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Ex Girlfriend

One month of bliss, 2 years of hell

by theoneguywhodiedinside 8/28/2013

My head hurts right now, but not as much as my… thing that pumps blood? Heart! Oh yeah, I almost forgot I had one. Mangled, shot, and stabbed, and still breathing till this day. Quite impressive resilience.

Maybe it’s because college is here again, or I’m slipping into insanity already, but I started missing my ex again. Relapsing, if you would. It’s been getting stronger and stronger the past few days, even though it’s been 2 years already. And I don’t know why. I’ve even resorted to jacking it to her public profile pics on the Book of Faces. Probably my lowest low of all the […]

8/28/2013 2 comments

Pathetic

by RIN 8/28/2013

written by RIN

Honestly its pissing me off and I really needed somewhere to rant and get out all these terrible ideas and thoughts out of my head.

Me and my boyfriend have been going through a rough patch with my trust issues and his past relationship. But I have been trying to put up with it for a long while. I mean, I do understand that we will things that the others left behind but saying the you have already got rid of it and lying to my face. It hurts. The reason why im just so incredibly angry right now is because I found naked pictures of […]

8/28/2013 2 comments

What Have I Become?

by Soroxen 8/15/2013

written by Soroxen

Strength. Courage. Love. Happiness.

I thought I was strong, but these past few days have shown me otherwise.Â I’ve slowly been changing each and every day…and not for the better.

A few years ago, I used to be suicidal. I would only wake up in the mornings to think about death, cutting, and hatred. I hated the world around me and it hated me back. I had accepted that. I got no support from friends or family surrounding me so I had learned to depend on only myself. It took a few years, but I was able to get past all this. I had finally believed that I […]

8/15/2013 25 comments

I Was

by the empty shell 5/5/2013

written by the empty shell

I was in love with this boy. He had black hair, bright blue eyes, and scars on his arms. He held me in his arms everyday I saw him. He grabbed my hand when he saw hopelessness in my eyes. He kissed me when I felt alone. What else could I have asked for? When we were in bed naked, lying next to each other, he’d kiss the scars on my arms. The bruises on my hands. The burns on my wrist. I was in love, so deep, that I would have never imagined the day to come that he’d no longer want me. Love […]

5/5/2013 2 comments

by confusedandtired 5/2/2013

written by confusedandtired

Feeling overwhelmed again and feel that crazy need to DO something; so I am going to write as honestly as I can in hope of clearing my head and maybe helping others to not feel so alone..

I am 19 years old, going to a community college in hopes of learning everything I can about computers and eventually getting a PhD. (programming and hacking take me to a different place, a place where I am extremely intrigued and life actually seems interesting because there is so much to it.)Â Normally I just get tired of waking up to the same routine everyday, not so much that […]

5/2/2013 1 comment

91 Days

by One_of_them_2 2/14/2013

written by One_of_them_2

13 months ago My Ex-girlfriend of 3+ years broke up with me for another guy.
When your in a relationship for a long time you become disillusioned, you forget that what you and your partner say to each other is just a thing of the moment really. “I will always love you forever”. You forget that things can change quiet easily.
I was pretty devastated at the time and couldn’t get past it.
For the next 9+ Â months I would be moping around, thinking about her and wishing things would have worked out differently.
For a while I was convincing myself that she was simply […]

2/14/2013 1 comment

Just keep fucking shit up..

by Abselom 12/21/2012

written by Abselom

I found out that my ex and his “current” girlfriend broke up last night. my ex told me that he was going to do anything and everything to get her back. I thought to myself.. this could be my chance to get him back.. to make him mine again.. for us to have another chance to be together and be happy. Then i realized how much he cares about her. that he wants to be with her. (she broke up with him for “being too clingy, and not treating her good”) (They also share their 4th block class, which is how they met in the […]

12/21/2012 6 comments

im honestly thinking of taking my life tonight.

by jblack 11/23/2012

written by jblack

I’m 17 years old, I suffer from BDD(body dysmorphic disorder), social anxiety, depression, and I’m pretty sure I have unstable emotions. My father committed suicide when I was 3 years old and from then my mother raised me and my two older sisters while she abused depression pills, she would always go out to drink and come home drunk and mean, whenever a guy would come into her life she forgot she had children. I was too young to realize all that was happening around me.I’ve been bullied since I was in 4th grade, I only had one friend until we entered middle school and […]

11/23/2012 1 comment

Of course

by evildandelions 11/12/2012

written by evildandelions

Things were actually going ok. Â My meds actually worked, it was the “happiest” I’ve been in years. Â But of course, like always, it never lasts. Â I’ve been feeling kinda low these past few weeks. Â I think I need to up the dose on my meds and if it’s like any of the other meds I’ve tried, then eventually it’ll stop working at all.

