Going out of country for a bit so if you try to reach me and cant its not cause I don’t care. Will be reachable till Sat night 12 am. My Dad had lung surgery and has been very sick, don’t want to leave but promised my daughter we would go. Im awake tonight if u need to talk. Will be back next Sunday.
Hey, was just talking in another thread about what girls look for in men, noonoo said ‘looks and money’ .. I said I was fairly good looking and quite handsome if you catch me in the right light! .. So, thought I’d put some pictures up..
Sometimes, i feel it’s bad to succeed in stopping someone from committing suicide, but the person still suffers. I see peoples stories on here and for a lot of them, i can see so much success in getting better. But, for others, their lives seem to be getting to them. It’s so sad to see someone struggling to live, and they shouldn’t have to suffer. It’s amazing when someone can pull through that kind of pain and you see them so amazing in life. Suicide is neither wrong or right guys. I just want you all to know it CAN get better, but if you […]
My Dad had lung surgery today so I was quite busy …but if anyone needs to talk if you feel like shit, call me. My number is 4054643502. I live in Oklahoma. I thought I wanted to die but realized on this site maybe I need to say wait a minute….watch stupid videos that make me laugh. enjoy the time with my dad and my family and give to others if I can. If you want to die , that’s your decision. Im gonna watch Jenna Marbles on utube, realize how fucking ridiculous and stupid things are and try to move on. I know depression […]
Hey there everyone i have a question what is you definition of ‘Beauty’?
-Jladd
hey
i’ve just been diagnosed with bipolar disorder
and i tried to od on anti depression pill
i failed the interview exam for university my mom expect
before all this things
i had been a good daughter good student
i went to the best prep school in my country
now i’ve just all alone in my room for a month
while all my friend being a freshman and succesful
i’ve just recover from anorexia and i binge everyday
now iam so fat and dont want to see my old friends
i really missed them 🙁
Just letting you that care know that I’m still here. Just been in a weird place lately and haven’t had much to say. Love you all <3
Hey, I’m new here. I wrote in my profile about my situation. I’m partially paralyzed from a spinal cord fracture due to a bicycle accident.
I went from being a buf, muscled and toned gym rat to having shriveled arms hanging from bony shoulders, walking like I’m drunk and
needng help with everything, dresing, showering, toilet, etc. I don’t want to live this way any more.
I’ve worked hard in phys therapy and exercise to try to regain my abilities, but it’s closing in on 18 months, and
that’s when spinal cord injuries stop healing. So I’m pretty much stuck the way I am for […]
Things were great in the beginning. Sure he was stuck in leg braces. And yes his mom got humped by the principal to keep Forrest in school.
But the other kids weren’t throwing rocks at him yet. His best friends hadn’t been maimed and killed. And hey: Jenny wasn’t a junkie with AIDS..
Hey. Makenna here. Yes my real name. I have no shame being on here. I have had this for awhile. Some may know me as demissio. But I forgot the stuff on here. So I made a new one. If you don’t know me or don’t remember me Im here to help. 🙂 <3
If this is what it takes
to show that I’m hurting
then let me die.
If this is what it takes
to show that I want you,
love you,
care for you,
then let me down.
It wouldn’t be the first time you let me down.
When I held the bottle of death,
you yelled, never wept.
Took your sweet time and left.
Gave excuses and never took the blame.
Never accepted being wrong, still it’s the same.
When I needed you,
you never came.
It’s always going to be the same.
So I’ll light another cigarette,
so the smoke will take the scream.
I’ll take the weed if it promises to take the pain,
the regret,
the memories.
Just forget,
they tried to say “You’ll get over […]
Well have not been on in a long while now …been going through alot of problems , just back to say hey and to check up on people
Hey there my sweet angel
I see you there, all alone,broken.
I know you are hurting inside.
I see why you cry.
Just know that I love you so
And I don’t wanna see you go.
I see you drowning,
Drowing in your tears,
I know your runnin
Tryin to escape your fears.
Andthere’s a fire deep inside of you
so don’t give up yet im begging you.
At the end of this tunnnel there may or may not be light.
But its a gamble that’s worth the risk.
Youdon’t have to cry anymore tonight.
you don’t have to carve your pain into your wrists.
Tonights the night you want to give in.
I know youre drowning in your tears.
But you can’t […]
Hey , its my first time to post on SP ..
My life right up to now hasnt been great my cutting started 5 years ago wen my nan passed she was the meaning to my life and was sadly taken away which led to me getting depression .. I tried ending it but had a failed attempt which made it worse because my mother dragged me to one counsellor to another none helped which is why i still cut today .. At the end of last year i was molested which really made me break down … I want to dir to make the […]
I keep forgetting about this site
So I’ve actually gotten better. I never thought I would but looks like I did.
I fucked up last night though. I was a mess. It sounds really stupid, but I think the one of the reasons I hadn’t cut for two weeks was because of my bracelets. My bracelets are hard to get off, and I didn’t want to take them off. I was being extremely self destructive, and I can feel that while typing this. My pinkie finger is fucking up bad, mainly because I pretty well crushed it. My arm is burned, because I decided to drip hot […]
I swear, Trevor is either bipolar, a liar, or just weird. He goes and says that I’m ugly one day, but then he acts like he likes me the next. Today, he was talking about me to my friend Bailey. This is what they said : Trevor: Hey, do you know that girl named Courtney? Bailey: Yeah. Trevor: She smells better than she usually does.. Â So, yeah. Weird. I don’t know whether to take offense to it or not because it’s so weird. Seriously. I mean, he may be saying that I used to stink. Then again, he might be trying to compliment me, […]
I am so so so suicidal. I don’t know what to do anymore, honestly. I know there are others out there who have gone through worse then me, or feel similar things. but it’s like, the people who should care the most about me don’t. No one does. Even my best friend. When I try venting to them, I swear I just come off as whiny. and I have random people always saying, ‘Im here for you!’ and I apprecate that, but it’s not the same.
maybe I don’t want to be saved? I feel as if I was born for self destruction. Yoou know? It’s […]
Hey everybody, I’ve been here off and on for a month or two. First off, I’ve met a lot of really good people on here. I think most of us SP users are really soft hearted and it’s easy to click with other people here. I don’t know why I’m writing this because I’ve made up my mind and I’m not looking for support or crying out for help. Hopefully someone out there that also feels like shit will read it and maybe get something out of it.
I’ve lost 3 people this year and my cat that I had for 7 years (I count that […]
Hello everyone. Hope you’re all having a great day. You are amazing and a significant addition to this world. It may be hell, but sits people like us who take the pain and make it our strength. Stay strong. And another reminder, any of you feel free to contact me if you want to. I love you no matter who you are.
Rawrdino88@gmail.com
-Ash
Hey there friends. Just once again letting you all know am here for anyone who needs to talk. Whether it be for simple conversation or to talk over serious matters. I am always here.
Email: rawrdino88@gmail.com
dont feel shy. You are all beautiful and I can guarantee I will never judge and only hope to make you feel like the beautiful person you are.