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Pain

by Deleted.from.society 10/20/2014

written by Deleted.from.society

“Little girl messed up inside
Wished that she had wings to fly
Away from sadness
Away from pain
Away from all the things they said
But when the darkness comes at night
She tears down the walls inside
Little girl messed up inside
Told me there are reasons why
She takes the blade into her skin
Killing demons deep within
But when the sunlight sets to rise
Still she wishes she could die

Little girl messed up inside
Cries and pleads, asking why
Some just die without their will
But some can’t even settle, stay still
Without the urge to end it all
Only wanting to […]

10/20/2014 6 comments

Mommy?

by HippieGurl 7/31/2014

written by HippieGurl

I don’t want to cut anymore I don’t want to smoke But what reason do I need to stop for? You wanted me to change and I did I became a whole new person just so you would be proud of me and where did that get me? It got me nowhere your still not proud, I don’t want to be a mini Jasmine or Laura Jr. I want to be Mya and Mya wants to dance, sing, run away with her guitar and write music. I was happy in Oregon I had a bunch of friends and almost had a boyfriend But you dated […]

7/31/2014 1 comment

you left me

by The_red_fairytale 4/22/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

Iâ€™m scared, I want my mommy here with me, holding my dear.
So alone in the dark again; they wonâ€™t tell me what happened.
The people around me are crying and sobbing, and I donâ€™t know what to do.

They say be brave
They say you’ll be missed.
They say not to be like you, but I don’t understand why.

I cry because I know that I canâ€™t see you; at least thatâ€™s what they say
I cry because I canâ€™t get you back, I want you back.
I cry because it was your choice to leave, why mommy?
I donâ€™t understand did I do something […]

4/22/2014 0 comment

Why am i here??

by ihopeso 10/13/2013

written by ihopeso

Why am I here? Is probably the question I’ve asked myself everday since I was nine years old I hated myself the way I looked and I thought that my parents hated me. I still think they do. My mom just yells at me so much and I can’t help but yell back. My therapist says all of this has led to depression and anxiety and I should try to build a relationship with my mother but I can’t help sleeping until 11 pm googling ways to kill my myself because if I ever decide to do it I want to do it right.

10/13/2013 4 comments

I want an answer

by Blake SinBad 6/8/2013

written by Blake SinBad

I’ve been trying to figure this out for years. I’ve always had “mommy/daughter” issues. But they’re one-sided. I know we have them, she doesn’t. I’ve tried to explain to her that I don’t likeÂ what she does or how I am being treated, and she just brushes it off. I mean sure, we have our great moments. Yesterday, we went to Southlands Mall, (It’s in CO), and she actually offered to go into Hot Topic. I was very surprised, but then realized that she wouldn’t approve of anything I wanted to get. So I said no, and followed her into Bath and Body Works. She’s pretty […]

6/8/2013 2 comments

Secretly

by Selbstmord 4/9/2013

written by Selbstmord

Secretly it hurts… it hurts so bad i feel like ill break down… should I be with someone I crush on or had been with and trust… depression or lies… who what… make it all stop, Jason make it all stop i need you… Take me away and with that my memory, oh please it hurts im the marionette of a whore… secretly it hurts and id rather scream than smile.. mommy saw my scars.. bubby is so sad because Im not sure if i want him… the sub yelled at me all day.. give up because you cant be a string player… no no […]

4/9/2013 1 comment

Short story thing with no title.

by BladesxOfxHope 1/4/2013

written by BladesxOfxHope

I sit there, curious about the cut on her arm. She looks sad. Did she do it on purpose? My mommy is crying, she’s crying over Sophie’s body. Sophie did hurt herself.

“Mommy, what happened?” I ask.

My mommy just looks at me. She looks very, very sad. I think I didn’t ask the right thing. “Sophie hurt herself very bad.”

I am confused. Then I hear my big brother, my worst enemy, Joshua, come in. He looks at Sophie, who still hasn’t woken up, and this look of rage enters his face. He starts screaming bad things at me. “It’s yourÂ fault!”

“Why where you even born!?”

“You waste […]

1/4/2013 2 comments

Back from the Dead

by 13vida 11/5/2012

written by 13vida

Hey guys, it’s been a while. Things have been going a whole lot smoother, it’s been better since September, but I’ll make sure to catch everyone up. During the summer, I went over to my father’s house more often and I enjoyed the time I got to spend with him and my step-mom, I enjoyed feeling free and responible at the same time; it was so much like cutting. Then, a little bit afterwards, my mom got pregnate, it’s the first time this has happened in five years and I am just freakin’ excited and happy for her, but she’s taken it way too far […]

11/5/2012 1 comment

Mummy’s girl.

by kurea 9/28/2012

written by kurea

Not feeling overly great today 🙁

Last night i broke down crying in front of my mum. A pile of crap just kept spilling out of my mouth about how i was afraid to leave the house and how afraid i was that she’d die (completely unfounded, it’s not like she’s terminally ill there’s no reason for that fear) and i just couldn’t stop crying. We were discussing the possibility of me moving in with a friend. Whilst i’d love to be out and be independent with a friend so i can actually have something resembling a normal life, i’m terrified to leave her. Almost like […]

9/28/2012 3 comments

Rosaleigh

by katiebear12 9/24/2012

written by katiebear12

I am suffering through this because my niece… she used to bring some light into my world but because i cant feel anything but saddness and fear anymore, im not sure if i love her…shes only one year old right now and i cant leave her be because she needs me, she has actually called me mommy and i cant stand […]

9/24/2012 2 comments

Off to the Ward..

