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Lost Loved Ones

by brodie3750 7/27/2015

written by brodie3750

i don’t understand how people can be there one day and then all of a sudden they’re gone.

It’s not fair that we should talk every day for weeks on end and create this beautiful friendship where we are open and honest with each other and then lose it all. And for what? We got together and I spent the night at your house and we stayed up talking and kissing and, to put it in a word, caressing one another. Then when I admit my feelings to you, you shoot me down. It’s cool if you don’t want a relationship, I can live with that. […]

7/27/2015 1 comment

Not sure

by moshmesoftly 7/27/2015

written by moshmesoftly

I don’t have anyone and I’m just not sure why. I try so hard and get nothing in return. It’s gotten to me recently and I’ve come to the realization that I have no one and nothing. I feel like I’m done for good this time. Maybe it’s for the better.

7/27/2015 2 comments

I wish I could sleep forever

by Myragestatic 7/26/2015

written by Myragestatic

I wish I could sleep forever, feel nothing but rested.
Idleness brings my sorrow, analysing and analysing.
Ever alone in this cage, some days I am on the outside.
A waste of time in the space of a breath.

How could I be such a fool?

I wish I could sleep forever, rather than take my life.
Dream deeply of cryptic patterns and events, even I cannot grasp or understand.
But still, in time, I would wake.
And this twisted feeling would begin again.

There would be much undone, by not being here.
This ultimately is what stays my hand.
To make others feel as I do would […]

7/26/2015 2 comments

I like the dark

by unlovedgiant 7/25/2015

written by unlovedgiant

There is nothing around me
Of interest.
No shapes, no sounds. It’s all
A blur.
The only thing I trust now is
Darkness.
Pain constant in my side, just…
Hurt.

My life feels doomed, forever
Empty.
I need help coming back to
Life.
I forgot what it’s like to feel
Happy.
The pain, it cuts like a
Knife.

Memories have been long gone;
Forgotten.
Why would I try to remember all
My fears?
They still plague me, haunt me
Even then.
I like the dark. Now no one can see
My tears.

7/25/2015 1 comment

It’s okay.

by tctc 7/21/2015

written by tctc

It’s okay to feel sad.
It’s okay to feel unwanted and lonely.
It’s okay to feel tired.

Afterall, pain is only temporary, right? And so is everything. Nothing lasts forever. Things only last long enough.

<3 y'all

7/21/2015 3 comments

I just want to stop…

by Java Thew Millennium 7/20/2015

written by Java Thew Millennium

Nothing sucks, nothing’s great.. i just want to stop :/

7/20/2015 3 comments

I Am That I Am

by ifuckedthequeen 7/18/2015

written by ifuckedthequeen

I am that I am. I am the epitome of potential. I am possibility incarnate. A wildest dream made manifest. I am living breathing destiny. I am a shooting star that has crash landed in this body. I am Smaug’s hidden treasure. The arcenstone has nothing on me. A legend in the making. A diamond with no need to bluff. Nebula’s for eyes that encapsulate a universe of unlimited infinitum. A gift of sardius stone blessed with third eye sight to peer into the great beyond. Angel wings to lift me above my woes and worries. I am the result of an infallible thought. Created […]

7/18/2015 8 comments

I have officially destroyed every memory I can

by The Advisor 7/18/2015

written by The Advisor

I did this to decrease the pain and anger and now, my only memories left are in music. That will be next. Memories are all I have left for happiness and I HATE THEM ALL!!!! It’s either pain or nothing at all. A to the motherfuckin’ men!

7/18/2015 3 comments

I truly believe I am destined for a life of nothing and depression.

by gwerg 7/16/2015

written by gwerg

Something big hit me today when I was lying down on my bed. I have came to the realization there is nothing I actually want to do with my life. And when I say nothing I mean absolutely nothing. Everybody I have ever known has their own set of goals or things they want to do with their life. Whether that be in a loving relationship with kids, travel the world, go to concerts and parties,do any activities and so on. Everybody wants to do something.

Me? I want to do absolutely nothing. I don’t look at anything and be like I want to do this […]

7/16/2015 15 comments

Temporary

by persephone 7/15/2015

written by persephone

Ever notice how everything is temporary.? Love, LIFE, happines etc… But depression, depression is forever it seems like. I wish it was temporary. I wish it was as easy to end depression as it is to end happiness. Depression will always be with me, and it sucks to know that. Because I am alone, even with so many people around I am alone. So I ask myself since everything is temporary what’s wrong with ending it early.? Then what would they all do.? Bury me and griev temporarily.. but my soul is will feel nothing, and I’d much rather feel numb, feel nothing at all […]

7/15/2015 0 comment

Asian Culture

by Black_Heart2001 7/11/2015

written by Black_Heart2001

Why does my mother care about my brother so much more than me even though he does literally nothing. He got kicked out of college, hasn’t been able to find a job, is planning to get married to a girl just as hopeless as him, and always asks for money. On the other hand, I have been living my entire life trying to prove that I am good enough for her.

