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Freedom

To Mary Ann and Alex

by JonesHenry03 7/5/2012

written by JonesHenry03

Hey! This letter is for Mary Ann(Marika)in Finland.
I hope your reading this.

So much has change since i met you here around a year ago.

I understand your reasons and motives very well, but i feel you asked the wrong person for advice. Then again so did Alex from Scotland.

But ultimately Marika you were right. We all at the end of the day do want to be “free” to decide our of destiny. I say “free” in caps, because in reality we do not have any REAL freedom. All is under the controll of god.

And Marika as much as i hate to say this, you may […]

7/5/2012 2 comments

What kind of world do we live in?

by RogueShadow1281 7/3/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Where words are used to make others feel like shit and break people’s spirits. Where actions are used to break people’s bones. Where people use others to make themselves feel better and get better things.Â

Where people have a materialistic view on everything. When someone acts different, then they are looked down upon. Society is fucked up. Why do we keep on trying to thrive? We cause others to feel more pain than pleasure. So much so that they can’t ever recover.Â

Why do we think that having someone living is much better than freedom through death? The basis of a democracy is to let people do […]

7/3/2012 0 comment

Summer Realization

by enemyofmyself 6/30/2012

written by enemyofmyself

I had a dream one night. Â I was with my friends getting pretty stoned outside on a bright, clear happy day. Â I took a hit and looked up into the clear, beautiful Â sky as I inhaled, but as I exhaled I began to feel out of place and out of person. Â I tried to move, and I did, but at the same time I didn’t. Â It was as if I was out of my rotting flesh cage, but my vision wasn’t coming with my spirit. Â All that I could see was the clear blue sky… I began to panic. Â My unbound spirit was being anchored […]

6/30/2012 0 comment

Little Motel

by not here 6/27/2012

written by not here

I hope that you like it in your little motel

And I hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well

Another year passes and I miss you as much as I ever have. It’s different now than it was, but the scar still remains deep inside. I truly hope that your decision has brought you the peace and freedom that you sought. I still don’t judge you or hold it against you. It’s not my place, nor the place of anyone else, to pass judgement on the validity of your decision to end your own life. It doesn’t mean I support it, but I will never […]

6/27/2012 2 comments

See ya world, hello freedom.

by Hannah 6/15/2012

written by Hannah

I just got into a fight with my dad. He started it with no reason. I’m either going to (try, it hasn’t really worked out in the past. :/ )hang myself tonight or tomorrow. So I guess this is bye.

6/15/2012 2 comments

Worried?

by Dawn 6/10/2012

written by Dawn

Yeah I didn’t think so… Why would any of you worry about me? Anyways, sorry I’ve been gone, I’ve been safe at a friend’s house and then my grandparents saw a ‘bad’ pic on my ipod and now I cant get on a computer without them over my shoulder. Litterally. She stands right here and reads my texts and watches what i do. They’re at church right now so I get a chance to get on. Church…. My only freedom is when they are at church. Anyways… 4 days till I get on a plane for Florida. Not that it matters. My mom will probly […]

6/10/2012 1 comment

Old writing pt 2

by Wolfenstein666 5/31/2012

written by Wolfenstein666

According to experts you have a mental illness if: 1) You have “gross and persistent irresponsibility for social norms, rules and obligations(Antisocial Personality Disorder) 2) Actively refuses to comply with majorities – Requests or consensus supported rules -Argues often(Oppositional Defiance Disorder) It is sad how its not really your life, you are not free to live how you choose, society expects things even though it is your life. You are expected to : Get a job, get married, follow all laws,have kids,contribute to society. I just want to live for myself and do what I want to. Its sad how you are supposed […]

5/31/2012 3 comments

Something happened – and it feels odd

by Everlasting 5/29/2012

written by Everlasting

Hi Guys

I am back. It has been an odd couple of weeks since I was last here and posted. I want to share the story though, maybe it helps others who are feeling similar and wondering what it all means. I have definitely not got the answer though.

My last post was about how weak I was, how I thought I was strong but I couldn’t stay anymore. I cleared out my office at work that weekend. I spent a lot of time getting rid of EVERYTHING and also making sure that there was nothing of ME left anymore. I wanted to make it all as […]

5/29/2012 1 comment

I know

by Dawn 5/28/2012

written by Dawn

Everything will feel better when I’m back in Florida with my mom. I do want to die now but I’ve chosen to put it off. I want to see my mom again first. And when I’m there all of this will go away. And those who know I’m suicidal because of where I am now, my grandparents, being taken away from my mom ect., ask why I want to come back after summer. Because I do want to die. I want to kill myself so bad. But I’m not doing it there. I’m not going to kill myself in Florida, a place that has […]

5/28/2012 1 comment

freedom isn’t always what you expect.

by hoping.... 5/27/2012

written by hoping....

i live by a quote. i know it seems stupid but as soon as i found it i knew that it would be important to me.