by lydiarose 9/20/2012

written by lydiarose

Today it was decided that for my safety and my little sisters safety it would be better to put me in a ward for a couple of weeks or months… You see that my mother is a extremely strict Christian – And after i came out to my family as a homosexual – She know believes i am possessed by a demon… So after a couple times of trying to kill myself because my father is disappointed at me , and tells me im disgusting she decide for ” my own good ” And “The protection of my little sister” That i need to go […]

9/20/2012 6 comments

The only reason I cant go through with it..

by ALLbeletsHAPPY 8/2/2012

written by ALLbeletsHAPPY

My mother. I know it would tear her apart.. Especially since shes going theough an insanely rough patch in her life. I juat couldnt cause her so muchMore pain. She deserves happiness and thats all I really want for her. I think yesterday would have been the day.. Oh mommy.. Why cant you just.. Idk not care? 🙁

8/2/2012 1 comment

Im Broken.

by nothing_life13 7/11/2012

written by nothing_life13

The two things that have kept me pushing threw life are my dogs. Sad isnt it? Scotty and Sky .

Ive had sky for 7 years. Ive had scotty for 3. They where best friends. We where best friends. I cried with them, loved them, played with them. I always turned to them when things got bad. They loved me.

Well Guess what happened on Friday the 6th ? My poor little girl Sky got hit by a car. Shes gone. I dont know what to do or how to feel. Ive never lost anybody close to me before and i gotta tell you, it really hurts. […]

7/11/2012 4 comments

I know how it feels..

by haleyjeansmith 5/31/2012

written by haleyjeansmith

I know how it feels to be sad. Depressed. Like no one cares. Like you don’t want to live anymore. I feel that right now. I would think a lot on how would I kill myself. Finally I made up my mind.. I wasn’t going to hang myself, or cut my throat or wrist. I figured the best way was to over dose. What could happen. I wouldn’t feel the pain.Â I would just take the pills and go to sleep. No big deal. I would say no one would care. I am just some ugly stupid girlÂ who is stupid and worthless. I am sitting […]

5/31/2012 3 comments

Time just keeps on ticking.

by ALLbeletsHAPPY 5/25/2012

written by ALLbeletsHAPPY

People tell me that with time, i’ll start to feel happy again. I guess its sort of right. I always have my happy moments, but somehow it has to stop. Something always wrecks it.

Today my mom broke up with her boyfriend, he was such a good guy to her.. She really deserves a person like him, i just think shes afraid to get attatched again since my parents divorce. Anyway, she got rid of her bed because it was his, and she is sleeping on the floor for a while. I wanted to give her my bed for the time being, but she would […]

5/25/2012 0 comment

Just Take Everything Away

by IndividualityKills 4/29/2012

written by IndividualityKills

Its not even like I’d care .. Almost everythings gone anyway . I had my parents taken away when I was 2 because of drug addiction . All my biggest hopes and wishes were taken away when I was 8 and I realized “mommy” & “daddy” don’t think I’m any more important than their drugs and new boyfriends/girlfriends . When I was 11 , leuchemia took my grandma from me . This past winter my past caught up with me . All my memories started rushing back and I started acting differently . Because I’d changed so much , all my friends were taken from […]

4/29/2012 1 comment

What will the neighbor think!?

by alwaysonsomethingluv 3/19/2012

written by alwaysonsomethingluv

My parents denie to take me to a doctor. They think I’m just in a ‘phase’. That there is nothing wrong with me. I’m just being rude and moody. They can’t see beyond that. Why?
Because think of it. What will the neighbors think!? *le gasp*
What will the neighbors say if their daughter takes antidepressants?
How will mother and fathers friend say?
It not right. She’ll get over it, just ignore it.
Yes just ignore it, and while you worry about what the neighbor thinks, I’ll be in my room doing my new hobby. Cutting. But don’t worry mommy I’ll hide them. We wouldn’t […]

3/19/2012 1 comment

I Think I Can’t Continue Anymore .. But I Have To For Him

by mapazita 3/4/2012

written by mapazita

So Much Stuff Can Go Through A Girl’s Mind .. It’s Funny How At My Age I Had To Go Through All This, It’s Not Even Fair. I Turned 16 On January 29th .. My First Birthday Without My Father, Still None Cared.. Plus I Didn’t Wanted None To Feel Pitty For Me. As I Said On My Other Post .. My Mom Got A New Boyfriend .. We Moved To His House 3 Week’s go. I Had To Leave All My Friend’s Again And The Best-Boy Friend In The Whole World. She Moved My World Up Side Down Back Again Just Like She Did […]

3/4/2012 1 comment

Why I feel the way I feel?

by N8V3 2/8/2012

written by N8V3

I feel the way I feel because I feel nobody loves me butt it I probably not true at all I just now made this because I have to tell Simone guess how old I am? Ian only 13 and my parents are probably going to break up it I manly because of all of the stress going on in all of our family like from my dads side of the family everyone one of his sisters just broke up with each other so there children are staying with us and they just cry and cry and cry one is 13 months old he crys […]

2/8/2012 1 comment

a dream of another reality..

by saddest-panda 1/14/2012

written by saddest-panda

one night one night i had this dream .. the sky was dark and the whole worls was mean mommmy you where there but you went the same ..you had no money and you were insane i remember you spent everything we had on morphineâ€¦

you couldn’t pay the rent of a two bedroom so we shared our broken house with a couple of goons .. who sold drugs and where all cracked out they stayed in the living room sleeping on the couch ..

momy mom why rant you eating â€¦ im not hungry dear .now goodbye im leaving.. she walked out the door sometimes it […]

1/14/2012 0 comment

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