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you won,satisfied?

by KIRA 9/27/2013

written by KIRA

Right from the start
When we first met
I knew you were trouble
Yes,I do regret

The little brat was deceived
Did he do anything?
NO

You pulled him down
His spirit’s crying
In the dark now
So sad,he can put a teardrop in the devil’s eye

9/27/2013 9 comments

Stranger

by Crystal_Ice 9/24/2013

written by Crystal_Ice

I made a friend today. He first talked to me because of my skeleton hoodie. He said it was cool. Then, we sat beside each other when looking for pictures online to paint in Art Club. He searched “Skrillex Hair” when I happened to glance over at his screen. “Hey, Skrillex is awesome” I said. He smiled and said “yeah” We talked for a bit and he showed be funny pictures, then helped me pick out a picture to paint. He asked me if I were a brony, I said yes, so he showed me pony-fied Skrillex.

…So that’s the nice stranger I met today. He’s […]

9/24/2013 3 comments

Join Us Here, One and All!

by RealTalk30 9/24/2013

written by RealTalk30

Hello, new people of the SuicideProject.

My name is Ryan, but you can just call me RealTalk30, or RealTalk, or RT3, or just RT. I am 31 years old and I live in California USA. I’ve been frequenting this web site for about 4 months now, and I’ve become a regular here. I’ve met some really amazing people here, and it’s unfortunate that such amazing people can be so alone, scared and angry. We all have our reasons for being here. My reason for being here is that there is no other place for my selective opinions, not too many places like this one where I […]

9/24/2013 112 comments

Knowing a Stranger?

by theforgottenfew 9/5/2013

written by theforgottenfew

It’s strange…
When you have never met, or even spoken to a person…yet you feel like on some level you already know them.
It may be you feel that way because of things that someone tells you about them,
or it may be because in a way you know what they are going through.
You know them through someone else’s correspondence with them,
because you try to reassure the person that loves this stranger you feel you know.
You feel helpless…because you wish you could tell that person how much they are loved by someone, yet you can’t.
You feel useless because with all the […]

9/5/2013 0 comment

The Saddest Kind Of Happiness.

by Dez 8/22/2013

written by Dez

Just a couple of days ago my friend and I planned an amazing road trip!Â On Oct 22 we are heading to Los Angeles! I am going to meet an amazing girl I have met on the internet and then on Oct 25 we are going to commit suicide.Â A little messed up, but ever since the plans have been made…I’ve been happy. Well, about as happy as a suicidal schizophrenic can get. I smile more and I crack jokes more often…Â But the girl I’m meeting isn’t as happy as I am.Â Sure that’s put a damper on my mood, but I’m uber excited and I can’t wait […]

8/22/2013 1 comment

Is It Better To Have A Friend To Fall With Or A Friend To Pick You Up?

by Dez 8/20/2013

written by Dez

For about a year now I’ve yearned for suicide and I’ve dealt with my mental insanity, by myself.

But now I’ve met someone with my same problems! We talk about suicide like its not a bad thing, we talk about our hallucinations like everyone has them, we talk about our anorexia like our parents would be proud, and we talk about running away from home like it’s a normal thing to do.

Sometimes I can’t help but feel like she’s bringing me farther off the cliff, other times I think I couldn’t live life without her. She’s convinced me to set a date for us to run […]

8/20/2013 4 comments

I think its my time

by putty3737 8/14/2013

written by putty3737

I wish this life would through me a little hope im really drowning and don’t see a way out but this. I dont see a point of living anymore. I met the women i saw in dreams for many years I was suppose to marry and it was awful but great to cause I loved her so much and she did me to but then bad things after bad things kept happening and she dumped me after 2 and half years together. We had planned on getting married but couldn’t cause im on disability for brain and mental problems i have and if we got […]

8/14/2013 0 comment

27 and hopeless

by badfish 8/2/2013

written by badfish

I am a 27 year old man.Â I am writing this because I don’t know what else to do. I am sorry if this is extremely long but I feel as though I just have to get this out of me.Â I will understand ifÂ no one were to read this.

I often feel hopeless about everything in my life.Â As a child I grew up in a small town North of a major city.Â I had friends, played lots of sports but often felt like an outcast for no reason in particular.Â I would often become very angry if anyone rubbed me the wrong way.Â […]

8/2/2013 11 comments

New To The Idea

by otoha0309 7/27/2013

written by otoha0309

I’ve recently started truly considering ending things.

