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Just don’t know anymore…

by winterskyout 1/4/2016

written by winterskyout

Life right now has officially hit a boiling point that’s too hot; I’m melting away. My focus throughout the days now are shot, I’m more robotic in movement and speech than ever before. Just today at work I couldn’t talk to anyone, it just felt too heavy on my throat to speak (I’m more introverted). Then what would I gain talking about insignificant topics like, “So and so’s wedding went wrong,” or, “Real Housewives…” Sorry, I’m being bias but that stuff doesn’t interest me.

And then just today I fucked up on the biggest thing: I have no idea where I want to live anymore. […]

1/4/2016 2 comments

My ugliness and what have you …

by jadedkeizy 12/23/2015

written by jadedkeizy

Society’s obsession with good looks and sexual attractiveness is absurd. Watching all these “cute” Celebs makes feel so insignificant and plummets my self esteem. Makes me think about my worthlessness and how mentally fucked up and ugly I really am.

12/23/2015 7 comments

insignificant

by toxicllama 10/15/2015

written by toxicllama

i could die right now and nothing would change. the world would still progress. i am one out of over seven billion people on this earth and nothing i do is actually important.

so whats to stop me from perishing?

10/15/2015 4 comments

Every Little Bit Helps

by chelle428 9/13/2015

written by chelle428

I have only made two posts on this website, I have not received a lot comments in response, but the ones I did receive made me feel better. Not all of them were comforting or anything like that, some were just understanding and a sharing of pain and the same sense of being out of place. Every comment I have received on here has brought me comfort. I’m not a person who hears a lot of people positive things from people I know, or someone who has a lot of support or good people in their life. I just wanted to tell everyone on here […]

9/13/2015 8 comments

I Confess

by The Indigo Kydd 8/26/2015

written by The Indigo Kydd

Just to clear up the confusion of mistaken identities and jumbled and multiple profiles. Insignificant had it partly right I am indeed anthropopornia; however the deceit doesnt end there. Oh no. I must confess… *dramatically looking up and making eye contact* I am every profile on SP. I am you. Ohhhhh…!

8/26/2015 32 comments

quick summary before backstory

by stolenconfidence 8/21/2015

written by stolenconfidence

The whole backstory is coming soon but it will take me hours to write, so I just wanted to put this out there right now. I’m 15, and have been getting harassed to my face and behind my back by the same group of boys for about a year. I’ve tried EVERY option of dealing with them in ethical ways, and nothing works. No matter how many people tell me I’m smart, or funny, or kind, I can’t believe it. I try, but I just can’t. These boys have stolen every ounce of pride and confidence I have. I get that feeling of my chest […]

8/21/2015 2 comments

I shouldn’t have done it.

by lulereign 6/24/2015

written by lulereign

I regret it completely.

I tried talking to my school counsellor, and another lecturer whom I hoped could trust with this problem. I just felt so hopeless that I thought that perhaps telling someone would lessen it (I don’t know, it was a moment of weakness).

Not only did that lecturer betray confidentiality – she told the counsellor that I wanted to commit suicide (which it do not) – and according to protocol she may have to report me. I couldn’t believe it. You can’t trust anyone, no matter what they swear or promise.

It was awful. The counsellor indirectly blamed me for her not being able to […]

6/24/2015 5 comments

Suffocating.

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 5/18/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Its been a while since I have made a post, but here I am again.

I hate the way the regrets keep piling up, it’s just feels suffocating, and every time I replay the situations over and over again until I break. Every time it just makes me want to run away to a place where no one knows me.

I’m tired of being alive.

I’m tired of trying to breathe in this suffocating world.

I just want to die.

Every single fucking time its the same thing and the same feelings.

It just takes some small insignificant thing to set me off.

Why the hell was I ever born.

5/18/2015 0 comment

Can i just dissapear?

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 4/14/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Just so that I can see who would miss me?

Because right now it feels like no one would.

Like my life is so insignificant that it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not.

I don’t think my roommates would care.

I’m the only girl living in house of guys.

They don’t notice the cuts on my wrist.

Or that I spend most days crying in my room.

Or maybe they do and they just don’t care.

Either way it’s not their fault. I’m the one who is broken.

I just wish that someone would notice.

I’m just so fucking lonely.

It’s suffocating.

Every single day I live life feeling like i’m constantly suffocating.

4/14/2015 8 comments

sick

by lake-of-fire 4/1/2015

written by lake-of-fire

I have offiicially given up there is no future for me I treat my body like a trash can have no desire to go on no one loves me I don’t love myself so stupid and ugly I never want to see myself agian I am a joke so sick Iv given up I can’t stand no more so miserable I reached my bottom 22 years of unhappiness when’s it going to change never I don’t want it to change I enjoy hurting myself any way possible I am disgusting inside and out there really is nothing good about me I can’t function in every […]

4/1/2015 3 comments

She’s so effing gorgeous

by tphg 1/27/2015

written by tphg

Sure, she looks like a bollywood model, but that’s not what I mean. She really cares about people. She volunteers at soup kitchens and organizes charity drives. Bad news stories involving people she doesn’t even know makes her get teary eyed. She spent a week losing sleep, tossing and turning because she was worried that I might be upset about something completely insignificant. She truly has a heart of gold.

