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anti-climactic Aristocrat

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

I manage to log into my second Facebook account every other day, in hopes that my mom wrote me back. She does sometimes. but most of the time i have to wait for days before she writes me.

i don’t know why i try so hard, she never wanted me in the first place. she used to tell me she wished she had gotten an abortion, and some how i always manage to over look that. but today im just so so so far down in the rut i started realizing that this is what my potential life will be like. i cant manage to do […]

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death by human experience

by deathbylies
written by deathbylies

When the leaves have fallen from all the trees around me
And the rivers run dry and the seas are lonely
When the skies are black and the tides are turning
i will stand in the arms of fire and burning

i have lived in darkness a long time
over the years my eyes adjusted
until the dark become my world
now i see

times up
clock starts
get in line
fuck up
all hope is lost
the end is here

the road to b’ak’tun 1.0.0.0.0.23

 

 

 

 

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Life Finally Caught Up With Me

by Edd_
written by Edd_

I’m not a bad person but I am a fucking mess.

For years I have lived my life with no goal, no direction. I got through high school, finished college, got a job, an apartment but I never felt like I am doing anything worthwhile with my life. I survive. That’s all there is. All these years i have lived without consequences. I am a lose rocket that’s barely steered yet I still managed to not hit anything. Until recently. In another act of self destruction, I walked into a situation which I knew was gonna be trouble. The results did not surprise me. I ended […]

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I am tired

by bbbaron
written by bbbaron

I had a long day. It wasn’t horrible, just more of the same… waking up feeling horrible (a little extra bad today), dreading going to work… having to face negativity,  making mistakes, and feelings of  incompetence.  Biting my tongue. Trying to find a balance between politeness, diplomacy, and getting my needs met.

I was very late, under prepared, stressed, and embarrassed. No one else seemed to care too much… aside from the usual curiosity and confusion over my poor attitude. I hate looking inept but I am. I am sick, tired, fighting with my head every day… I am so tired. Went to class after work. I couldn’t focus. […]

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Only human

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

i laugh when i am sad,

i hurt when i am mad

i scream when i cant take it

i drop when i cant make it

i stand when i am strong

and rush the day along

because soon i will collapse

and cave in all the traps

im not really good at life

its an endless endless strife

so take it all away

i cant make the day

when all is good in well

i dont stand a chance in hell

but i am only human

the words that destroy men

i can laugh  when i am happy

and smile through the misery

this cant last forever

or ill severe the end-ever

i have my goods and bads

my moments of happy and sads

i am […]

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A month straight from satans asshole…

by Alayna
written by Alayna

This past month has been so many things; horrendous, miserable, cloudy with a chance of shit, amazing and terrible at the same time.

I attempted to make amends with my mother…she at the first opportunity sent me home said goodbye and drove off.

I tried to help a child in need but was chased away by an overprotective foster parent.

I made an effort to fit in and went to a part, somebody slipped something into my non-alcoholic drink and I ended up vomiting all over the front lawn

I found a boy…A boy who seemed to like me for me scars and all. I remember the first night we shared together, he took me to a […]

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Seconds away from death.

by Different
written by Different

Today I was seconds away from ending my life. What changed my mind I still do not know.

 

After 10 years of SEVERE deppresion I am tired, I am tired of it all. I am exhausted.

I tried fighting back for year after year. Medications and therapy(many different therapists) for 10 years and I have not moved a single step forward. Not one step..

2 years ago I gave up. After 8 years of trying I was tired of fighting and in the end i realised I am never going to feel joy again.  I gave up hope.

I have always had suicidal thoughts for as long as I […]

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New day

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

okay to answer some questions, i got ride of my old posts because they just didnt seem like me, anymore.

so now im going to post stuff on here that interests me and peaks curiosity. participate if you want. and since not many ppl veiw my posts i guess i wont get to much flack over it. okay..

ShatteredGlass

 

 

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Shelf Life For Hope

by strangemusic
written by strangemusic

Abandon all hope, ye who enter here.

Nature has fixed no limits on our hopes.

Hope for the best but prepare for the worst.

Hope is nothing but wishful waiting.

Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out.

Hope is the little voice you hear whisper “maybe” when it seems the entire world is shouting “never!”

Hope is the upside of despair.

Hope is not the last to die but the dream is.

The miserable have no other medicine but only hope.

