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its time to overdose =[

by scared for life 10/30/2012

written by scared for life

i’ve been cutting again, my mum found out and guess what she said! i have no reason to do it im just calling out for attention… that’s what she said to me. how the hell do i not have a reason to do it! i’m dieing litterally heres y i do it…

im in pain

i have cancer!

no one cares about me

my lifes stuffed up

i get bullied

and im worthless

maybe i should end it right now, maybe i should stop fighting for my life. why should i have to suffer while no one cares about me.. am i left here to rott in this stupid hospital with a […]

10/30/2012 7 comments

I’m numb

by xxVodkaAndRazorsxx 10/30/2012

written by xxVodkaAndRazorsxx

Well, after contemplating for a couple hours, I finally decided to post something. The main reason is because I mean who the hell wants to listen to some teenager going on about how depressed he is when there is no reason as to why he would be? I have a roof to sleep under and food to eat every night. I don’t get bullied. I don’t hate myself or think I’m ugly or stupid. I have no good reason to want to die. Â But yet there’s something inside me that is tearing me apart. I have no emotions any more. I just want to die. […]

10/30/2012 5 comments

Wasting Space-what I do best..

by AnonymousBrokenSmile 10/29/2012

written by AnonymousBrokenSmile

I know that there are so many people that have problems way worse than mine. So, please don’t judge me..

Lately, i’ve been thinking about suicide. I guess I haven’t done it yet because I’m weak and a coward.

My parents are getting a divorce after 15 years. That’s my age. It really is my fault becuase if my mom hadn’t been pregnant with me, they wouldn’t have been miserable for the last 15 years in a marriage that fell apart.

I just started a new school, moved to a new house. I’m a sophomore. On May 20, 2012 one of my bestfriends got in a wreck and […]

10/29/2012 6 comments

Me

by Imsodone 10/25/2012

written by Imsodone

10/25/2012 3 comments

I guess you’d call it hypocritical..

by jordy 10/22/2012

written by jordy

I tell people not to hurt themselves.

I hurt myself.

“Please don’t do it” I’ll comfort them, promise them promises that are false just to keep them alive a little longer.

But I want to die, and I don’t want them to stop me.

10/22/2012 6 comments

Not ready to give upâ€¦ or am I?

by louloveslife 10/22/2012

written by louloveslife

I have only ever wanted one thing. It’s the only thing that I will never have.

In grade school, I was maybe seven years old, my teacher asked us to draw what we wanted to be when we grew up. I drew myself with a bunch of babies and kids running around and wrote “stay at home mom.” Now, I’d say my goals have changed considerably, I’d rather work than stay home, but I still have dreams about little green-eyed babies.

My freshman year of college I found out that I’ll never get those babies. I also found out that I will never be in love, I’ll […]

10/22/2012 9 comments

I just want to fade away.

by lizr 10/20/2012

written by lizr

Do you ever just want to fade away? Have no one think of you or what you’ve done, and not deal with the shit you’ve made. I do not know where this all began I’m really only a 14 year old girl. Do you ever feel like you are being watched all the time? Like they are watching you and laughing at you and being hurt by you, and judging you all the time? Well I do. It’s this constant feeling of judgement, I feel. And the pressure is literally beginning to kill me. I just can’t handle it anymore. I feel like everything I […]

10/20/2012 1 comment

Curtain by Eve 6

by messimaestro 10/20/2012

written by messimaestro

So I guess it’s goodbye brother, goodbye rock and roll.

Guess it’s goodbye to the only life I know.

It’s a shame you couldn’t just say you were hurting,

I’ll see you on the other side of the curtain.

Everytime I listen to/sing to this song I feel like such a hypocrite because I never say when I’m hurting. But at the same time, I don’t think I’m ever going to change.

10/20/2012 3 comments

I get why everyone hates me now…..

by LifePrettyMuchSucks 10/20/2012

written by LifePrettyMuchSucks

I didnt get how everyone could hate me.. but i kinda know now.. im starting to hate myself for not being perfect… i think its my fault… well im a mean person.. i have anger issues.. i yell sometimes.. i point out the truth.. i lie sometimes… and so much more.. so i guess it is my fault noone likes me or cares bout me…….. well u know u shouldnt be alive if u hate urself right????? Idfk anymore.. im just dont with all this shiz and i cant take it..

10/20/2012 2 comments

So done

by Breediesxx 10/16/2012

written by Breediesxx

I’m really tired of feeling so worthless so today I decided to end my life. I took 20-30 different pain killers and nothing has happened.. I don’t know why it didn’t at least make me sick. So I guess today I’m surviving my suicide but I’m not pleased by it at all. I took 24 acetaminophen (extra strength), 10-15 advil, 2 liquid gel advil (extra strength), and 3 liquid gel midol (extra strength). And it’s been hours. Nothing. Curse this stupid society I’m forced to live in. Curse it!