I don’t have rose tinted glasses on. She’s a boy crazy lush like the rest of the women I know, but she doesn’t let it define her like so many others. She calls me a good […]

1/27/2015 8 comments

So Inferior.

by tctc 10/21/2014

written by tctc

I feel so inferior next to you sometimes. I tell you I enjoy doing something, but I never dared to do it in front or when you’re around me because I’m scared.
I feel so small, so tiny and so insignificant. I feel so worthless; only wasting up space on this planet Earth. I’m so sorry. I’m so stupid. So silly. I can’t do anything right.

10/21/2014 0 comment

Knives stabbing at my soul

by cagedtiger 9/13/2014

written by cagedtiger

This depression is SO painful. My mind hurts. My chest hurts. I can barely stop crying. I really need to leave this earth so badly. There are little glimmers of hope, like tiny shimmers of light, but they’re gone just as quickly as they appear. Other than that, I worry for my daughter, how selfish of me it would be to bring her into this rotten world and then abandon her here without even me. I worry for my family, they would most likely never get over the grief of losing me, even tho I’m nothing. A burden. Useless. A failure. Still, that’s the way […]

9/13/2014 15 comments

Alone

by mental-anguish 8/27/2014

written by mental-anguish

I often wonder how we can be so alone in this overpopulated world??? Such a sad existence once you survive the unsurvivable! Everyone/everything you once knew continues on like you were never there. We are so insignificant alone!!! 1 more day closer to the end, so curious to see what happens yet so reluctant. Goodnight world!!!

8/27/2014 2 comments

Music to Die to

by teardownthewall 8/13/2014

written by teardownthewall

The most important part of planning or imagining suicide (to me) is knowing what music will lull you to your final rest. I realize it may seem like an insignificant and even petty detail but don’t you think the last thing you experience should be the soothing beauty of your favorite music?

What song(s) will you leave as your final farewell?

I personally would like to hear Pink Floyd when I die. I imagine that before I act, I’ll listen to Comfortably Numb and Brain Damage and then, as I’m waiting for my method to take effect, I’ll listen to Goodbye Blue Sky, the last sound to […]

8/13/2014 10 comments

by Adderallslits 8/13/2014

written by Adderallslits

Hey everyone, I don’t know if anyone here knows who Frank Iero is but I absolutly adore him. Last year he made a demo of a song called ‘joyriding’. The song, and the lyrics, is so breathtaking beautiful, relateble and feels so true. Let’s just say I cried and listen to it on repeat when It came out. And now, he has released it as a real single for his upcoming album! Thought Id share it.

Lyrics:

i’m not sure what they said, but if it’s true i’ll bet it’s just one more thing i’ll regret. i hate my weaknesses, they made me who i am. “yea, […]

8/13/2014 0 comment

Life itself is meaningless

by xasthur 7/29/2014

written by xasthur

Life itself is meaningless.. no real reason to try.. at anything, even goals set in strive…. plummet like an insignificant shirker…

Ugh… the joys of yesterdays tainted upon tomorrow’s dread..

A life lived in agony and deceit..

No real reason for posting.. possibly the inevitable delay in death which isnt of my own hands… if only… such strength would allow me.. yet ties to this forsaken earth keep me from spreading the wings of death

What real point do I have here?

There isnt one… take it in strife and do not reply but yet grant me the serenity to express that which needs forclosure… that which is this life………

“Meh […]

7/29/2014 0 comment

Insignificant.

by missbrown 7/6/2014

written by missbrown

Do you ever wonder how insignificant you really are? I’m sitting out here looking at this beautiful sky but I can’t help but feel entirely small. Life has become so hard for me to grasp and understand, and it leaves me completely confused. Day to day I fumble through the same routine: fight myself to get up, go to work, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety. The only good part about my day is being with my family at my new home but I don’t know how long anyone will ever love me. Love always goes away. Orat least that is how things have been thus far.

I want […]

7/6/2014 2 comments

Subjective reality

by Stain 6/21/2014

written by Stain

Absolute reality, if it exists, doesn’t matter to the individual. What matters is the individual’s perception of reality because that’s all he or she knows. With that in mind, at what point does your subjective reality shift away from absolute (or should I say ‘collective’) reality?

This is what I mean: you might sleep about 6-10 hours a day, and the rest of the time you’re awake and conscious of reality. Well what if, through drugs or other means, you sleep 20 hours a day, leaving only 4 hours of “reality”? Do those 4 hours become insignificant?

I know what you’re thinking… of course not. Because our […]

6/21/2014 6 comments

Scars

by ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

Although my scars have been covered with tattoos, I have recently been noticing that they tell a beautiful story. A story of strength and triumph.

I spoke with a young girl last night who had just cut herself, still ripe with both the physical and emotional pain. I didn’t know this girl, but I loved her so, my heart bled for her. She said “how can anyone understand me?” My scars showed her that at least one person could.

In that moment I became thankful for my scars, thankful […]

5/1/2014 2 comments

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