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Fall

by Swallowdie 11/30/2012

written by Swallowdie

Sometimes… in life, people fall down… and they don’t really want to get up again. I fell down slowly, didn’t really feel it till I hit the ground, and when I try to raise up from the floor… I can’t find the will… to live anymore. So I let myself go, watch the world go by… nobody knows when I tell the lie… It’s nothing, I’m okay. But I’m going to wake up tomorrow… for everyone’s sake.

And to those people, who managed to get up again, you have no idea how much I applaud you. Thank you, from me personally, for being strong… even if […]

11/30/2012 2 comments

Protected: Finished; Part 4

by Nobody915 11/18/2012

written by Nobody915

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/18/2012 0 comment

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by falling_soup 11/17/2012

written by falling_soup

i am being bullied at school for being bisexual all because this one girl i thought i trusted told everyone… so much for thinking she was a good friend i am living at my friends house because my mom and i just can not live together and my friends dad is always telling me too smile and too be happy… he doesn’t know i am sad and it is getting on my nerves when he does that because it is all the time and honestly telling me all that and is not really helping i just ignore and tune out must of the time… I […]

11/17/2012 3 comments

been a while

by rawrimaturtle.. 11/15/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

heey, well.. its been a while i guess.. been really down lately. even though im talking 30mg of prozac.. doesnt work.. no surprise tho.

been losing lots of weight! wooohooo!!!!! though of course my friends would disagree about the “wooohoooo”

i fainted the other day, fell down the stairs and sprained my ankle. of course my friend thinks its from not eating, and maybe it is, but oh well..

got a boyfriend. hes really sweet and nice. tho my one really good friend doesnt aproove. she saying i could do much better. but so what?? he makes me happy and thats all that should matter. hes thinking about […]

11/15/2012 2 comments

Only he knows what really happened.

by ohhfunk 10/24/2012

written by ohhfunk

About a month ago, I decided to drink with some friends. I ended up drinking more than I thought and the next thing I knew, I was at a park. I didn’t know how I got there or who was with me at the time, I was just out of it. I was scared. Confused. I had no clue what happened. While I was there, I was in and out of knowing my surroundings and what was happening. I remember my best friend right by me helping me out and trying to figure out what to do. I remember trying to call someone but ending […]

10/24/2012 5 comments

I feel worse

by drowninginloneliness 10/21/2012

written by drowninginloneliness

So I cut last night after not cutting for a long time. I feel worse for giving in to wanting to cut. I am not a regular cutter or anything, and I don’t want to get addicted to cutting, besides as it is I am going to have to wear long sleeves to work all week.

I’m just drained, tired, and want to quit. I need a therapist and or a really good friend. Probably both. I have a doctor appointment this week and I am going to try and convince myself to own up to my depression so I can get a referral for a […]

10/21/2012 6 comments

complicated,

by anne 10/7/2012

written by anne

I always thought I was a strong, kind and confident girl who everyone relayed on and came to for help. I was a good friend. But whenever I did something kind, I never got anything in return. Society ruined me. I wanted to put my life on track again but it didn’t seem to work out. People made me nervous. They said words they never thought that I’d over think off at night.

I cry a lot and it’s pretty weird how I fake smile everyday and I pass through the day then, IÂ rememberÂ everything at night.

I used to tell people they are strong and life goes […]

10/7/2012 17 comments

not true love

by heyitsme0 9/10/2012

written by heyitsme0

hi. ive been chatting one guy for over a year. we are from different countries. he has invited me to come, so i did this, as i had an opportunity… we fell in love, but then i had to leave him for my country. while i was at his place, we were discussing our future etc. he promised to come to my place. i was crying so much while leaving him, but i hoped for the best because im mostly an optimistic girl. but when i was home, he just went crazy. he told me he didnt wanna live and contact me . then he […]

9/10/2012 2 comments

VOICE YOUR OPPINION

by wecanallbesaved 8/15/2012

written by wecanallbesaved

i am a year 12 student, whom for background knowldeg did have depression for most of my highschool years, had constant thoughts throught daily life of killing myself. I have also been through 4 different situations where someone has told me they are going to commit suicide and they have basically thrown it all on me and i was fighting each time hysteric tears, because a couple were before i even thought of such horrid things and then the other couple were after i had gone through with massive grieveing of my bestfriend who commited suicide. i didnt even have the chance to save him. […]

8/15/2012 2 comments

I don’t even know anymore.

by misspent 8/2/2012

written by misspent

In October of last year, I was going to hang myself. I was living over six hours away at school. No one I knew there. Grades dropped to an all time low. Before I could do it, my mother withdrew me and brought me home, yelling the most obscene things at me. She knew nothing of my self harm or plans, and she made me feel like worse shit than I am. I went to the local high school again. Things got worse, but also better. I got a girlfriend. A good friend of mine died. So did my grandpa. I can’t bear to outlive […]

8/2/2012 4 comments

My Story

by Kimberly 7/25/2012

written by Kimberly

Okay, Here i go i am 15 year old girl i have been cutting my self since i was 10 and ive had enough i cant take it no more i wanna die just dont wanna hurt the people who i love but i have to many resons to do it i live with the pain on me every day that i wasnt even suppost to be here in the first place i was a mistake the only reson im here is my mom was to far along for an abortiuos i dont live with her i got stuck on my grand parents since i […]

