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Connect.

by Thanatos.Nykthos 10/14/2022

written by Thanatos.Nykthos

Healing.

That’s the word we keep using.

Healing the inner child. Healing the past, Healing and moving forward. Moving with each other.

Special.

What we have is clearly special.

It’s not like we love each other, but we care. We keep using that word, too. Care. I care for her. She cares for me.

…

Pact.

We made a pact together.

We would be alone with each other if it helped and also avoid self-isolation.

Her mind. Font. Her Font. She is so similar to me. She calls it OCD and Anxiety.

I am afraid to speak before her.

but my words

become easier as they leave me

when I speak with her –

i feel heard. After all. Somehow. […]

10/14/2022 2 comments

Dear my “best friend”.

by strawberrycrown 4/2/2019

written by strawberrycrown

I hope you know I’m never asking you to see me again. I’m afraid to call you now because I’m being “annoying”. I’m not going to be making any effort anymore, that’s up to you. Things have been said, hurtful things – and with no explaination. I don’t have much trust for many people anymore but I thought you were one of the good ones. I hope you know that you make me fore more ashamed and embarrassed of myself than you think of me. I want you to know that you are the reason for my pain Rn. I want you to know that I […]

4/2/2019 6 comments

Leonard Cohen – Dress Rehearsal Rag

by Taf Taf 8/8/2018

written by Taf Taf

Lyrics:

Four o’clock in the afternoon and I didn’t feel like very much

I said to myself, ”Where are you golden boy? Where is your famous golden touch?”

I thought you knew where all of the elephants lie down

I thought you were the crown prince of all the wheels in Ivory town

Just take a look at your body now, there’s nothing much to save

And a bitter voice in the mirror cries, ”Hey, prince, you need a shave”

Now if you can manage to get your trembling fingers to behave

Why don’t you try unwrapping a stainless steel razor blade?

That’s right, it’s come to this… Yes, it’s come to this…

And wasn’t […]

8/8/2018 1 comment

How should I tell parents I’m moving in with my friend?

by Zephyr 4/9/2017

written by Zephyr

It’s been awhile since my last post. Damn, I was.. 16? I’m 18 now and things aren’t looking quite as bright. I’m more mature, yes, but.. My grandfather died an awful death. Stage 4 cancer. I got to watch him suffer, scream and plead for death then die. My Grandmother also has stage 4 and my OTHER grandmother just was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer. My two great-uncles passed away, along with a great aunt.. Plus my dog, Charm, and my Cat, Jarro also passed away..

(The fuck is with all this death?)

This has my my family go even more batshit crazy, and, in […]

4/9/2017 4 comments

Anyone from NZ? Say hi & introduce yourself below?

by jmxoxo 1/28/2017

written by jmxoxo

Hi Everybody! I’m looking for some local, like minded people to befriend? Say hi and introduce yourself below! I would love to talk to you! I’m J. I’m 24. And I’m just a really sad girl. I haven’t really let anybody know it though. I kinda struggle with talking about the real stuff and would love to connect with someone who is looking for the same thing.

1/28/2017 12 comments

Literally, Just A Friend.

by http.nicole 9/30/2016

written by http.nicole

I have friends. Well, not many, but I have them. I’m not very popular and the friends I do have are ones that are the kind that stick by you through everything. They help, or try to, but the depression I have goes beyond anybody. I’m not looking for sympathy, for comfort. I’m just looking for someone to understand.

I’m just a sad teenager from Flordia. Literally, if anybody wants to chat with me, to be my friend, please. I’m here.

9/30/2016 2 comments

Alone and Friendless

by _darkness 9/17/2016

written by _darkness

Why do people throw that term out like candy? Everyone says they’re a “friend,” but you know they’re not, not a real, true, genuine friend. I grew up in a different state, and back there a friend was a real friend, you didn’t call them a friend unless you meant it. Now here, in this state, it’s all phony and BS. Well anyway, I hate this shit. In the end, I’m all alone with no real friends and no one to give a damn about me.

9/17/2016 17 comments

Looking for a friend

by youwouldntrealise 8/14/2016

written by youwouldntrealise

Ive been struggling to find someone to talk to recently as i dont feel im doing the best.
I tried the online counselling but they all need payment details to actually talk to someone professional.

I just want someone who knows what im going through to pay attention and offer advice because i honestly feel so lonely atm.

Id really appreciate a message… For the record im also a really good listener!

8/14/2016 0 comment

Missing a Friend

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/30/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Mozart composed this when he was 11. Wow.

I have a friend who is struggling and has gone radio silent. It makes me sad. But I understand the reasons for it even if it makes me introspective tonight. His favorite genre of music isn’t necessarily Mozart, or piano. He is more an electric guitar shredder of sorts. He is also one of the most amazing singers I have ever had the honor of hearing.

Still for some reason I thought of him when I listened to this.

Love yourself and be kind.

Especially you my friend, where […]

4/30/2016 3 comments

Friend long gone. Other thoughts.

by Seneca 4/4/2016

written by Seneca

I live in a south-american country with lots of social problems. One of those, connected in a way to all, is poverty. I was born in a fairly wealthy family, not rich, but in a country were some some didn’t make enough to eat, certainly more than enough. My family didn’t live always as well as they did by the time I was born, and still lived in the same “low-class” neighborhood. In this neighborhood, lived a much poorer family, and my grandmother were friends with them. I was about 7 when I was introduced to the other old lady’s grandson, a kid older than […]

4/4/2016 2 comments

I Can Pretend

by Luci 2/16/2016

written by Luci

(….all of the words I wish I could say….)

