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hope

Talk to me?

by Anon1962 4/2/2017

written by Anon1962

I need to talk. I need to connect. This site confuses me. My family confuses me. My ex-husband confuses me. Life confuses me. Animals, spatial questions and geologic strata do not confuse me. But it would have been nice to have human connection instead of just the illusion of it.

There is a speech-bubble note 1 above and the content is “Cheatin’ uh? Sorry, you are not allowed to access this site”??? I am not a cheater. What is this? Another fucking mindfuck? I’m not such a bad person. I don’t deserve this. More importantly, I don’t understand this.

Alone on Saturday night as I have been […]

4/2/2017 5 comments

Behind the closed door.

by AmandaBen 2/22/2017

written by AmandaBen

A poem written by me during my darkest moments.

Behind the closed door

Behind the closed door

Lies a girl who hides her pain

Buried in so much sorrow

All hope is being drained

Behind the closed door

Lies a girl practicing to smile

To hide the truth from everyone

A mask in which will only stay for a while

Behind the closed door

Lies a girl with cuts that bleed red

From unbearable sadness

She’s only hanging by a thread

Behind the closed door

Lies a girl who could no longer cry

She starts thinking

How will she say goodbye?

Behind the closed door

Lies a girl perfectly still

Who lost all hope

Who lost all will

Behind the closed door

Was where a girl once used […]

2/22/2017 5 comments

What is YOUR cure?

by JusTired 10/14/2016

written by JusTired

I’ve been wondering what you all (out there in cyberspace) consider to be the answer to your problems. I know there are some out there who feel there is no hope at all and they should just end it all. You could be sitting in your room right now about to do some thing you can’t take back. So why not give this a thought? What would help you?

I once attended Job Corps in my early twenties. I found that having EVERY THING planned out for me really helped me develop a routine that I couldn’t/can’t do on my own. It’s been years since I’ve […]

10/14/2016 11 comments

The Light Side of Darkness

by lostsouloflight 10/4/2016

written by lostsouloflight

I discovered this site today, while distracting my pain away.

So much suffering I see- so many souls yearning to be free.

But in the responses of support and love, there is beauty that goes far above.

Raw passion so seldom seen, in those content to live their lives by default alone with fake friends, entertained by a screen.

Perhaps our darkest sides show us who we really are. Desperate for love, meaning, and peace, we try so damned hard.

I know none of you by name, personality or career. But I’m sure I share much of your pain, suffering and fears.

I do not think we are losers, scum or leeches; […]

10/4/2016 4 comments

If you’re as confused as I am…

by alaskalevine 7/27/2016

written by alaskalevine

If you’re as confused as I am, you don’t know why you’re here. You don’t know what you believe in or where you’re going in life or what’s in your future. You’re confused as to why you don’t want to be here.

If you’re as lost as I am, you don’t know where to turn. You don’t know who to talk to, who will listen, or who can help you. You’re lost in a darkness that bleeds through everything else.

If you’re as depressed as I am, you feel hopeless. You know that no matter what anyone else says, you can’t be happy, you don’t quite know how to […]

7/27/2016 6 comments

by The Advisor 5/23/2016

written by The Advisor

I genuinely appreciate those who have read my posts and hope you can make it through your wars. But I don’t think I will. I fought it twice and I don’t have the strength to do it again.

5/23/2016 6 comments

bus stop tai chi 6:59am

by Soco 5/22/2016

written by Soco

Morning SP. Spotted this guy while waiting for my bus. He had that twangy chinese music playing, very peaceful. Opposite to how im feeling. Anyway, made me smile. Hope it makes u smile too. Take care everyone.

5/22/2016 3 comments

Say Goodbye

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/16/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

The only thing that has held me closer is becoming more and more eminent.

Hope is at this point a dream. Struggle is a constant force.

I once believed in grace, hope, trust, love, and destiny.

Just fallacious memories that encompass all I have left.

I wish to be held closer by the eminent truth. I will not stop holding it.

5/16/2016 4 comments

@Soco Sydney Morning

by Hazy Day Sunflower 5/15/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Couldn’t help myself tonight. That picture was so beautiful I had to paint it.

Thank you for the beauty. Hope work is good. Monday. Wow.