Beware how you take away hope from […]

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attraction

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

im attracted to your body heat

when we touch its like the first time that we meet

and when you speak its so soft and sweet

it pulls me in like a melody

and know when we kiss its  not good bye

i ill be here lost in time

because…

i cant survive with out you

know this girl i will never doubt you

your word is born and it means to me

all the things that are in my dreams

im lost in the static sound

it pulls me in and i touch the ground

no more wandering

lost and thought and its so haunting

because everything that i wanted

is all the things that you flaunted

ill kiss and hold […]

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Someone save me

by Ithuriel
written by Ithuriel

I want to die. I want to escape this place where I get screamed at for being angry, where doors slam all the time.

Will someone hold me quietly, save me from this place? Can I even risk that?

I am cursed. I cannot have anyone love me. Or I will be trapped in this hell called life.

I need someone. Just someone. To talk to, to listen. To respect my decision.

And to not say that he will miss me.

 

I’d rather be nowhere than here.

 

 

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inspiration

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

you know that life is like a ticking clock nobody knows when its gonna stop before im gone i need to touch someone with a word with a kiss with a decent song
and it gets lonely when you live out loud when the truth that you seek isnt in this crowd you better find your voice better make it loud we gotta burn like fire or we’ll just burn out

*** *** dolls rebel love song.

 

Man, it’s been a long day
Stuck thinking ’bout it driving on the freeway
Wondering if I really tried everything I could
Not knowing if I should try a little […]

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Living Is Hard To Do : Depression

by roojay13
written by roojay13

 

     As I’ve spoken about in previous posts, I’ve had depression, anxiety and paranoid delusions for most of my life and it’s not easy to live with, especially the depression.

     For me, at 11 years old it began with a deep sadness that just never seemed to lift.  It spiralled pretty quickly and I began to spend an awful lot of time alone in my bedroom.  I felt as though I was the loneliest person in the world because nobody could really relate to what I was feeling.  The thing that got to me most was that some people would say things like, “you’re […]

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by myranicolee
written by myranicolee

Besides what’s going on in my life

I had a bad day at school..

I was teased in every class…

For stupid stuf..

like for example I was called myrightnut

My names Myra…

And I was during about this in my notebook and someone tried to take it from me and I smacked their hand..

Then people started calling me a cat..

Calling me names..

And ECT… I’ve had two people say stop she’s gonna go sit somplace cry..

Wait keep talking maybe shell die if she does..

Stupid stuff…. And I only have one real friend thirbfor me …

Her names saveena..

She helps me…

I dont get the sence in cutting…

But for everytime im bullied ima keep […]

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Just… One more day.

by sleeplessinSTL
written by sleeplessinSTL

So, Im new on here and I’m not sure how to start this, but i guess ill just get to it.

My Life is like a Lifetime movie.

The reason I started cutting was because of my friend, Andrew. He was literally my bestfriend…. and I kinda had a crush on him. I knew that he had problems in his life, but dont we all? Yeah, I feel like a total ***** now.

Anyways, his family life was worse than I knew. I found this out when I walked to his house. I knew his parents weren’t home(they never were) because his dad was a jackass who, for all […]

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post about my life

by Sleeping ugly
written by Sleeping ugly

I’m a girl, a teen, and I’ve been considering suicide for the last 5 months. I live with my mother, only child, never met my father. I wouldn’t say we’re poor, but we don’t have things like typical families have, car, house, etc. We live in a apartment with 1 bedroom and living room, kitchen and bathroom. I have about 7 different things I can wear. I don’t own anything special.

 

Ever since I was 6 years old I’ve been very smart, and I’ve been praised for it. My mother got together with a man when I was 5, so we moved somewhere so that we […]

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am I in the wrong?

by lone_wolf
written by lone_wolf

So I told my house mate that I wasthinking about moving somewhere closer to campus and she was really angry. She said that I should have told her earlier. Her exact words was that I should have told her months ago because we should always share everything that we’re thinking. But I hadn’t even thought about considering moving anywhere months ago! We live really far from campus and it takes at least 20 min to bike there. I always have night classes and I’ve been having really early morning classes too where I have to start biking by 7am to get to campus on time. […]

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Has my entire life been worth living? NO! Rev 2

by Dead Right
written by Dead Right

I was going to post a short story and pose the question whether or not my life has been worthwhile and ask myself if I would be better off never being born or committing suicide as a teenager. (I am a lot older now). It got rather long.

Of late my rants have gotten rather lengthy and  I found this one to be getting the same. I am not sure that my condensed life story and my trials and tribulations would help anyone on this list except the elderly. Old people seem to be a great minority at this web site. I decided to sit on […]

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