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Borderline Personality Disorder Story

by ackerman 5/13/2015

written by ackerman

I wrote a story based on the opinions of someone I know, not all opinions expressed are ones I identify with.

“Borderline isn’t abnormal in itself, it’s the manifestation of the human condition under deleterious circumstances. Everyone has abandonment issues, everyone reacts angrily – not always externally angry and sometimes not even consciously angry – to rejection and it isn’t abnormal in itself. Borderline is the aggregation of multiple mental illnesses all into one, I don’t even understand why – they don’t even have a tangible treatment for it so what’s the point in the diagnoses?

“Borderline is a myriad of symptoms of various real mental illnesses, […]

5/13/2015 1 comment

I Hate this Soiciety/World

by flatliner 5/13/2015

written by flatliner

I fucking hate everyone in this life. Everyone is selfish and hypocrite. They are saying that they care about you/him/it but in reality they just don’t give a shit. Everyone is doing what the ”majority” (the others) is doing. If everyone has an account on a social networking site (twitter etc) you also need to have one otherwise you are consider weird and strange. If you are not the man with the nice looking appearance and the fancy hairstyle you are also consider outcast (mostly in women). If you are not interested in things like sports & music just like the others do, again you […]

5/13/2015 4 comments

Got Outed, Rant Alert

by Skeleton100 5/12/2015

written by Skeleton100

My obnoxious buck-toothed dumbfuck brothers outed me to my conservative mom. I’m a transguy. I’m still figuring out myself, and I certainly wasn’t ready to tell anyone else. Plus my mom’s in a difficult situation herself – she’s depressed, anorexic, going through a divorce, etc. So it’s really ridiculous to burden her with my situation.

She told me I was an attention-seeker who needed to pray. I told her – and tried to be firm – that I felt confident and happy, dressed as a guy. She responded that it was a false sense of confidence instilled by the devil. According to her, no one in […]

5/12/2015 5 comments

Hello

by darkwillow 5/12/2015

written by darkwillow

I wish everyone on here could all hug each other. I like hugs. We all need hugs.

5/12/2015 6 comments

God is boring . boring God . why human’s imagination & fantasy is better than God boring reality ? why God is boring ?

by niki 5/10/2015

written by niki

God is boring . boring God .
why human’s imagination & fantasy is better than God boring reality ?
why God is boring ?

I hate this world . I hate this life . I hate life .
This world is so boring , boring world !
This life is so boring , boring life ! life is boring .
Why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, […]

5/10/2015 3 comments

Two

by the-lord-of-the-lamps 5/8/2015

written by the-lord-of-the-lamps

I don’t even know if I like being alone or not. Sometimes I want a friend, but other times I remember how impossible that is for me. Maybe I just want someone to talk to. That’s probably why I’m posting on this site, anyway. I don’t like feeling alone. I know that much about myself. I kind of feel like I’m walking on my own plane of existence, and nobody else can even see me. Like my world and the world everyone else lives in overlaps like a one-way mirror. I can see everyone else and know they’re there, but they can’t do that for me.

Whatever, […]

5/8/2015 5 comments

My last words

by todayist88 5/8/2015

written by todayist88

The last two month’s have been the worse month’s of my life. I have destroyed my master’s degree, relationship with parents and have no friends around me, all for stupid, pathetic, childish reasons and obsessions. Will my end be suicide ?: I doubt it. However, I will be running away, at least. I was obviously born with a defect. I seldom know what else to say– I have merely destroy my self; another dust in the wind, taken away, thrown into the depths of nothingness.

Goodbye everyone.

5/8/2015 4 comments

why can’t I just be as happy as anyone else

by lost_hopeless27 5/8/2015

written by lost_hopeless27

Why can’t I be happy like everyone else…I know there are some like me but some people are just happy no matter what happens to them…I saw people with no arms legs eyes and anything else but they’re are so happy…why can’t be like them…it seems to be just too hard too hard to do so….I feel so alone and useless and hopeless please help :/

5/8/2015 4 comments

It’s hard to pretend

by justanothergirl09 5/4/2015

written by justanothergirl09

It’s hard to wake up every day and pretend that everything is okay when it clearly isn’t. It’s hard to say you’re fine when you aren’t. It’s hard to always be the strong one. The one that everyone comes to.

A lot of people rely on me and all I can do is try my best to help them.

Of course, I wanna be that person that will always be there for you because I know what it’s like to have no one to turn to. To feel alone in this shitty ass world.

Honestly, I tell everyone that suicide is not the answer but when it comes […]

5/4/2015 3 comments

Kitty b!$@#ed out

by jennjenn 5/4/2015

written by jennjenn

My best friend died. We were hardcore drinking buddies. She was 26. I told her about my withdrawl nightmare (but it actually happened). She died with an old man, that she didn’t care about, but he bought her vodka. I guess I was the last one to talk to her. It took them four months yo let us know she died from withdrawls. I f!$@ing died from withdrawls. He found her cold, hands frozen in place, thats what he told me.