7/25/2012 3 comments

Dont know what to do

by blakeabiliion 7/5/2012

written by blakeabiliion

I’m 26. Bipolar, student, mom. When I was a teenager my father shot himself and survived(thankfully) in our home. Every since that day my life change forever. I wasn’t the happy girl anymore. I thought as I got older things would get better, but my husband recently left us. I was abused in just about every way, but I am beyond sad over this loss. I constantly think about death and suicide. I also feel like a horrible parent. I wanted nothing more than to have a happy family for my son, but our home life was a nightmare. But now I have no one […]

7/5/2012 2 comments

Done

by bogette 6/26/2012

written by bogette

I’m sick of Â everyone.Â it seems as if everyone i know is self-centered I’m sick of it. Everyone comes to me for help like my “friend”Â comes to me saying hes going to kill himself so I do what every good friend does and keeps on talking to him but all he does is say he hates me and that I’m a whore because i was molested and why wont i just let him go die. I know he didn’t mean it…I never take to hartÂ what anyone says when their mad but he must have wanted help or else he wouldn’t have stayed on the […]

6/26/2012 3 comments

by stef 6/15/2012

written by stef

i am 22.Â i am a new mother. i live to try and make the love of my life happy.

not too long ago, i chose to have a child with this man not only because i love him, but i knew he could be the wonderful husband, father and companion i have always dreamed of. we had a son almost a year ago, and they are my entire world.

i have always understood that we were completely different people butÂ knew we could make a great life for our son and ourselves. after the baby arrived, the ex girlfriend came back into the picture. little did […]

6/15/2012 4 comments

Are You There God? It’s me, Violet

by Violet Blake 6/9/2012

written by Violet Blake

WHY?

That’s the only question I have for you.

WHY DID YOU DO THIS?

I can’t keep doing this, I don’t understand. Why would you make humans capable of love? It’s a horrid, horrid emotion? I don’t understand what we did to deserve this kind of cruel and unusual punishment. You made us in your own image, right? What, did you just have so much love in your heart that you had to give each and every one of us a bit of it, so that we could feel the pain you’ve felt in having to give up so much for us? Well, I’ll tell you one thing, […]

6/9/2012 6 comments

We bleed, just to know we’re alive.

by michael93 5/31/2012

written by michael93

Its hard to put into words how much I truly hate every second of living on this earth. For reasons and forces unknown I wasn’t ever meant to be anything of value. my parents admit i was a mistake, not aborting me was an even bigger one. now im paying for their mistakes.

From kindergarten to highschool, I was always outcast. I was the kid that didn’t even get bullied because he was of lower social stature. which made no sense, I was nice. I always helped out and always tried to be a good friend. In all it was everybody’s fetish to use me for […]

5/31/2012 7 comments

ugh…

by rawrimaturtle.. 5/28/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

my friend knows about this site and read all my posts..hes trying to help tho..which im thankful for…hes a good friend and i take him for granted and i shouldnt do that…. ugh.. my family is a pain..the other day at lunch my sister was like “i think she’s bulimic and anorexic, she never eats” the thing is i actually am… ugh i wanted to cry… fucking life sucks…

i need help.. i know i do.. i hate admitting it tho… i had another nightmare lastnight… about me being locked in a white room, nothing else in it but me.. i went insane… i hated it… […]

5/28/2012 3 comments

What Lies Within (my graduation speech)

by Violet Blake 5/19/2012

written by Violet Blake

There is a universal truth that we all have to face, whether we want to or not, everything eventually ends.

As much as I’ve looked forward to this day in my life, I’ve always hated endings.

The last day of summer, the final chapter of a really good book, or parting ways with a really good friend.

But endings are inevitable, they are a part of life that we will never be able to shake. Leaves begin to fall, you close your book, and you say goodbye.

Today, for us, is an ending. It’s the last day of high school, the last chapter in a part of our story […]

5/19/2012 3 comments

what the fuck am i

by endless_sorrows 4/30/2012

written by endless_sorrows

i just found out litterally 2 min ago that my friend holly died last night in the whitby fire….. she was a good friend even though we never met in person but we still texted each other… we were close and she would help me with things….Â right now i feel nothing,Â y is that? this would make 8 deaths now and i feel nothing :'(Â am i truely a heartless monster…. do i really live up to my art name…. am i really someone who shows no remorse someone who feels no pain? what the FUCK AM I!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4/30/2012 10 comments

Seriously? No <3 ?

by 13vida 4/5/2012

written by 13vida

I just started dating my REALLY good friend-known each other for almost nine months now- and he lives in Egypt. He’s really sweet, kind, and I absolutely love his smile, but the problem-for us- is we have to date online. My family doesn’t really like it when I do that-date over the internet. Especially my sister.

The things that she doesn’t like? Well, to start off, his age. He’s really turning 20 in May. Saying that, I know everyone is going to care about that the most, just like Tiff-since ALL boys at 19 think of only one thing- but please just let me keep going.

Things […]

4/5/2012 4 comments

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