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Won’t stay long – just passing by.

by ManikinStare 2/15/2015

written by ManikinStare

I found this site the other night and from reading many of the posts and responses I can honestly say that I’ve never before been so moved as I have by the overwhelming level of support and consideration that the members of this community repeatedly give to one another.

The personal stories on here are some of the most heartbreaking things that I have ever read and it amazes me how people can open their heart to others even in the midst of personal crisis and turmoil.

I spent time in hospital with some of the most incredible human beings that I’ve ever had the chance to […]

2/15/2015 2 comments

100 Reasons to Live

by Ryder 2/14/2015

written by Ryder

And here are 100 reasons to keep going.
A few might be similar to each other, but nothing’s perfect.

You should live:
1. Because you care about the world.
2. There’s a lot to live for.
3. You have dreams to fulfill.
4. Life eventually gets better.
5. You’re afraid of death.
6. Because you can flip your life around.
7. Because people need you to live.
8. Because someone out there loves you.
9. For religion.
10. To help someone worse off than you.
11. To find the perfect job or career.
12. To fall in love.
13. Because there’s a reason we’re on this […]

2/14/2015 8 comments

Nothing ends…

by LoveLost55 1/27/2015

written by LoveLost55

I feel nothing for anyone around me. Those that say they care, are more easily consumed by their own interests. I hate my life. I hate waking in the morning, the façade of a life I present to others, the happiness I show people daily, and, more so, not being able to sleep with my own thoughts at night. Why do I continue? Why keep up this farce of a life? Am I that weak? Can I not end this charade? I guess nothing ends….

I gather courage from pain. Each day, I put my uniform on, knowing I am hated. My only hope is to cross paths with a person that hates me […]

1/27/2015 9 comments

Think everyone here can relate to this song… The Bravery – “Believe”

by B 1/25/2015

written by B

Not only is this a great song, but I’d imagine that these lyrics can be interpreted by everyone here on a much deeper level than even intended.

1/25/2015 0 comment

One-Day From The Under

by Bisban 1/16/2015

written by Bisban

I finished the message that I will send to a person
I’ve only spoken to her once, I found her through an article
She wrote about living off-grid in Nebraska
The ground shakes, I will send it today and hope, for the spirit
I will send her my short-summary that took me three-days to write
I asked her for her oracle for the order
Liz, don’t take my words personally if even anything, I was just busting
To the tune that I will hope to one-day sing to, from vast-eon-ago
Every-time, every-time, celestial, when I take a hit, the Earth trembles harder
If I make-it, […]

1/16/2015 2 comments

I miss my ex….But he hates me.

by BrokenHope 1/16/2015

written by BrokenHope

He’s the only guy to never do me wrong, I should have never left him. If I never left him in the first place, I wouldn’t be cursed with this issue. There’s no hope in love for me anymore, I’m gonna die alone, just like I came.

1/16/2015 1 comment

Final Moon Boat, Hi Everyone

by Bisban 1/13/2015

written by Bisban

I don’t have anymore tunes, as well

So I guess, I’m gonna’ hope to, be able

My name, is Bisban, and I guess

There’s only me that knows, who I am

From the eternal-table, why does he want to smile for

He only looks for a light and he’s everybody’s friend

But the paradigm, and a paradigm

I don’t know, I guess I’ll take this chance to be more precise

I am not here to take your hand, like that, only because of the way that I am

I fell like an ocean, and I seek the heart of all, now

I only want to walk, I only want to walk

1/13/2015 33 comments

I’m Back, It Helped

by moonlitrose34 1/12/2015

written by moonlitrose34

Soooo…first off, I wanted to thank all the people that gave me all of their encouraging comments on my last post, and in general. (which was about a week ago)

That was when I was hospitalized. I didn’t have my phone..and there were two computers to use the internet, which was crappy, but I think I would’ve thrown a red flag out there had I gotten on here, so I waited until I was out. Today I got discharged from the hospital, and I just wanted to talk about my experience.

So I was terrified when I first went there, I went voluntarily but I was still […]

1/12/2015 15 comments

in being lost i have found courage

by smalls714 1/7/2015

written by smalls714

to end it. this my only goal now. i failed before but i hope this time it takes. i will not stop trying until i succeed. there is no argument to sway me or pill to save me. this is the only place i have to say goodbye, so goodbye.

