It’s done. That final thing I had is about to be taken away from me. First my family made me their scapegoat, then I found out that 90% of my so called “friends” actually have been bitching behind my back for nearly as long as I’ve known them and now my boyfriend is going to leave me. Basically this girl (ex girlfriend) he slept with (with protection) is trying to say that it didn’t work and that she is pregnant. She has also given him an ultimatum, either he goes back to her and they be a “perfect” family, or he will never see the child. Basically she said this because she knew his father was a screw up as a dad and my boyfriend doesn’t want to be the same. My boyfriend has refused to do anything until she has proof, but before when I asked him what would happen if it was his, he just said “I’ll always love you, no matter who I’m with” (implying he would go back to her). It’s just so stupid. She is so selfish, not only to me and my boyfriend, but to the child as well. I mean growing up in a house where the parents stay together for the kids really just upsets the kids more (been there, done that). Plus she doesn’t even want children. She’s already going on about how it ruined her life. Yet I have always wanted to be a mother, and this week I was told that I would probably never be “mentally fit” enough to be a mother. I just feel like everything’s been taken away from me and I just don’t know anymore….