I met the woman of my dreams and fell head over heels in love with her. She was beautiful and amazing and felt like the woman I felt I deserved. So like an idiot I rushed foolishly into marriage with her. And immediately after getting married she changed into a totally different person. She started having conversations on her phone with guys talking about how they wanted to hook up with her and she would go along with it. So we ended up arguing and fighting about it but she took it way beyond just a fight. So she […]

7/27/2013 4 comments

Protected: The Beginning of the End

by SatteliteHeart 7/27/2013

written by SatteliteHeart

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

7/27/2013 0 comment

I have a future through him <3

by Caylee Turner 7/16/2013

written by Caylee Turner

I have a reason to stay alive. I know nobody cares but for so long I barely lived with any reason but now I found him. He brings me pure happiness. For the first time I have a smile that is really mine. Behind closed eyelids no longer am I haunted with nightmares and worry but peace and knowing when I wake up he will be there right beside me. When I feel his warmth the coldness in my heart melts away and I am left feeling such strong love that it keeps my thoughts so far away and I can actually live. I am […]

7/16/2013 2 comments

Torment

by Rain 7/16/2013

written by Rain

I am 19. I used to get bullied and sexually abused when I was in elementary school. In middle school, there was no sexual abuse just bullying, but I met Him. We didn’t go to the same middle school, but he lived across the street from me. I was at his house every day when I got out of school. His brother, Him, and I. We were always alone as their uncle and aunt were always out working or partying. Soon, it was only he and I..together alway. We went to the same highschool and I was bullied no more. He had given me a […]

7/16/2013 3 comments

I’m losing “my” first girl I really love. Am I ?

by immense 6/16/2013

written by immense

Hello,

First of, all. i’m not sure if this is a part of the project, but it made me laugh indeed.
” ERROR: Banned by WangGuard Is a mistake?.”
Anyway…
I’ll keep it short 🙂 10 months ago, I have met a very interesting person, over the Internet. Actually, SHE met me (chatted me up on some forum, where I trolled, never wanted to see anyone, but I made one exeption this time). So we chatted. I liked fer. Later, a lot.. Then she said something like “I do not believe you are real, come and meet me” So I did, we did. This went for 4 […]

6/16/2013 2 comments

So, Uhm, Hi…

by JustKeepDreaming 6/12/2013

written by JustKeepDreaming

Well, I guess hello.
I don’t exactly know what I am doing here..
About ten minutes ago I was ready to end my life, but a person I know recommended I check out this one website awhile back and I figured it couldn’t hurt. That’s how I ended up here.
I don’t really know what I am suppose to say, or do. But I just really need to tell someone what is on my mind.
If you are also on this site reading my words, it is safe to assume that you’re dealing with something around the topic of suicide so you know the amount […]

6/12/2013 12 comments

bad life

by umair 5/20/2013

written by umair

hi my name is umair ad i am 21 years old my story of life is very unique when i was 5 year old my cousin said me that she loves me she was just 4 years old and now our love is 17 years old this is very strange we started to love each other when we did not know the meaning of love but i think we started to loveÂ because we born for each other i was living very happy life with her but at the start of this year my cousin told me Â that her parents are looking for a good boy […]

5/20/2013 0 comment

What should I do …?

by frozen_outcast 5/18/2013

written by frozen_outcast

Hey everyone , you can call me Reem . I’m 16 years old and live in Saudi Arabia .. at the first look at me you’ll see a normal girl who has an amazing life , who doesn’t need anything and has no reason to be sad or deprssed , but that proves you don’t know me ..

I’ve been holding this for a long , long , long time … I forgot even when it all started , but I wanna let it out and share it in order to fully open up for the first time in my life !

5/18/2013 2 comments

It’s Only A Matter Of Time. (part 3, I tried again)

by mortuarychic 4/20/2013

written by mortuarychic

I realize that I got ahead of myself in the last post, left out some key points…. left out reasons why. At this point I sat down in class, this stuff I have not shared….I had enough of being a freak show for one day.Â I go to school with about 100 students…. I am the youngest there…. only a baby…. only 18. I moved away from my family to go to school. I wanted to be happy, I was free of the shadows and pressures that suffocated me day after day. I wasn’t happy, I never was. I didn’t know anyone, so I didn’t […]

4/20/2013 1 comment

name

by perspectivexx 4/18/2013

written by perspectivexx

i met a girl

and she told me

that she thought

she did not deserve a name

what i did

was rename her beautiful

now that’s what she cuts

into her own skin

-e.m.

4/18/2013 0 comment

Maybe i might be getting somewhere…?

by lonelyinside 3/20/2013

written by lonelyinside

wow, what i crazy past few weeks.

lets see, um i week ago, after not being able to talk to my bf for over a week, he actually messaged me back saying that it wasnt going to work out.. that he only asked me out on spur of the moment feelings and that he did care about me… what a load of crap. I actually did cut some more, and i do regret them this time. For once, i actually found someone that i wanted to be with and he dumped me. I feel like absolute shit.

Anyway my 16th birthday is in 25 days and my […]

3/20/2013 0 comment

It Doesn’t Hurt

by unstuckone 3/14/2013

written by unstuckone

It doesnâ€™t hurt to grow up poor. It doesnâ€™t hurt when your daughter is born with medical problems. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your father died. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your step-father died. It doesnâ€™t hurt when you sacrifice happiness for duty. It doesnâ€™t hurt having your dog put down. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your grandmother died. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your â€œotherâ€ mother died. It doesnâ€™t hurt not being there when your uncle died. It doesnâ€™t hurt when you sacrifice happiness for others. It doesnâ€™t hurt watching others destroy what you built. It […]

3/14/2013 0 comment

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