My dearest,

I know you will never see this, however, I have to get this off my chest. I can pretend for a little while, at least for a fleeting moment, that you’ll see this note and your sea blue eyes will look on my words. I can dream, anyway– even if I have not slept for two days, I can day dream that you will read this. I can pretend you’re here, and that this nightmare that has become life never began.

This nightmare used to be a story of friendship and love, but it is now something […]

2/16/2016 1 comment

Reconnect to disconnect

by depressednihilist95 10/1/2015

written by depressednihilist95

I’ve suffered from awful anxiety for the majority of my life, and I’ve withdrawn socially. I’m using Facebook in an attempt to check up on those people who made my life more enjoyable, and hopefully be able to call them and communicate more personally. It sucks waiting for a friend request to be accepted or even denied. My emotional state cycles to a state of hope to a state of resentment and tears. Life gets better? I sure hope so, but until I can talk to them, I feel such great regret and intense curiosity about the wellbeing of those people. Too bad medication can’t […]

10/1/2015 4 comments

I, MrSilent..

by MrSilent 9/30/2015

written by MrSilent

Hi.. I am MrSilent. There is not much to know of me so I won’t bother with the details. I will give a very broad background of why I have chosen this name..
For years and counting, I have been silent. Silent of my emotion, silent of my thoughts and silent of my life and it’s duration. Recently, I’ve stumbled upon this community. I thought it would be quite interesting to be able to speak through text.. I have much to say but I will save most for later if I am still living. There is not a doubt that I am slowly collapsing, so, […]

9/30/2015 7 comments

suicide partner or something

by jenny__jones 9/3/2015

written by jenny__jones

okay so iv been thinking about killing myself and i want someone i can either talk to about it without them telling me that im loved and that i shouldnt do it or someone to help me kill myself. im from northern ireland. im trans and theres a lot of problems going on and idk if i can go through it all. so yeah get back to me if anyone wants to either talk to me or if someone wants to help me die.

9/3/2015 4 comments

Why should I live?

by YuTasogare 8/22/2015

written by YuTasogare

It’s been hard, very hard, there are times in which I was fine, others in which I was simply “better”, I feel simply weak, like I’ve seen people passing for things so much more complicated than me and yet I keep asking myself. Why to live? What is the meaning of all this? Why keep feeling all this sadness, I can’t fix some things, I can’t fix my life and I can’t talk with anyone about these things, I don’t have family or friends to speak about it, that’s hard, having to act like I’m fine, HAVING to be fine,why do I have to be […]

8/22/2015 9 comments

I don’t got much left

by Bisban 7/25/2015

written by Bisban

Hello, friend
Yours, horrid and gruesome
I’m sorry if you ever saw in sludge
How can it ever to a profound if I can’t even stand
Friend, the title of this one is
What do I do in this alone
My naval clan still yet to comprehend
The objective, of the Grimer
If you dare

“…”

If you reach, in the pits
Revolve, from the viscous matter
Just for a moment
To take on, the damned

7/25/2015 1 comment

Friend just did it.

by exitsun 5/7/2015

written by exitsun

As the description says. A friend of mine just did it this monday. And all i can think of is that im jelaus of him. He had the guts to do it. To finally get the eternal rest.

He had been hospitalized for a time now, and he was just on his way out this week. But he came to his senses and did it just before he was to get out. I really hope that i will have the curage to do it soon. If he, that was so sucsessfull in every way (great body, best job, articles writed about him..) could do it, then […]

5/7/2015 3 comments

Friend.

by hellblau 1/21/2015

written by hellblau

If You had a friend who spoke to you in the same way you sometimes speak to yourself, ¿How long would you allow that person to be your friend?

1/21/2015 3 comments

I want that Super-Power

by Voidt 1/15/2015

written by Voidt

Friend: If you had the choice, which super-power would you choose ?

Me: The power To-Be-Happy

Friend: Why ?

Me: We wish to become a Super-hero, like the ones who decorate our books, movies and comics, with their Super-natural powers. Their powers, is what we wish for: their ability to fly, be invincible, breathe fire, or extraordinary speed. Is speed needed when we need to slow down; why want invincibility when lack-of-acknowledgement is the root cause of our sadness; asking to fly when the ground is not understood is useless; breathing fire into a world that closely resembles hell –l is just plain sad. Asking for the Super-natural […]

1/15/2015 1 comment

A Tribute to My Brother and to My Friend Kevin (Iamzero)

by jasonsbigsis 8/14/2014

written by jasonsbigsis

“And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depths until the hour of separation.”-Khalil Gibran

Today has been a heart-wrenching day. I woke up knowing it was the 2 month mark of when my little brother took his life. It has been a devastating loss that has shattered my world. He is a part of my soul and always has been and I feel tremendous loss.

And then I received an email this morning from a dear friend known here as Iamzero, stating that he was sorry but that he could not go on any longer and wished me thanks and love. Love […]

8/14/2014 26 comments

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