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pain

please help..

by praj 8/12/2015

written by praj

I want to die and the option i have chosen is cutting vein of wrist… I have gone through all advices. But i just want suggestions for some painkillers to avoid the pain after cuts. Actually i cant see blood, and if its with pain then i am sure i will fail. I am 21 years old girl. Please give me suggeations and list of drugs which will easily available in medical.

And do anyone knoe what it advil/avil.. I think its a drug; overdose of which will cause death. Please give information about this also. Do fast as i habe just 10-12 hours left.

8/12/2015 16 comments

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by devils angel 8/11/2015

written by devils angel

I want to die. Can i please just die i’ve been suicidal since i was 11 and i just want to die i’ve tried to commit suicide before but i was unseccesful i wish my brother hadn’t walked in. If he didn’t then all my pain would be gone.

8/11/2015 3 comments

#SuckMyFuckDepression

by MaybeImAlreadyGone 8/10/2015

written by MaybeImAlreadyGone

Just a few things on my mind and I may seem harsh but reading some of these comments are making me ill. Your all encouraging each other to take your life’s? Giving each other options for easy ways out? I have been in the exact same situation as many of you&it does get better. We don’t need to encourage each other to take the easy way out. We need to be sharing some fucking hope! So if I come across as harsh, it’s because I generally care.

First of all, I don’t give a shit what anyone says; There is no reason why you should take […]

8/10/2015 16 comments

It’s about to begin

by Countingmydays 8/10/2015

written by Countingmydays

This is it. I’ve finally reached the ultimate irreversible thought of suicide, and never going back to the ‘so called’ dumb shit life. It’s gonna be a slow suicide anyway, it’ll probably take about 2 weeks for me to be completely dead, without being taken to the hospital. Now the hardest part is to pretend like I’m not dying haha. I’d like to say sincere goodbye to my dumb life, and my closest one’s, who’d hurt me too much that I didn’t want to live anymore. I have no worries that I’m leaving my parents behind. They truly don’t need a worhtless child as me. […]

8/10/2015 2 comments

I wish the last two people who care about me would stop so I can just kill myself and end this pain already.

by amandahernandez06 8/9/2015

written by amandahernandez06

First post here….. I don’t know.. I’ve lost everyone and the only two left don’t know. They wouldn’t understand…. I need someone who is non judgement all to help me through this… I’ve lost all hope.

8/9/2015 4 comments

Is life genuinely worth it

by alwaystired 8/8/2015

written by alwaystired

Ive always wondered if life was genuinely worth all the pain and anxiety. It seems like in order for me to live peacefully I need to inflict pain on myself and is that really a way to live? Is it worth feeling this everyday until eventually one day I die? If it’s going to happen at some point anyway then I’d hope for it to happen sooner rather than later to be honest.

8/8/2015 3 comments

I want it to stop…

by jadedkeizy 8/7/2015

written by jadedkeizy

Today was my birthday, drove to beach with a friend and imbibed a lot of liqor at the beach, shared momemories and laughed. Got back home and slid back to my depression and existential crisis. Holding pills in cupped hands and crying. I want the pain to stop. Can’t go on like this.

8/7/2015 5 comments

Jealousy

by Dusty96 8/6/2015

written by Dusty96

I’m jealous. Not with what you would think, but I’m jealous of the people that gained enough courage to end their life. I’m jealous of the people that have cancer. Believe me, I’d trade my healthy body for yours. I know I don’t want to be here. I’m 19 and I already have my will written waiting on the day I finally muster enough courage and kill myself. I actually laugh because I like to cut myself to feel the pain and see me bleeding but I want a painfree death. I try to be happy but I fool everybody but myself. I’m not happy. […]

8/6/2015 11 comments

What’s the worst that could happen?

by thehusk 8/6/2015

written by thehusk

Most of my life is dominated by fear. So why not lay it out. What’s the worst thing that I can imagine?

I suppose it’s experiencing neverending pain, torment, horror, terror etc. That’s what ideas of hell tend to invoke. It’s hard to imagine feeling that kind of extreme negative emotion non-stop, for all eternity. Surely you’d become numb to any kind of torture, given enough time. But I can’t dismiss it entirely. The idea of hell has a deep grip on a part of my psyche. Because it feels I deserve that kind of punishment. I can’t really square that with my rational side. I […]

8/6/2015 4 comments

Nothing Lasts Forever

by MentallyWeak 8/6/2015

written by MentallyWeak

People need to understand that an ounce of happiness that comes into your life, will disappear in a matter of seconds. Theres no such thing as happiness. You can’t live happily ever after. This world is so messed up that people will convince your mind into thinking that your pain will go away, even though later that person is the actual causer of your pain.