Then today I felt depressed. Â I had to drag myself to class, I had to force myself to pay attention to the lecture and not just fall apart. Â I thought it was bad, but then I come home to find out that my […]

11/12/2012 1 comment

Haters gonna hate… but this is going too far

by Crazypandachick 9/7/2012

written by Crazypandachick

It’s done. That final thing I had is about to be taken away from me. First my family made me their scapegoat, then I found out that 90% of my so called “friends” actually have been bitching behind my back for nearly as long as I’ve known them and now my boyfriend is going to leave me. Basically this girl (ex girlfriend) he slept with (with protection) is trying to say that it didn’t work and that she is pregnant. She has also given him an ultimatum, either he goes back to her and they be a “perfect” family, or he will never see the […]

9/7/2012 10 comments

confused beyond believe!!!

by sbkstep43 6/29/2012

written by sbkstep43

my ex girlfriend’s boyfriend want to have sex with me because she cheated on him with me…….HUH?

i moved on 4 months ago so why now…something always kills my happiness

not this time…….POSITIVE thats their problem not mine

STRENGTH…..haha not there!!!!

6/29/2012 0 comment

Suicide Attempts

by thisfreak 6/16/2012

written by thisfreak

Hi, my name’s Mady. I’m 14, and I’ve tried

killing myself 4 times. I wouldn’t say I have the

roughest life, but I do go through a lot of stuff.

And, like everyone I have bumpy roads. Many of

them in facr. The first time I tried suicide was a

couple years after I started cutting. First time

I cutÂ myself, I was around 10? And, first suicide

attempt I was maybe 11. The first time I tried

cuttingÂ myself ’til I died. I was sorta hoping I

would bleedÂ to death. I don’t know what I was

thinking.Â Second time I Â was maybe 13, and

tried drowning myself, in Â my bathtub. It didn’t

work out bedcause my little sisterÂ walked in.

I […]

6/16/2012 2 comments

by stef 6/15/2012

written by stef

i am 22.Â i am a new mother. i live to try and make the love of my life happy.

not too long ago, i chose to have a child with this man not only because i love him, but i knew he could be the wonderful husband, father and companion i have always dreamed of. we had a son almost a year ago, and they are my entire world.

i have always understood that we were completely different people butÂ knew we could make a great life for our son and ourselves. after the baby arrived, the ex girlfriend came back into the picture. little did […]

6/15/2012 4 comments

Constantly changing love mess

by Painman 3/23/2012

written by Painman

I am constantly changing, going to and throw to and throw from a bad place and maybe an
overly good good, does that sound like bipolar to you? I am sick of having nobody understand me and not being a part of something, my friends dont really know me, well one of them kinda does but mostly ive just been trapped inside with my personality unable to show, Its Like ive been a big balloon full of something expanding and expanding about to explode. Ive talked about good and fighting for the good but I do fall down and this is one of those moments! […]

3/23/2012 23 comments

Again…

by lostchild445 3/14/2012

written by lostchild445

Well. My best friend is dead, and now my ex killed herself too. I’m like a fucking walking deathnote. I honestly can’t feel a thing anymore. All I feel is pain. I’ve lost everything. My best friend, my friends, my grades, my music, my health. All that’s left to lose is my life. who or what will take that away from me? At this rate, it will be myself.

3/14/2012 1 comment

Alone.

by jimmors34 2/19/2012

written by jimmors34

For too long i have kept up this charade. Pretending to be happy when im not. Im probably like alot of people…for a long time, everything seemed to be going ok, and i had dreams and aspirations and a plan for my life.

But, somewhere along the way, i failed. And i dont have any resentments about it, i know most of the reason as to why i failed rests with me. Im not perfect, im sure if i worked harder, i couldve accomplished more, made something of myself. But, i didnt. I understand that, and thats not what really bothers me anyway.

For too long, my […]

2/19/2012 2 comments

Guys, i need your advice i dont know what to do.

by DeathNeeded666 2/12/2012

written by DeathNeeded666

there is one person, who i always consider my brother. sometimes more then my brother. today i went to meet him.
he said that on tuesday he will go and meet my ex girlfriend and try to get back us together.
now guys, i dont know whether i should listen to him or not. coz he is been telling me the same thing for last 4 months. and every passing day is making my life more and more worse.
and plus its valentine on tuesday, which will bring back many many painfull memories.
guys, please tell me what to do? should i listen to him?

2/12/2012 19 comments

As it stands

by ponyboy 1/5/2012

written by ponyboy

I’ve wanted to kill myself at various times throughout the past 5 years. Â About two months ago I started to become serious about it and began to plan my death. Â This was after I had gotten out of the psychiatric hospital (my 7th hospitalization since 17 years old). Â I was in the hospital for almost 4 weeks and received 6 electro-convulsive therapy treatments. Â I also got put on some new medications which didn’t do anything to no surprise. Â I was however started on adderall which was the only thing that got me out of bed and able two at least go through the motions of […]

1/5/2012 4 comments