So I recently discovered Demisexuality and I really need more help because I think I That’s what I am :s idk I just really confused help me please ?
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I’m falling apart.
My life is falling apart.
I have been so hopeful.
I’ve been trying so hard.
But I just keep receiving bad things.
Now I keep thinking bad things.
I just want to die.
I can’t do this anymore.
Life is too overwhelming.
I can’t get ahead.
I can’t catch a break.
I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t live like this anymore.
I want to die.
I need to.
Bye SP.
I really need a safe (free ) anger outlet that no1 will notice around me (parents /friends ) bcoz I have a LOT!! of built up anger that one day I’m afraid I won’t be able to control and I’ll direct towards the wrong person and it’s just not good so can someone help me ?
So I think I have anxiety I get so worried and I get these headaches everyday I get shaky and my heart starts beating fast I told my friend that I think I have anxiety and she thinks I have it also I’m scared it’s going to get worst I want to cry sometimes but I hold it back I hate this I really need some help do you guys have any advice to help me
does anyone need to get anything out it doesnt matter what its about it could be anger or sadness or happy or funny just absolutely anything. im here to talk with you and listen to you
I woke up today,lonely than ever and I realized it didn’t matter..
As I opened my eyes I realized that even my dreams are becoming a darker version of my obscured reality.
I’ve lost my purpose in this existence,as I’ve lost the need to care.
Sometimes when it gets too hard,like all the other pathetic living beings I seek for love, forgetting one essential fact,that love per se is a romantic version of people’s selfishness and I’m so tired from all this selfishness as I seek refuge paradoxically at myself.
The funny thing about myself,my only true friend,my only “true love”,my all is that it’s undeniably my […]
I tell myself I don’t need anyone but the truth is, they don’t need me.
From the moment we met I knew I wanted to be with you
There was no one else but you
No one could make me smile but you
No one could take the pain away but you
These 4 years have been amazing because of you
But we have had some rocky paths due to me and you
Lately I have been feeling very low because of you
We have good and bad times because of you
When I have urges they are taken away because of you
I want to live because of you
All I do is for you
I try to be brave because of you
I don’t know if I would still be […]
I wish I would die, that my body would just give out or some freak accident will happen to take me out. I’ve wondered if I could go to a bad area at night and coax someone into shooting me in the head. I feel like placing personal ads saying it’s a last ditch effort before I kill myself, because people need to be taught a fucking lesson about not completely fucking with others feelings.
I’m about 13 hours too late when i read a farewell post by Wndozh8r. Very upsetting to see him go but i understand both sides.
SP, i just wish you would rethink this rule. People contemplating suicide will either do it or not. It’s just a matter of time for me. If it weren’t for Wndozh8r there would’ve been good chance that i would suffer a very painful attempt and survive. My family, friends and colleagues would find out my dark secret. I could even be locked up in a pysch ward. My survival would be a bigger nightmare than this current one I’m living.
Even though […]
I haven’t cut myself for like 2 months, but I really want to right now. I just need to feel the pain.
I think I might have made a post like this some time ago, but the last few months have been … odd, to understate the case. I have some facets, some core beliefs I’ve formed, that make me an impossible girl indeed.
1) I’m a grey ace. Grey asexual. I can feel some sexual desire, though largely when reading erotic fic or something, sometimes for someone I care about, but I don’t want sex. Romance, yes. Sex, no. It took me a very long time to accept that this doesn’t make me broken, it simply puts me on a different […]
I really need to talk to somebody.
There’s no walking out. We talked about the fiery deepest pits of hell. But even above here is also a fiery hell.
I don’t need to open the score anymore. I don’t need to study anymore. Or watch the news. Or take up any examination. It won’t make a difference. The end is crystal clear.
When you said my life would be in the dumps, I didn’t think you were serious.
So that is why my mother never put much hope in me. This life is a mess, and no amount of investment will change it.
That house, this house, that room, this room. It’s […]
I feel like i should die. I just hate being around my family they kept taling me granted. They think i m just acting i m ill even afate doc said i cant be able to go clg bcz of spodalytis. My omly brother its a play fir me , he never get that i m still in pain i need his support they just avoid like i m nothing for them.
by Sampada
written by Sampada
I think of killing and cutting myself everyday and I don’t know why I’m not sure if I’m depressed and I’ve been depressed before and I have cut myself and I want to runaway sometimes I really need some help I don’t know what’s wrong
If you had the one chance to meet your past self, may it be your 5-year old or 12-year old, or your last year self, which age would it be? And what would you tell him/her?
For me, if I could meet my 12 year old self, I would tell her,
“Be happy. There’s no need to be so sad… It won’t solve anything nor is it of any use. Smile, because everything will be just fine. When you’re as big as me you’ll look back and realize the beauty is much more meaningful compared to the pain.”
Life always have a continue, sometimes you will think you are in front of a game over screen,
But you need to find the strength to put a coin in this machine.
Sometimes the coin will be in your pocket,
Sometime you will need to borrow it from your friends.
Sometimes you will be alone and feel like there is no more continue,
It may be hard but those times you will need to craft it yourself,
But you need to craft even if it’s hard because maybe this ”game” have a beautiful ending.
It may be a silly cheering but I’m with you guys!
Guys i had adieu you all. I had said i will be cutting my wrist. But i faild. I was applying local anesthesia cream on wrist which is need to be applied for 1hr before cutting.. when i applied i felt like fading and i trid to handl myself and bymistek that cream went into my eye and mouth.. I felt like unconscious. And from last two days i was sleepy and i faild. The worst thing i think
anyone want to talk or need to? Im kinda bored really. so im up for it. studying alone on a Saturday is a hard thing to do. all my classmates graduated and im still stuck in my 4th year of uni. I need to get out of my house ASAP. tired of living here. need that independence! but its hard to reach.