People in relationships think that they’ll last forever and get married and have kids. No. Relationships don’t last. So I don’t really understand why people would put themselves through that kind of pain when they know that it’ll end badly for […]

8/6/2015 2 comments

At the end of the day…

by luke23 8/6/2015

written by luke23

…when all is said and done,it all boils down to one simple but nevertheless a very haunting question which he ask himself,”How much more can a man take before he breaks?” How much pain and regrets can one hold in his heart before his mind snaps and gives away to oblivion

I ask you all fine people, how much more can one take when he realizes that he has reached his end and he has exhausted all his faith and reasons to live in this world.That is when he takes the leap to his death and starts on a journey in search of peace through eternity.

Thank […]

8/6/2015 6 comments

That kind of day

by plasticflower 8/6/2015

written by plasticflower

Today is one of those days when it’s difficult to just exist. When thinking is your worst enemy. When you just want to disappear.
Even though it hasn’t been a particularly bad day, nothing feels right. I’m such an useless pessimist.

-V

8/6/2015 2 comments

Leaf

by Bisban 8/5/2015

written by Bisban

From the rope

I used to be a number one

Like I was, Washington

All alone like still no-one knows

Embracing the truth

Down, so ever down

Grime and the muck

I guess if I’m on my own, now

Do not wish for to find, but be the way

For me

Like the pain of singularity

The child of the pity and of the piety

Humility

Diffidence

To Undead, if you leave

I reckon, the cycle went along.

8/5/2015 1 comment

“Did you really wanna die? No one commits suicide because they want to die. Then why did they do it? Because they wanna stop the pain.” – Tiffanie DeBartolo

by Dusty96 8/5/2015

written by Dusty96

Found this quote and thought of it to be very true. I’m done. I’m sorry mom, dad, and brother but I need to do this. When I get the chance I’m hanging myself. I have no motivation to get a job, start a career, or just live in general. Nothing appeals to me in life. I’m a broken soul with no home here. I have parents that love me and I have a roof over my head and I should be grateful for that which I really really am but I don’t want it. I just don’t want to be here anymore. The depression hasn’t […]

8/5/2015 5 comments

“The rain falls because the sky can no longer hold its Heaviness,just like tears,it falls when the heart can no longer hold its pain….!”

by luke23 8/4/2015

written by luke23

8/4/2015 3 comments

“It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.”

by luke23 8/4/2015

written by luke23

Do you agree with it mates?

8/4/2015 8 comments

“The people experiencing the most pain tend to be the ones who are always trying to make others smile.”

by luke23 8/4/2015

written by luke23

8/4/2015 2 comments

I can’t take this pain.

by brokenbleeding_angel 8/3/2015

written by brokenbleeding_angel

I can’t take this pain anymore. I’m a young adult not even able to drink and my family disowned me. My boyfriend broke up with me and is already seeing someone else even though I still love him. I have no home and my only hope is to become a stripper to pay the bills and I’m not sure that’s even going to cut it. I don’t have a car either. I feel like I’m suffocating with nothing going for me. All I feel is so much pain and agony I can’t breathe.

8/3/2015 1 comment

How?

by Diablo 8/3/2015

written by Diablo

How will I face reality? How will i be strong enough? In reality the cold hard truth is revealed. In reality i am forced into this shell that is damaged and different. In reality thoughts of how worthless, ugly, fat and not good enough i am rush into my head. In reality thoughts of the future worry and scare me. In reality i ask myself “When will this end?” when i should be focusing on “How will this end?” So how? How can i stop hiding my pain and my fears and be okay. How am i going to be strong enough to not have […]

8/3/2015 0 comment

Today.

by plasticflower 8/3/2015

written by plasticflower

It’s currently 12:54 AM and in less than an hour, my brother (basically the main reason why I’m alive today) will be leaving the country to live in Scotland. It’s a safe guess to say that today will be one of the hardest and saddest, if not the most, days I’ve lived. I don’t think I’m really prepared for this, at least emotionally.
I mean, he basically raised me. I really don’t know how this is going to affect my mental state, but as long as he’s happy, so am I.
After all, this will not be goodbye,
but until next time.

-V

8/3/2015 0 comment

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