Why – even with my 4.5 GPA and a stack of certificates as tall as me, and a room full of first place trophies – I am still not good enough for her to recognise […]

7/11/2015 5 comments

Alternate Universes

by boldfront 7/11/2015

written by boldfront

Sometimes I wonder if there really is an alternate universe, or another life, or a life in a life. And whatever might happen when you’re dead and your feet are no longer touching the ground.

What do you feel after you die? What do you see? Is everything pitch black, you with no thoughts whatsoever, you literally just gone? Are you really going to be up there, with a God who just so promised to have plans for you? Plans for your life? Or is there another life, where, once you’re dead, you live again. Live another life. Reborn. Forget your past life and just move forward. Start new.

Sometimes […]

7/11/2015 6 comments

Is there any hope for me?

by NotAttentionSeeking 7/11/2015

written by NotAttentionSeeking

I getting closer to 30 years old.
I am currently unemployed.
And apart from a few casual jobs which I could never last in,
I have never worked a day in my life.
I don’t have any friends.
In fact I don’t have any good rapport with anyone.
Which means I have absolutely no references.
I am still on my learners license after 9 years and 3 expiries.
I do nothing all day.
I am lazy and have no motivation.
Is there any hope for me at all?

7/11/2015 4 comments

12pm thoughts (Suicide note prt…)

by cant.fixme 7/9/2015

written by cant.fixme

It’s always late at night that i realize how lonely i am, It’s always at those moments when I want to talk to someone and tell them all about my problems and ask for advice that I realize that i’m alone, really alone. I mean i have what you can call “Friends” they’re amazing i love them and whenever i’m with them i’m always having a good time…But i’m not with them all the time and those times i always past them over thinking. About Love Life Sex Alcohol Depression Death-Lot’s of death.

I reach this spot where i can’t hold it in i want to […]

7/9/2015 1 comment

It’s time

by bayareaguy 7/8/2015

written by bayareaguy

No more heart or diabetes meds………..time to let nature take its course. I flushed them all down the toilet.

I’m not angry or seeking to hurt anyone. What I am, is lonely to the point of exhaustion. There is nothing out “there” because there is nothing in “here”, no value, no worth and no reason to exist. I know it sounds dramatic, but I just want to rest, to sleep and be at peace.

I could be here for days, weeks, months or even years more. I don’t know.

There was an actor named George Sanders. His most famous film, I would say, was All About Eve, which […]

7/8/2015 3 comments

When does it stop?

by christin0517 7/7/2015

written by christin0517

So very many times I’ve tried to just lie in bed. To not get up. To not walk to the bathroom. To not grab the razor that hides in the cabinet. So many times I’ve failed. So miserably failed. Relapse is a normal part of recovery, I know. But how many times can you relapse before you’re no longer recovering anymore?

7/7/2015 0 comment

Damn

by One Million Masks 7/5/2015

written by One Million Masks

I’d actually managed to forget what hollow meant, but hello– again– emptiness.

It’s not just that, of course; when it rains it pours.

Empty and useless and harmful.
Stupid and weak and obnoxious.

Yes, hi there–

Tired and wired and failing.

Well, it can’t all be smooth sailing I suppose–

Painful and wasteful and clumsy.
Willful and pitiful and stumbling.

Okay, sure, yes, but–

Just look how fast you’re crumbling.

Hey wait a minute, I’m–

Don’t you ever get tired of denying it? You’re wasting your time, just give in and start crying again.

But–

From your head to the tips of your toes, from your blood to your brain to your bones, you are empty.

No, no, […]

7/5/2015 6 comments

Thank You

by Black_Heart2001 7/5/2015

written by Black_Heart2001

You were good for nothing parents, and you made me want to kill myself countless times. You crushed whatever I built for myself just so you could feel superior. But I have to thank you for one thing. You have showed me how to not raise a child. I will never do to my children what you did to me.

7/5/2015 1 comment

Independence Day for me too

by jgulati 7/5/2015

written by jgulati

Every thump of each fireworks sounds like a million bullets in my head because I know she’s somewhere looking up smiling with him giving him the same look she gave me once. I want these lights to stop so I can finally fall asleep. I wish there was something I can take that didn’t make me selfish. I’m so alone so alone in this wretched mind. It’s normal now the pain.it feels normal now. The constant anxiety the constant panic it all seems so..welcoming. I’m dead to her today. I’m dead to everyone. I’m waiting to see how long until my courage builds up enough […]

7/5/2015 1 comment

This is most likely my goodbye

by mosha 7/4/2015

written by mosha

In this year I had 2 good days only nothing is going as planed my life is getting screwed up every day too ugly to get a girlfriend too stupid to pass a test too dumb to find a job. Iam really getting sick of this

7/4/2015 3 comments

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