I have a reason to stay alive. I know nobody cares but for so long I barely lived with any reason but now I found him. He brings me pure happiness. For the first time I have a smile that is really mine. Behind closed eyelids no longer am I haunted with nightmares and worry but peace and knowing when I wake up he will be there right beside me. When I feel his warmth the coldness in my heart melts away and I am left feeling such strong love that it keeps my thoughts so far away and I can actually live. I am so deeply in love with him that my soul is not my own anymore I have given him everything. I am no longer the same person I have changed in the best way possible and this is all thanks to him. He has touched what I believed an already dead soul and given it such life that shines brighter than any star. His love gives me hope for a future. One I never saw possible until I met this wonderful man who has captured my heart. He is my perfect half. I love him more than anything this world has to offer. I sit here crying tears of happiness because even when he is asleep I feel happiness because he has stayed by my side this is more than anyone has ever done for me. He has given me life. I love Jordan Christian with everything my soul has to offer. Thank you for showing up in my life thank you saving me but most importantly thank you for loving me the way you do. I know I have a future now because your in it.