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welll here I go

by onkerio 5/25/2014

written by onkerio

Well ive been here almost a month. I found this sight to realy help me.

But yea here is my full introduction.

Hi my name is julien nicholas vetter. Im a 15 year old boy I live in south africa. Johannesburg, Â guateng. im a musician and play almost all instruments.

I cut myself very often. I am a honors in math, science, home economic, Â and creative writing (poetry).

And ive found no reason any more to continue.

Ive attempted suicid many times. And I ran away from home many more times.

Im sick of life. I often think life made as a si k joke when it got bored. And said […]

5/25/2014 1 comment

my story

by johnytwotimes1 5/23/2014

written by johnytwotimes1

Hi, I’m a 15 year old boy, I’m currently a closet bi-sexual, and have, in my own way, suffered a lot over the years. For starts, I’ve had to deal with both mental and physical bullying my whole life, save for this year. When I was in 4th grade, I had only 1 friend, and when I tried to make a new one, this kid thought I was trying to take his only friend away, so instead of telling me so, he physically bullied me to try to get his point across. Every time he caught me talking to his friend, he would come up […]

5/23/2014 2 comments

lost

by xts 5/18/2014

written by xts

Im 17 years old, male, in a small town. My parents have been fighting non stop for what feels like since I was a little kid. i dont know what to do. im lost in what direction i should go, i need to get out of here, my home feels like a prison in which the guards are all holding guns to my head and im begging them to pull the trigger, i cant stay with friends, and my closest family lives one city over 300 miles away. i want it to end and death means i dont need to feel anything ever again…ever.

5/18/2014 4 comments

by 853 5/9/2014

written by 853

a memory so long ago

possibly the earliest sign ofÂ trouble

i was in junior baseball leagueÂ

played left field

a large pickup drove into the park

it swerved left and right

everyone ran with their kid/friend – i didn’t

i stared blankly almost longinglyÂ

it could run me over – Â so what

if i was wanted then Â somebody would save me

5/9/2014 1 comment

Just Done

by dissapearforever101 5/3/2014

written by dissapearforever101

I’ve been struggling with my body for so long. Ever since I was a little girl, I was always the “fattest” kid around. I got made fun of a lot, but I moved on, as a little child would. Now it’s worse. I can’t stare at myself in a mirror for longer than 2 seconds. I have gotten bullied by others, for being ugly and fat. I have no friends. At school I am the last pick for everything, and everyone hates me. I try to be nice to everyone, but for every nice thing I say twenty bad things are said about me. I […]

5/3/2014 1 comment

lost and scared

by allienewman_ 5/2/2014

written by allienewman_

I don’t even know what to to anymore. I feel so alone and I have no one to talk to, so I guess that’s why I’m here. I’m 16 and I’ve been struggling with depression since my stepfather (he was like my dad) walked out on me when I was 11. My mom left him and I saw him for a little while after that, but eventually he told me he didn’t want to see me anymore because he had a girlfriend with a kid and wanted to start over. my biological dad isn’t around, and has never made any attempt to contact me. I […]

5/2/2014 2 comments

I’m Finished

by danlesmiz 4/22/2014

written by danlesmiz

I’ve been struggling for so long now.Â The depression started at age 13 and never ceases.Â At age 17 I attempted suicide and after nearly needing a liver transplant, I survived.Â I committed to give it several more years to see if it gets better.Â It doesn’t.

My life is easier than 99% of the world.Â I wish I could take my life and let a North Korean have my opportunity.Â I’m fairly good looking, smart, and athletic; but I never cease wishing I were dead.Â I know I was happy as a kid, but I can’t really remember it.Â It’s been so long.Â Many people […]

4/22/2014 2 comments

Proof that humans are foolish

by addicted 4/19/2014

written by addicted

We put lots of efforts to live and hoping for practically unattainable success.

Very small amount of that effort is enough for suicide. ItÂ is lot more easier for a bankrupt business man to suicide than rebuilt all the money he lost

Most importantly, there are lot of humans living out there for whom I can confidently say probability of success is absolutely zero.

There are good number of people who hate all things they do and also hate all things other humans do and hate their life but still struggling to live, even new born kid say this kind of living is illogical and stupid.

