them. decent grades at school. decent personality. decent appearance.

thats all i really wanted. an average, decent life. i could live with that. but not this life where everything is a struggle.

things do work out better for some. dont tell me nothing good comes easy. the only good that comes easy for me is these suicidal thoughts and plans because they are my only escape from this hell life.

i am back to lying in bed all day staring at the walls falling in and out of sleep. it makes sense that this is how it […]

11/30/2015 4 comments

Fk it

by disgusting 11/6/2015

written by disgusting

I still want to kill myself. Good timing since my birthday is coming up. I wonder if there’s such thing as a best place to off yourself, as in a certain city, town or state that it’s just easy to do it in? I shouldn’t be fucking yelled at and treated like shit. Two god damn days of living in the city and it’s a pain in his ass to even talk to me and he has the fucking nerve to yell at me and be pissed!?!? I’m done, I’m out, I can’t fucking take another god damned fucking day!!!!

And I got my answer from […]

11/6/2015 4 comments

Another sad day

by rainyday 11/6/2015

written by rainyday

Good morning my little and desert world…Here I am, one day more of life going by. We never should count the hours, the days, the weeks, the years. We should count the blessing of every dawn, I know that. However, when our days run in the way we do not want, we prefer to forget even that we are here, in time and space. We start looking life with different lenses. Reflections become our every day breakfast. Some people come, some other go, and some others stay with us until eternity. Mom and Dad always taught me to be patience, positive, to treat others with […]

11/6/2015 2 comments

Empty..

by FreakOfNature 11/3/2015

written by FreakOfNature

I just feel so empty..I’m so tired of the same bullshit lines.

“It’s okay.”

“It’s a phase, it’ll pass.”

“It get’s better.”

It doesn’t fucking feel like it. Nothing will ever be okay. I’m just a waste of space and I have no purpose on this planet. I wish I could just disappear. I wish death was an easy process because this life doesn’t seem worth living. No one honestly gives a shit. I tried to reach out for help but I’m just laughed at. Ignored even.

“You don’t even have anything to be depressed about.”

“Just get over it.”

I wish it was that easy. I hate feeling this way. I […]

11/3/2015 3 comments

Question?

by A_UserName_ 11/1/2015

written by A_UserName_

11/1/2015 3 comments

The most miserable day of the year

by disgusting 10/31/2015

written by disgusting

Halloween used to be my favorite day of the year and the fall used to be my favorite time of year but it’s managed to be miserable every year since 2011 when my first cat was sick and dying.

But right now I feel the most horrible. I feel sick to my stomach out of pure misery, sadness, depression and loneliness. I can’t say I feel like no one gives a fuck about me because I know that no one gives a fuck about me. I’m going to end up alone and homeless just like the universe and God intended from my very conception.

I’m all alone […]

10/31/2015 5 comments

Why so easy for some

by darkHeartWaiting 10/29/2015

written by darkHeartWaiting

I read a few stories about CO poisoning and people dieing in 10 min, i turned on my car and a carborator motorcycle in the garage for an hour sitting there, got a bad headache, threw up the sleeping pills. After an hr of that, pills, i cant just pass out and let it be over?

What is drowning like, i hear its painless and you pass out as soon as water hits your lungs, you just have to be brave and inhale

10/29/2015 7 comments

dead end

by brodie3750 10/22/2015

written by brodie3750

Half the reason I stick around anywhere is because I have nowhere else to go

if it was so easy to walk out on my job and my friends and family, I would step right into a new life. But there’s nothing else out there for me.

There’s nowhere left to turn

10/22/2015 2 comments

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