i just found out litterally 2 min ago that my friend holly died last night in the whitby fire….. she was a good friend even though we never met in person but we still texted each other… we were close and she would help me with things…. right now i feel nothing, y is that? this would make 8 deaths now and i feel nothing :'( am i truely a heartless monster…. do i really live up to my art name…. am i really someone who shows no remorse someone who feels no pain? what the FUCK AM I!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I know how you exactly feel. I feel like a evil heartless bastard myself.
Someone told me that maybe it’s just the depression robbing us of our feelings…that the important thing is that you’re thinking it, even if you can’t really feel it.
i just dont know what to say… i want to feel something but i just cant…. no matter how hard i try
I know…it’s hard and it may feel like it’s going to drive you crazy… but just know you want to feel it and though you can’t now, wanting to feel it matters too…
I’m sorry for her loss…
i guess your right 🙁
your loss* sorry… brain scrambling.
lol thats ok… and thank you
Some people don’t feel the effect on that exact moment,the feeling might come to days,weeks or even years after this so don’t worry about it.
i hope so… cause i didnt feel anything when my great grandma and great grandpa died and i was close with them… its been a year so far
my eyes are getting teary 🙁
im srry 🙁