Hence provedÂ

4/19/2014 1 comment

Some Days

by KnightMonster 4/17/2014

written by KnightMonster

Having a new kid in the house has been hard. Already had a 2 year old and now a 16 month old…. Its enough to make you feel like you are losing it. Went from working 50+ hours a week to now a strict 36 hours. Working on interviews for a 2nd job. Have been off my medication for 2 weeks now, not because I was trying to quit them but because I’ve simply been too busy and lazy to deal with refilling them. Not sure it was a great idea to avoid getting them refilled but hopefully it doesn’t set me back too far. […]

4/17/2014 2 comments

the reason I want to die so much

by killmealready97 4/15/2014

written by killmealready97

my whole life hasnt been easy it started when I was 2 my dad hung himself in his office at work I dont remember him except this one time we wer watching racing on tv i was on his lap thats all I remember of him then at age 6 my sisters boyfriend touched me I was too young to understand what happened but when he was caught doing it to another kid he was arrested police asked me but I was too scared,of what people would think of me he went to prison for 2 years then at age 8 we moved from my […]

4/15/2014 6 comments

im a ghost

by killmealready97 4/14/2014

written by killmealready97

im sat here in the middle of my moms living room on the couch listening to music,its like im a ghost they dont see me and if they do they dont care that im here so why am i? why havent I ended it they would notice me hours if I went to my room and ended it they wouldnt find me till its too late,they wont care they never have they know im depressed and they dont even try anymore I see it in their eyes they think im fucked up freak and maybe am which makes it that much clearer that I shouldnt […]

4/14/2014 4 comments

Hopefully this Is It

by lifeishorrible 4/12/2014

written by lifeishorrible

I’m on my six advil.I’m going slow so I don’t throw It back up.I feel kinda high,I hope It stays like that & hopefully I feel no pain.I’m sorry to everyone.Sorry I wasen’t good enough,I’m sorry for all the pain I have caused anyone.I’m sorry for everything.I’m crying right now cause I had dreams.I’ve always wanted a kid.Always always wanted a baby girl;(I wanted to name her Savannah Miranda Espinoza.Damn I feel the advils.I need to hurry up and get out the house If I do pass cause I don’t want my sister to see my body.Fuck Is this really It or am I just […]

4/12/2014 6 comments

Might As Well…

by CrimsonDream 3/16/2014

written by CrimsonDream

I guess I’m just gonna list all the reasons I want to do this:

1. Let’s see my view on myself is a worthless piece of shit, I’m broken beyond repair and time is not healing me

im a person who is very self-destructive of herself its defiantly not okay.

2. I’m 13 fucking years old I shouldn’t have this view on myself but I do and really is it not sad?

3. I’m severely depressed like clinically diagnosed so I guess this was coming right?

4. I, a major fuck up and I don’t deserve to live […]

3/16/2014 2 comments

Protected: “Dead eyez” a true storri.

by Lucidarium 2/14/2014

written by Lucidarium

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

2/14/2014 0 comment

Anonymity for the Win for the Hanna Montana Harlot with Curious Hair

by fortunear 2/8/2014

written by fortunear

Jubilee, Jubilee
Wherefore art thou identity?
Seriously who the fuck is this chick?

I have spent two and a half nights, probably the most I have ever spent investigating this type of mystery, trying to find the real name of the attractive real doll-esque pig-tailed, vibrantly clothed, childishly accessorized actress. Yes, I admit, I like pig tailed, vibrantly clothed, childishly accessorized, adorably sexy females. But I am not a pedophile. I like those clothes to be strainingly stretched across well developed breast, a shapely buttocks, and a sexy ID with a birthdate before 1996. Hot damn.

So with that introduction, that will hopefully hold up in court, […]

2/8/2014 3 comments

Do Y’all Care?

by DarkLove16 1/27/2014

written by DarkLove16

I don’t know if anybody cares, but clearly by the poetry I’ve written I have issues. Nobody cared to comment, so I guess I’m not cared about at all. I have been told to go die in a hole my sister, my dad has told me that EVERYTHING is my fault, and we won’t even get started on my mom. My family is not abusive in anyway. Just verbally when they’re mad. I have ADD and insomnia. I’m a good kid. I don’t get in trouble. I love God. But for some reason, every time I close my eyes I see the evil that I […]

1/27/2014 3 comments

What now

by BrooklynBoxx 12/6/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

.. Have i ever thought i’d get to this point no.. im only 14 why am i here. What did i do to deserve this. I guess this is the time i’d share my story right? Exsplain it all get it out, wipe my slate clean. But im sure none of you care to hear my story. So if you dont stop reading, its not gonna be a happy one.

I was 3 when my mom kidnapped me, she abused me every day tried to kill me once out of jealousy, cause after i was born no one gave her attention anymore. Great mom right? after […]

12/6/2012 3 comments

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