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No present and no future.

by Mrs.Negative
written by Mrs.Negative

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m stuck in my past and it’s ripping me apart. I don’t have anyone I can talk to or trust. I feel like if I don’t tell anyone about what I’m struggling with then I’ll suffocate. I’m so sorry for posting this but I just can’t do this alone anymore.

I’m in my last year of High School. I have been bullied since Grade 4, but the bullying didn’t get really bad until Grade 7 (Junior High). I’ve had bottles, dirty socks, money/coins, bags, food, paper, just about anything you can think of, thrown at me. I’ve been called […]

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I got no sleep last night

by Marissa
written by Marissa

I wanted to call him so badly. I hurt him telling my story and my addiction of self harm. He needed to hear my voice and i needed to hear his. But i couldnt call him because my parents would hear the conversation. They know nothing about him or my problems. They don’t need to know and they probably don’t give a shit. They are part of the problem too anyways. I asked him how he was really feeling. And he answered with lonely. I feel horrible. I feel lonely everyday and i don’t want him to feel that pain. I don’t know the future […]

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Tired.

by NotReallyHereAtAll
written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I just slept for a long time, but all I can say is that right now I feel exhausted.

I’m tired of everything in my life at the moment.

I’m tired of the endless monotony of school and exams. I have a countdown to summer in my Planner, but knowing I still have 95 days does not do a lot to comfort me.

I’m tired of people, and the person I’m expected to be.

I’m tired of myself, and the person I’m too afraid to be.

I’m tired of the fact that everywhere I’m just not good enough anymore.

I can’t do anything properly and just fuck it all up when […]

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Remembering

by Kizzy
written by Kizzy

Nurses whispered, like a constant buzzing

Looking down on us, judging us

She rested on the bed next to me

Sick from the pills they gave her

Listen         

Follow

Conform

In a place where friendship is weakness

Eleven is too old for trust

Never asked but always taken

Pain is exchanged for freedom

Smile

Adapt

Recover

Running scorching water over my hands

The first time I tried to burn

Unyielding ghosts clung to me

She watched lazily from her bed

Haunting

Deceiving

Thief

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Today….

by Missunderstood0307
written by Missunderstood0307

Dear love, 

I am very afraid of you and for you. You made me feel great when I was down. I wish to do the same for you. But you seem to be gone. I care about you, but you won’t give me a chance to be there for you. I am sad. 

I am afraid of losing you, I am okay with you walking out on me. But i am not okay with you walking out on life. I don’t want to be the cause of your death. I don’t want you to leave. You are awesome and you are beautiful.

Just stay. Just stay with […]

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by beaGhost
written by beaGhost

I don’t have anything to write, because I can’t put it into words.  I’ll just complain.

I’ve pulled away from my friends, and I’m dating a guy that I could care less about because that’s easier than getting hurt.

It’s been a long process, but I’m finally at that point where I can really say that I don’t really have friends.  I have people that I can count on, but nobody that I would talk to.  People have tried to help me in the past, but they always end up doing more damage.  And as for the guy, I don’t really know what to do with him. […]

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I scare myself II

by Willy101
written by Willy101

It’s 3 am, I can’t sleep, but I am tired.

I wrote a few weeks back, this is a follow up, things have not gotten any better.

I managed to tell a girl i was inlove with that it was so, she reacted as i had thought, told me there were no feelings and ignored it ever happened, it bothers me. Not just that i feel somewhat heart broken, It’s is not too bad. It is more the feeling that this is the one person i can talk to about my real thoughts, but it is slipping now. I feel myself growing more distant, not daring to […]

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Thoughts about life from an emotionless person

by emotionless101010
written by emotionless101010

So, i found this site and thought: Why not share some of my thoughts here? First i must say, that my english isn’t too good, so boring, repetitive and easy sentences will be written here. Now let’s begin.
First some information about me: I am completely healthy, i have good grades even though i don’t study for it and i don’t have financial problems. However i probably have a Schizoid personality disorder. At least i fit exactly to all descriptions you can find about it. Also i am very bad at sports, only moving a bit exhausts me, i can’t walk for a long time […]

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Best Friends till Death.

by dyingmoon
written by dyingmoon

Well, my best friend wrote me a really long and sweet letter to me last night. She told me how much she loves me and cares for me and misses me( I’m in another country visiting family).  And she is the top person I love and care for. I couldn’t live with out her. Literally. And she told me should couldn’t live with out me either. I guess our friendship is a bit odd. We want to off ourselves together. And we have been planning that for some time now. I really think its gona work. But we want to use a shotgun, to be […]

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I need you…

by 3_bringitback
written by 3_bringitback

You. not anyone else. just you. you’re the only person I can talk to, the only person who hasn’t walked away, who hasn’t ignored me.

Please…come back. I’m desperate for you’re comfort. I need to hear those words, to let me know it’ll all be okay.

Kitty can’t live without her iguana…

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My experience

by jg
written by jg

I’m not suicidal, but I used to be. I wish I knew five years ago what I know now, and I feel like I have to share it– So I’m sorry if this sounds preachy, because I really don’t mean for it to be.

When I was five my sister, Jen, killed herself with an intentional drug overdose. A decade later I was thinking about doing the same. I’d sit on the floor of my room every day after school and try to think of reasons not to end my life, with no luck. A couple of times I held a knife to my wrist, even […]

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I might kill myself.. who knows..

by theonlypie
written by theonlypie

Hello. I am depressed. I need to go to a place where no one can judge me and yet I can tell anything too. In short, I messed up, I messed up my whole life and future. I was dating a boy for a year and a half and he didn’t receive enough attention from me. I was being beaten a lot from my father and I did not want to tell him because I was ashamed of it and I did not want him to get hurt as well. I wish I told him so we might still be together. After he broke up […]

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by overstayed
written by overstayed

With a heartbeat

dragged screaming from my rest

They cut me short.

Im a God whore now

Hiding under desks to hide away from people.

Whats with this Shyness

No dont do that

No Dont think that

Its Gods Will

Its wrong

Its Evil

They Laugh

They are Happy

Have Friends

They all going to hell

What is this wall

I can see you

What is wrong with me

Where is your sense of pride boy

Happy moments

Sad sack

There are people I love so much

And […]

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Untitled

by painterofmusic
written by painterofmusic

So, what happened… Thursday night, I downed a bottle of medicine, because someone three fries short of a happy meal wrote on a website that “liquid is absorbed faster than pills.” So I thought… I die faster, and I fall asleep before I suffer. So much for that idea…

Obviously, my plan didn’t work. I didn’t have to go to the hospital or anything, though. I downed it, and my heart was pounding, to the point that I just knew I was going to die. So I laid down in bed, pulled the covers over my head, turned on Relient K, and tried to go to […]

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so confused

by soconfused
written by soconfused

I dont know what im going to do without her. She was my bestfriend at least i thought. I wasted 3 years of my life in some friendship. You might say friendships come and go.. but ill tell you why this one was diffrent. We were more then friends at one point. She started it and i went along with it just so happy that someone loved me. One night when she stayed the night she put her arm around me and that was it. Its as much as my fault as it is hers i didnt stop anything. Nothing serious ever happened just cuddling […]

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