5/15/2016 11 comments

Hay guys I’m still alive

by Drowning 5/10/2016

written by Drowning

Sorry to worry u guys iv been trying to keep busy thank u for caring I appreciate it very much u can contact me on my email if u want to chat if u need support I can try my best

indigojones5@gmail(dot)com

iv been thinking of u guys

I can’t remember everyone name

dawn

cordless

alan

phantom

procel

Any there many others hope your all ok thinking of u guy been trying to give life a shot if not there always the exist plan how r u guys hope everyone ok

5/10/2016 4 comments

Senior Project Stress

by GerbzBaby 5/3/2016

written by GerbzBaby

Senior Projects are ruining me. I could be outside but no I’m stuck inside finishing it because I lost my schedule and forgot the day I was supposed to go. I really hope my teacher gives me more time to do it because the deadline is to close and I’m so far from finishing.

But aside from my rambling I managed to finish the pin I made for U.S History. Inked, colored, ready to go. Sorry if I irritate you with uploading this […]

5/3/2016 1 comment

READ THIS POST

by Papermoon 5/2/2016

written by Papermoon

You’re most likely wondering why I so boldly asked for you to read this post. Well, I did so because I have something to say that I believe will benefit you, no matter if this site applies to you or not.

I’ve had an unbelievable amount of personal experiences in my life that in reality could have shattered me from the start but instead, here I am writing […]

5/2/2016 4 comments

Born death and i will die again soon ….

by StillBirth 5/1/2016

written by StillBirth

i have no words now … i was thinking about that alot latlyyy but i had a little hope just alittle one to fight for … but now !!!!

i made my decision ill stop thinking about it and ill do it soon ill fix some things before i leave …. i have nothing to do here actually never had !!!!

5/1/2016 0 comment

It Comes Back To You

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/30/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Good Morning everyone!
A little bit of hope this morning.
Thank you for holding my hand, those of you that don’t think you do, you might be the one that holds it the tightest.
HDS

Edit: and then THIS queued up. Got no explanation.

4/30/2016 10 comments

by Soco 4/29/2016

written by Soco

From what was essentially a pretty good week, not including a slight double up of meds, things have really taken a downhill slide today. Woke up thinking about feeling very dark and very quickly progressed into fantasizing about the big leap. Had to catch a train to get dosed at my clinic and was picturing myself kissing the train. Now im home and its still there. Worse than ever. I know it has alot to do with been alone today but I dont want to be near anyone. That would just remind me of my difference to everyone around me. So im […]

4/29/2016 9 comments

dafuq is my head like..

by Soco 4/28/2016

written by Soco

Hiya, hope everyone is doing ok today? And if not well, lets hope ur just doing…
I just finished work and after much soul searching have decided there is NOthing I can do about how others perceive me. I spent the last 18 or so hours wondering if my comments here on SP were good enough, closely followed by some things I said to work colleagues, and then the finalie was wondering why my fcuk face alcoholic father hasnt responded to calls or texts from me, after we not spoken for like 4 years. It’s retarded that I hate him yet for the […]

4/28/2016 4 comments

Goodnight (or morning) everyone, hope today was good!

by MissDysphoria 4/28/2016

written by MissDysphoria

4/28/2016 4 comments

Stupid hope

by fitzgerald 4/26/2016

written by fitzgerald

So to anyone on here that kind of knows me, no I’m still not dead :(, and yes I was supposed to be. Everything imploded and I was all set to get on outta here.

Then things looked up for a brief moment. Hope is dangerous. I was ready to die, why didn’t I just do it?? Now I’m scared again. Because I thought maybe I could stick around for a bit, but that’s turning out not to be true.

I’m right back where I was, only now I’m afraid.

4/26/2016 2 comments

another piece of writing today,

by quietcheep 4/26/2016

written by quietcheep

there is nothing in me but the desire for people to be people, for people to see people as people, and to know that this was and is a world worth fighting for.

there is hope, my god, for all the times we’ve been stubborn enough to destroy it, we have maintained it in equal measure. there are people, real people, out there with home in their hearts and you in their future and believe me, dear, they’ll love you as I love you: fully and deeply and truly, a bond between the living, the existing, the real.

oh, little one, if only you could know how […]

4/26/2016 1 comment

Hello!! Yebobpa here! My first post of introduction!

by Yebobpa 4/23/2016

written by Yebobpa

HI! This is my first post, and I am excited to get to know you folks. I have suicidal ideation, but am happy now! I met a lady and she changed my way of thinking, but don’t want to become suicidal again. I would

4/23/2016 3 comments

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