“no man is free if he fears death. but the minute you conquer the fear of death, at that moment you are free.”

i love that quote. i love the challenge of it. and when i thought i was living in hell and i couldn’t wait to die i thought i won. i thought that i had found the meaning of life and that i was ready to die. i thought i was free. but the truth is, i wasn’t. i […]

5/27/2012 2 comments

Over

by danke 5/24/2012

written by danke

I never used to be so sad, i remember only two years ago i was so happy laughed every day and meant it but now the very thoguht of smiling, makes me feel pain in my heart actual physical pain. its not that i want to exactly die no, i know i canhave a great life i know, but you stop me
my mother you stop me, you don’t let me leave this prison of a house you want me here all the same, you very own prisoenr that you can control that you can manipulate to do everything you say
and now i finally […]

5/24/2012 1 comment

Freedom

by lostchild445 5/23/2012

written by lostchild445

Kill me to free me
Tis my only option now
Cause I don’t have faith in myself
And ive lost my way long ago

In this storm that I brave to see a better day
I find myself crawling
Clinging to the fragile roots that doth hold me here

For my soul died long agoÂ
I live as a hollow shell
So go ahead and kill me
Send the rest of me to hell

Or release me from this hell
Where today I now dwellÂ
Searching for something else
To stay for, to breathe for, to live for

My tears have fallen for you
For the past the present […]

5/23/2012 1 comment

This is the end.

by Sarah 5/20/2012

written by Sarah

That’s it, unless something sudden and dramatic happens that changes the way I feel (like my mum and brother die in a car crash – I cam dream) I am going to do it. I can’t actually get myself to say what I am doing because I see it as falling asleep, only you never wake up. It’s peaceful and calming, its freedom andÂ happinessÂ all in one. The ‘S’ word used to describe it sounds malicious and destructive, so I’m going to fall asleep, pass away peacefully. Thank you for all your support and I hope that someone out their can help you.

5/20/2012 4 comments

Knowledge

by lostchild445 5/19/2012

written by lostchild445

they say knowledge is power
I say it’s a curse
To not know the truth is my desire
For ignorance is heaven on earth

To not know how cruel this world can be
To not know what is going to happen to me
Because my destiny is known by none but fate
They know the event but not the date
On which I’ll die, without a tear in my eye
Because I will have prayed for it all to end

To not know how far gone humanity has become
To not know how much love has stung my heart
And torn apart
My life from my soul

5/19/2012 1 comment

Who would have thought?

by Another Number 5/16/2012

written by Another Number

A teenager growing up in a world where he has many friends, he gets good grades, he’s athletic, he likes girls and girls like him, it seems like nothing can go wrong in the world. He loves spending time outside. He loves snowboarding, soccer, basketball, and football. He’s finally met the girl of his dreams and he’s in a relationship with her. He’s in college and he’s loving his freedom. He studies, but not as well as he should. He’s off in his little world, populated by the students of his college, where nothing can touch him from the outside. The only things that harm […]

5/16/2012 3 comments

I hate this.

by Another Number 5/15/2012

written by Another Number

Escaping from this hell hole was the first good thing I’ve done on my own. Going off to college and not having to deal with all this family drama and emotional drain was so good for me. I was finally happy. I was finally care free. I didn’t have to fake being happy anymore. I was happy with who I was, where I came from, and how I was living. I finally got to be free from her stupid rules and her stupid views on life. I was finally free. And I thought that I could go live the rest of my life with barely […]

5/15/2012 0 comment

simple solutions…

by ironmiserie333 5/12/2012

written by ironmiserie333

I grow tired of the repaired, reconstructed, and rebuilt. I envy many of you who have faced your challenges (depression, suicide, overdose attempts, and so much more).
In all those moments you have made your life easier.
In these comments I commend you, but for many of us the battle of psych freedom is a road longer, darker, and perilous.

I am not trying to compare who is more ill (or was) but staying “just pull yourself out of it” is like a blind parent talking to a child who can see, touch, and taste the sorrow around them.

I am older than many of the […]

5/12/2012 1 comment

nothings worth it in my life

by noexception 5/2/2012

written by noexception

i follow every single rule in place for me, why can i get out of the fucking system? then you get these lucky bitches who get off and they are in no shape or place to be and they go and do drugs or illigal shit,while im working my ass off, i want to run far away,but the only people that would even look for me is the cops,im 21 years old,i feel like a slave, slaves had to fight for there freedom to and thats exactly what im doing,i want so much in life that the average person that walksd past me gets, that […]

5/2/2012 4 comments

Moving On

by Mercy 4/9/2012

written by Mercy

So I recently gathered together all of the things from that time in my life–everything that holds negative connotations that came into my life over the past three years, from scissors and razors to the belt from my last attempt and poems and bloody tissues and whatever else–and I put all of this in a shoebox until I’d collected everything. Then I went out with my boyfriend into the back field, and we were looking for a tree to bury it by, when I saw the tree where one of my goats had died (she got her hoof stuck in between two branches and broke […]

4/9/2012 1 comment

Inexpressible

by subtle_bloodstains 4/5/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

I hate this. I hate it all. Everything about life. And I just want to die.

I’m tired of being used. I’m tired of putting all my effort and heart into something and never having it work out my way. Not once. This life is crap. There’s no reason to live if all I’m going to experience is misery.

But I promised my best friend I would stay. Until at least the end of the year. And I don’t want to break that promise. She was so happy when I told her. So overjoyed. She hadn’t been honest with me about how upset she was over my […]

4/5/2012 4 comments

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