I wanted her to come here, maybe I could help her. Both parents dead at 17. She was a tough girl. He wouldn’t ler […]

5/4/2015 2 comments

by dead 5/3/2015

written by dead

There’s a number of ways this post is going to go and things I want to talk about that I’ve been thinking about. But it’s all just going to be one giant rant in the end of how much I want to kill myself. First, I’ve been beginning to notice once you’re 21, your life is over. There’s such a big difference between each year until that age. “remember when we were 16 and we used to do that?” We’re 18 now. Those 2 years make the world, but whether you’re 30 or 35, there really is no difference. That being said, I feel I […]

5/3/2015 14 comments

Repurposed

by Sammi6xoxo 5/2/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Above are a few of my older shots repurposed or recycled to make one piece.. Is that what I am? Am I just something that someone forgot about? It’s like whatever put me here found me and decided that I could be used to take everyone’s shit. Have I been repurposed? I used to be proud of who I was.. Not so much now..

A flower destroyed for its fragrance

A singer being forced to dance

A branch broken to cause pain

Water released to go down the drain

All of […]

5/2/2015 9 comments

Suicide

by Mylastwords15 5/2/2015

written by Mylastwords15

I can’t cope with this anymore. Everythings falling apart. Nobody cares about me and the only person that does, the girl I love with all my heart doesn’t anymore either. I’m a wreck. I break down, I get so angry, I cry, I can’t sleep and it happens everyday. I want to end my life so bad. Nobody will care that I’m gone. It will end all the pain I’ve put on people and they wont have to stress about me anymore. I have a plan. I’m going to write a suicide not explaining everything, I’m going to sneak out when everyone is asleep then […]

5/2/2015 4 comments

Going on to go on…

by Pretend Girl 5/1/2015

written by Pretend Girl

I am so upset at a friend. I am upset with me more. I am estranged from another friend. We’ve had a long time conflict and she does not listen to me. I finally have cut ties- almost formally. I mean, we talked and she said one thing- no I won’t talk about it. Okay. I can’t accept it but what can I do? Nothing.

THIS is what my depression is. I am estranged from my mother and father. I live far away from everyone. I am tired. I want to GO! BUT…

But I don’t want to die feeling this. I don’t want my last feeling […]

5/1/2015 2 comments

A dream, for rocketman

by cephalus 4/28/2015

written by cephalus

Here is what I dreamed last night, unedited, unabridged (However, I left out the first hour about go, nodejs and perl over at Joel’s house).

Going down for a tour of a nuclear plant. Gary, Joel, Ryan, Ben and Me.. Its a
long way down. Gary decides to take a shortcut in the vehicle we are in. soon
we are flying through the air. More like Mario cart than anything else. Trying
to land back on the road, or so I think. We pass many on-comers, until soon we
look at each other in the back, realizing we are drifting further and further
from the road. […]

4/28/2015 0 comment

Hopefully Goodbye

by Anon313131 4/26/2015

written by Anon313131

I’ve fought so hard and I just can’t fight anymore. The pain has too strong a hold of me and tonight I hope to blow my brains out and be released from its grasp. I will post an update should I be unsuccessful. Good night and hopefully goodbye everyone.

4/26/2015 2 comments

by hiitsme0819 4/25/2015

written by hiitsme0819

is it selfish that seeing how happy everyone around me is makes me feel even worse i should just be grateful for their well-being but instead it makes feel shit like i have no one to talk to because their happiness makes me feel like they cant possibly understand what im going through and like they wouldnt care if they did

4/25/2015 1 comment

To Those That Have Lost Hope…

by whats_left 4/25/2015

written by whats_left

Hello to everyone out there reading this post. I posted what I thought would be my last post nearly 3 weeks ago now. I posted and then went on my last walk to the forsest preserve where I was to die. Had all the supplies in my bag, I was ready for it all to be over. I had finally felt this level of peace that I hadnt felt in over a decade. I was happy that it was finally almost over…..

Well obviously it didnt go according to plan as the branch must have snapped and I woke up on the forest floor. I immediately […]

4/25/2015 7 comments

My dark home

by AvengedSouls 4/24/2015

written by AvengedSouls

I may be just a kid who is just now getting to know what life is to most people & hasn’t even gotten to my teen hood but Im already dead . Its just my body walking with what is left . I hate everyone i hate showing myself . I feel like im just alone in a dark world cornered but its okay ive been here awhile ive made it home . I’ve been here 7 years I saw how life & the world really was but Im stuck here nothing is gonna make me budge from this corner of mine its where my […]

4/24/2015 1 comment

Questions

by heyimlost 4/24/2015

written by heyimlost

Hi, everyone.

The past couple months for me have been the same as before: sad. Then I realized something today, I can actually change my life, like maybe I’ve actually just missed this big solution to all my problems and now, I can finally be happy, or something.

Generally, people think I’m ‘chill’, and I guess I am, on the outside that is. On the inside, I have great turmoil. You see, I’m a very pessimistic person. Small offhand comments can stay with me for weeks, months, or even years. I’m always told to start ‘thinking positive’, and I’ve tried but it never works, or maybe it’s […]

4/24/2015 4 comments

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