Today was the first day of my senior year. It went okay better then what  i expected. I don’t have  many friends nor anyone  i can trust. So here i go to another pointless year. About a year ago my ex boyfriend left the school because i broke up with him because he had cheated on me. I mean it was the right thing to do ? He got all depressed and tried to commit suicide. He got badly injured and ended up getting  hospitalized for about three weeks.  By that time everyone had known at school and i  got blamed for it. i got […]
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Bottle of wine, TV noise background, inactivity on Facebook, Zoloft & HIV antiretroviral meds, GB & purp, living with parents unemployed, degree-less as a college drop-out, making impulsive decisions I cannot fight that will land me in PRISON, all at I-95’s biggest pothole on a Saturday night the weekend before turning 28 wasting my time talking with people who want to chat and string me along instead of actually taking action and meeting…this is real life?
Sure, I got this…… #steadymobbin
THE SITE WOULDN’T LET ME UPLOAD ANYTHING!!!! THE FACEBOOK LINS GO TO MY FRIENDS FB!!!!!!!
https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=181920401989585&id=100005148783287&set=pcb.181920415322917&refid=13
https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=181920388656253&id=100005148783287&set=pcb.181920415322917&refid=17
IF THE LINKS DONT WORK THEN TYPE IN Cayla Greenawalt (Twiggy) ON FACEBOOK AND GO TO MOBILE UPLOADS THE TWO PICS WITH ^-^ IN THE COMMENTS ARE MINE!!!!!!!!
i dont know how to funchion inside a sicatey with…. well i dont know how to describe it im a skiney ugly kid who has come to see hes lonly as fuck and just whants a stabel relashion ship that dosunt revolv arownd sex befor he gets killed in a war zone or something im fed up with life and the why i feel like im constantly geting the shourt end of things i feel like some times when i liy on the red carpit nere the door next to the old trane set a cigret in my hand n0 top i rember every time […]
I’ve been suicidal for many years and, to an extent, most of my life. Not a manic obvious case of suicide but a quite, calm and patient case. It was supposed to all happen tomorrow, Friday, July 26th 2013 but won’t.
I realized recently that my plan all this time was not the right way to go about things. The plan was to take my friend’s handgun and walk from his place to the nearby hospital. There I would warn the staff about the events that were going to take place, to prepare surgery for my organ donation, and to clear out the area so that […]
Lately my mother has been trying to take me to church. I’ve tried praying and going to church but in all honesty , Religion isn’t something I’m into. It’s just been a thing that people believe in ,Nothing more. On Facebook I like a page called ” Atheist English Girl” Where she posts pictures about religion and how she doesn’t believe in. I thought some pictures were funny so I liked it. She had posted a picture today about Marilyn Manson Saying “I like the bible , I like it as a book. Just like I like Cat and The Hat” And I thought it […]
Ever since I was a child I was always so sensitive. when I was four I was run over by a bycycle and spent 4 hours on the operating table with a plastic surgeon them sewing my face up.  When my mother died when I was 8 I did not speak for a year. My father sexually abused me one year after she died after hitting me to make me scared. My father had seven strokes when I was 18. I went to therapy and never really did drugs or do not drink or smoke you could say I have my life together. but […]
my frends had prom today its all over facebook… i didunt go… i dont even have a girlfrend to hug or a frend… im the sad lonly kid who knw one whants to help cos it will bring them down… crying my eys out chane smoking… this is something i will regret for the rest of my life i startid to cut agen… my dad says im nothing and you may be reading this now thinking “but im your frend” well thank you for that but idk when your siting in your room smoking with asleep playing havent been out for days no money stragly […]
Why isn’t there an eraser I can take to a photo and make myself disappear?
by dinolemons
written by dinolemons
That’s exactly what I wish I could do, honestly. I was looking online to see if there were other people paddling similar canoes as I am, and I wound up finding this place. A place where I can talk about how I feel, where other people might feel the same thing, and where I won’t be judged for it? Somewhere I can truly let everything out without people I personally know wondering what’s going on with me… I’m not entirely sure where to begin, so I apologize for the chunk of words this is going to become.