10/16/2012 2 comments

I don’t even know how I feel right now..

by Ixhatexmyxname 10/16/2012

written by Ixhatexmyxname

haven’t posted on here in forever but I guess that’s good. I don’t know.
This one guy who I had a thing for last year but never really talked to (it’s a rather long story) well he sits a few seats over from me at lunch. and my friend spilled my water all over and he was cleaning it up and the guy asked me if I was going to use my paper bag (don’t ask me how that would help clean up the mess I really don’t know.) then he quickly added “I mean besides suffocating yourself. I know you want to kill yourself […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

things that make you want to change

by Samantha 10/16/2012

written by Samantha

I just want to be held. is that to much to ask? i try to hold everything in but somehow i can never move on from my past. the aching i feel through my body and the tears that are stained on my face are like tatoos that can never be erased. i try to smile and say i will be okay but why do i lie i guess im trying to hide from my mistakes. the blood that comes down my leg. hoping that doing this will make my pain go away. but only for awhile. when am i going to change?

10/16/2012 0 comment

Sometimes I still wonder

by ssegars18 10/16/2012

written by ssegars18

On 09-22-10 my girlfriend off and on for 3 Â years had passed away Â now I fequently cry my self Â to sleep wondering why her. Why not me but everyone tels me god ha a different plan for her. I guess I can’t change how much I miss her and love her

.does anyone know how to get rid of some of these fellings so maybe I’ll stop blaming myself Â and find some closure

10/16/2012 3 comments

I just want to get my voice out…

by Mivie 10/14/2012

written by Mivie

It all started at the beginning to high school, 9th grade.

I fit in perfectly, I made new friends everyday, hung out, went to parties, dated. Normal stuff that people would expect a normal teenager girl to do. But…I wasn’t exactly happy. Sure during the moment of all those parties and drinks and evenÂ experimentingÂ with weed a few times (nothing I’m proud of anymore) I was happy. But after that adrenaline rush went away, and I sat in my bed looking up at my bedroomÂ ceiling, I knew I wasn’t happy.

I guess I could say it started when I met Joe. He wasn’t someone that went to my […]

10/14/2012 2 comments

I have finally decided on a D-date.

by christina-- 10/14/2012

written by christina--

I figured: If I dont choose one now, I will never. It felt like a huge relieve, finally deciding when everything will end.

To be honest, I will grab every opportunity with 6 arms if one arises. I dont really want to die. I wish I could just be someone else, and have a different life. It is not fair I have gotten so much on my plate. And its pathetic to wallow in self-pity like that, but I cant give any fucks about that. Fact is, I am pathetic. I dont deserve to live.

Theres about a 50% chance I wont go through with it I […]

10/14/2012 0 comment

What have I become?

by barelybreathing7 10/14/2012

written by barelybreathing7

Today I picked up a knife and stroked the edge of it. It cut a small line into my fingertip. I asked myself why did you just do that? I didn’t know. I’m not usually suicidal and I definitely do not want to be. My cousin took his own life and it wrecked my family, hurting everyone and separating his mother and father. I guess the reason why was because the past weeks have been rough. Family life is hard because there are few moments of peace and quiet. Everyone is so angry at one another and they yell at me. In school I struggled. […]

10/14/2012 1 comment

I just dont know anymore

by rayderrick 10/12/2012

written by rayderrick

Well I dont know if ive had the roughest life matter of fact I havent, but Ive been through the prison system 3 times and have been homeless on the street for what seemed like forever before I got my family back and got off of drugs. I thought that my life would get better I even felt like I found god, but now Im always questioning myself about different thins like I got a girlfriend and she is awesome and I thought I would feel better about that but I dont. I have crazy thoughts and I dont let anyone know because I dont […]

10/12/2012 2 comments

freakin’ fed up

by annae 10/12/2012

written by annae

So I guess life is about finding a partner to share your life with, being the partner for somebody and building a life on a relationship, maybe having a family. Sounds nice. Sounds like something I’d like to achieve.

So my life should be about perfect. I just got two A:s so I’m a good student, I live together with my bf and everything seems good.

Let me just say.

Fuck this shit.

Two of his friends came over today. The other one offered me some candy and I said “well… thanks.” What did my bf say? “You don’t have to be such a moodkiller.” Yeah. A moodkiller. And […]

10/12/2012 1 comment

Not Really Sure What I’m Trying To Accomplish Here…

by JadedConfessions 10/11/2012

written by JadedConfessions

I stumbled upon this site on accident, as I’m sure a lot of users have. Â After spending a good hour reading through older posts I decided that maybe it was a good idea to share my own story. Before I do though, I would like to request that I don’t get any of those standard responses that you see on most forums. I really don’t want to hear about how selfish I am, or how things will magically get better one day – no offense, but none of you know me and you can’t rightfully say anything about my lifestyle choices. Isn’t the internet grand?

Anyway, […]

10/11/2012 4 comments

i don’t know. I’m just rambling about nothing.

by horizon 10/10/2012

written by horizon

So I never really loved anyone in my life. I don’t really like my parents either. I was neglected by my mom, who is an alcoholic, and my dad that is always busy at work supporting the family. So i’ve been alone for about a good 15 years? I never had many friends. I couldn’t trust any of them. They’re just back stabbers. Not a single one of them was faithful. I was picked on throughout my childhood. So much that it just doesn’t bother me anymore. I really don’t care about many things now. People call me name but it’s whatever. I really don’t […]

10/10/2012 2 comments

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