1/7/2015 45 comments

losing all hope. ready to leave

by losinghope11 1/5/2015

written by losinghope11

I never thought I would be posting here but I finally am no longer able to handle everything that is going on in my life. I have just turned 22 and can no longer take the abuse from my father. Every day I am screamed at and it seems that like clock work every 5-6 months he beats me. I just cant take it anymore. I have been through many jobs and cant make enough to move out. Today he humiliated me and screamed at me in front of all the neighbors. Embarrassing. He leaves me feeling like there’s no longer a point in living. […]

1/5/2015 3 comments

by StrayMuttBall 1/4/2015

written by StrayMuttBall

Found out yesterday my father is leaving my mother (with three children). He fell in love with a co-worker half his age, a few years older than me. He just took his clothes and left without telling his children. He want going to tell mom either. My mom finally confronted him….And asked him if what she silently hoping want true was real. He admitted top being in love with someone else and just left. This just happened. Happy 2015. My dad isn’t an abusive alcoholic junkie asshole. He had his problems sure like we all do but […]

1/4/2015 3 comments

Finally Reaching Out

by telltaleheart 1/4/2015

written by telltaleheart

I’ve been lurking on this site for about a week now and finally decided to register today.I decided to reach out because I’ve been having a really hard time coping with things recently. My therapist was a waste of a degree, my friends don’t understand, and my girlfriend just recently left me.

It’s not like I haven’t had a hard time before. I’ve been in, what I call, a bad head space before. I’ve been hospitalized three times, have been cutting for some time now, and have attempted to kill myself twice. It just feels so much different this time.

I was and am still in love. […]

1/4/2015 14 comments

I lost hope, I want out

by agi 1/3/2015

written by agi

Please could someone listen and talk to me, I beg for some understanding and logical explanation which always guided me through life.

I’m physically healthy, 36 years old woman, fairly fit and apparently ‘pretty’ – I always looked after myself with great care. I have two loving friends and a great well paid job. I have two pets which I love more than anything in the world

I come from a messed up background, but managed to live with it and cope to certain extend.

i have been depressed for over 10 years and treated with various meds. Yesterday my husband of almost 10 years decide des to […]

1/3/2015 20 comments

All hope is lost

by HereticBlood 1/2/2015

written by HereticBlood

So fucking broken… I quit.. I’m done… Everything I do I fuck up.. I fail.. Everything’s always a lie… Nothing feels right… All hope is gone… I’m a wreck I can not go on…. Help me out of this hell I’m too weak to reach out.. I guess just lay me down.. I’m ready… I’m not afraid to sleep forever …..

1/2/2015 0 comment

Goodbye, Goodbye

by moonlitrose34 1/1/2015

written by moonlitrose34

This isn’t anything special. It’s just a poem I wrote at 5 am. Even though it’s not that great, it describes my inner turmoil.

I want to talk about this pain,
That I’ve felt was always in vain,

Do you really not see,
What’s become of me?

On silent nights,
I always fight,

As tears run down my eyes,
Each teardrop breaking my ties,

My ties with this world,
As I am hurled,

Into this insanity,
Which will never set me free.

My teardrops slowly become red,
Food for the blade that I’ve fed.

They tell me that all will be well,
While I slowly rot away in this hell,

Could they not tell […]

1/1/2015 2 comments

Life is empty & meaningless, without any/no purpose, Life is boring, empty! There is no meaning of life! fuck life, fuck reality !

by niki 12/28/2014

written by niki

Life is empty & meaningless, without any/no purpose, Life is boring, empty! There is no meaning of life! fuck life, fuck reality !

The more I grow up & learn after all these 32 years of my life, sadly, the more I feel hopeless especially for humanity / our humans species!
MAJORITY of people / humans beings / humanity are so damn shallow, superficial, vain, ignorant, stupid, fake, dirty, liars, etc etc.
I used to have so much HOPE for humanity , but now the hope is dwindling until it’s almost none !!
MOST people are sadly only concerned with vain, shallow, mundane “daily-life” & little […]

12/28/2014 19 comments

He isn’t coming back

by three.moons 12/26/2014

written by three.moons

I’ve been trying to believe that he is, but it’s stupid and crazy and i’m giving up hope.

And sadly now that i feel like this I don’t have any hope or happiness to toss around to anyone else. I’m back to wishing I could find an easy way to end my shit lonely existence. There is no easy way of course, we all know that. But there are ways.

If I could erase the memories it wouldn’t be so bad but that’s impossible. If I could shut off how I feel and how I felt then, that would solve this too but that won’t happen either. […]

12/26/2014 6 comments

by LetItGo 12/22/2014

written by LetItGo

you’re gonna stay home tonight. and the next night. and the night after that. but no matter what happens you’ll never think of me.

you won’t think of the late night conversations we had. the video calls we had that you fell asleep in because the night was pitch black will never cross your mind. you’ll busy yourself with work and won’t reply or message me for days or weeks.

then out of the blue you’ll message me. you’ll try to show you care even though i know that you don’t. you don’t care about the way i laugh or smile. the way i try to act […]

12/22/2014 1 comment

Scribbles(The only thing i seem to be gd at)

by confusedboy 12/22/2014

written by confusedboy

What is life when u dont know its meaning..

i cant look for the future when my present is trembling..

Trembling with fear of not knowing..

This fear just keeps on growing.

Every hope life gave me was misleading..

Every happy start led to a sad ending..

12/22/2014 0 comment

Found this hope you like

by Idk2025 12/13/2014

written by Idk2025

12/13/2014 2 comments

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