That’s something that I do a lot, actually.. apologize. […]
My life has been so unhappy for the short time I’ve spent here. I was diagnosed with depression and PTSD when I was only sixteen. My high school experience was horrible. I remember starting high school, I was so happy, excited, full of life. I remember one day walking up the stairs talking to a friends and they asked me how I could smile all the time for no reason. I can’t even remember the last time I truly smiled. I had an amazing group of eight girl friends, we had been close since middle school, then everything changed when I started hanging out with […]
I don’t event know what to say anymore. I can’t post on my Facebook or twitter how I’m feeling and I definitely can’t talk to any of my friends or family members about my brilliant idea to end it all. Ironically, one of my jobs is suicide prevention- and here I am the preventer and I’m so far gone. I fight with myself constantly to STAY alive, because I have children, and I will miss them and I know at least three of the four I have will miss me- but today I just give up. The first thing people ask is do you have […]
It’s my forgiveness from my dear friend.
I sent a message to an unknown in facebook. She shared her story and one guy was really troubling her and making her life hell. I felt she is pure and she was tough and caring. I tried to give confident in her and she called me soul mate. As she was already in depression and she tried to commit suicide once, I never went n meet her just was doing the same and asked her to go to doctor with a friend.  I tried to write for her, some were natural and hoped she may be smiled for […]
I’ve been “depressed” ever since I can remember…I am now 23 and I suppose I tried to kill myself for the first time a month ago. I say I suppose because I’m still not sure that thats what I was trying to achieve. I wanted to sleep, I took a lot of pills…couldnt sleep, didnt die. I’ve had the hardest month of my life and then I find out that a guy that less that two months ago was telling me he loved me, and one of my closest (or so I thought) friends have been dating behind my back for weeks. I found out […]
My name is John I still feel depress after 10 months my ex gf dump and say ” left me alone “……. I can’t be happy I don’t know why…..she don’t contact me anymore. since she dump me but still I have her friend in my facebook and Yahoo sometimes I saw her and i feel really bad about it but I can’t eraser her I don’t have the guts…. I miss her a lot but still I don’t wanna she back
I don’t wanna back with her anymore she is not worth it but still I miss her …..I know sound dumb I been with psychics some […]
It’s been one week since I’ve broken up with my first boyfriend and I still can’t seem to let him go…
It all started like this:
About 4 weeks ago, me and my friend were very bored on Facebook and decided to start a fake fight. We started commenting really mean things to each other (for the fun of it) and I get a friend request (actually 2) from this guy that just wanted to see and comment on our “fight.” Of course, me and my friend were Skyping with each other and I told her everything, and I accepted his request.
After 20 minutes or so, we […]
im invisible no ones talking to me on Facebook or email or if I phone them im allow whating to sneek out and get some thing to hide the gash that dried up 15 hours to early that ill tech me to do it the long this is all I deserve wayi feel rechid iv hert the person I love the most iv killd my hope an im back on the rode to no were so if any one has any suggestions on what to do now may it be jump off a bridge or go out and hide aney thing on what to do now if […]
I used to be this happy little girl who only saw good in the world, nothing could keep me down. Now its like the smallest thing makes me want to pop a bottle of pills… maybe its because it all builds up. My mother has said so much about my weight, along with others, that everytime its mentioned i want to go purge. When it comes to people i dont even know anymore. I dont want to be alone but sometimes i dont want to be around others because i know that half the time people wont be focusing on me. I dont see point […]
I’m a 17 year old girl, and I’m still alive. I suppose I should start off with the positives.
I was diagnosed with clinical depression a year and a half ago, and most of my friends know. I don’t have the energy to do any work at home, and at college I can’t concentrate and just keep having to go to the toilets and cry. I’m going to fail all my exams, I’ve accepted that, and for the moment I’m just trying to concentrate on staying alive. I want to drop out and get a job, but I would keep breaking down and crying there too […]
This song is my 8th grade year. The year when I made a life time of mistakes. I guess there not mistakes if you keep repeating them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6t-AgLT-LM
“I dont usually likes saying this to you over facebook mostly how lame it is, however if left unsaid i feel that the truth would just be gone sooner than can pass but im proud of you. im proud of how much youve taken advantage of tops. im proud of how much you bullshit you pushed through in the last while and most of all im proud of the fact that you havent givin up yet” 🙂
my old […]
I dont understand, but recently, I hate everyone an everythhing bar a few very personal items. I have facebook and everything on it. I hate all my friends, and I hate my family. I am not sure what started it, but this hatred/disgust, annoyance/pity just fills me when I get around them. Its not one of those hatred that makes me want them to die, but that one where if i had the option to leave I would and never look back. Im just done. Eerything seems like crap nowadays, and I cant bring myself to care about anything bar my parents, my dog and […]