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It doesn’t get better.

by poob 2/19/2013

written by poob

Hello.

Let me just start out by saying my life has been shitty since my teenage years.Â I started really feeling these types of feelings when I was 13.Â It was bad, really bad.Â My family life was not great and I had no social skills.Â I wasn’t abused, mistreated or any of the like.Â I just didn’t really develop those social skills you need to succeed in life.Â I started having these thoughts at 13 and it progressed as I got older and nothing really improved.Â There was something in the back of my mind which kept telling me things will get better, don’t give […]

2/19/2013 7 comments

Troubled minds think alike…

by RogueShadow1281 2/18/2013

written by RogueShadow1281

If everytime I message her, I feel high, then what does it mean? What if it brings me out of numbness. What if after our talks, I end up feeling like shit. We come back to my old rants about love. I thought Nycolle was my drug, yet I just felt worse and worse the whole time.

Lucky for me there are people here who most highly likely feel the same about this kind of situation. But, the problem is my lack of long term solutions for this problem. What can I do? After breaking off what little we had? People from here tell me not […]

2/18/2013 18 comments

Mr Fish

by sonseray 2/17/2013

written by sonseray

Hey guys. I guess I’m here to vent. That’s all this really is, but I need it regardless. I’m a pretty popular guy at school. A junior in high school. I get along with everyone, but I just can’t seem to be happy. I have absolutely no ambition. I have no will to live, and I have no will to succeed. I go to school. I get along. I make jokes. People laugh at my jokes. I go home. I don’t talk to my parents. My pride has ruined our respective relationships, but I don’t regret it. My pride is one of the only things […]

2/17/2013 5 comments

I just can’t get it right

by idontknowwhattodoanymore 2/13/2013

written by idontknowwhattodoanymore

An apex of happiness exists, but that point is far beyond my grasp. Every little hunk of happiness I have ever experienced has either been broken down or snatched away from me. I can’t keep it together, its just not within my ability. This world you have constructed wasn’t meant for people like me. I fall into a niche and all that happens to us is misery. We are the people who’s company you enjoy, but also the people you take advantage of, and the very same people you scoff at simultaneously. My relationships fall apart and I finally understand why: I don’t deserve any […]

2/13/2013 0 comment

What To Do?

by TrumpetChick99 2/7/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

Call me obsessed. Call me a whore, a slut. But whatever. You don’t know how I feel. I was called so many names when everyone knew that I liked Trevor. And then they got all mad when I started liking other people. Some people actually said “God, you likeÂ everyone in band, don’t you?”. I hated it. That’s part of why I put walls up. I was sick of other people trying to lord over my relationships. It’s none of their business, anyway! And everybody got all mad at All-Region tryouts because I was talking to him. And laughing. And, uhm, he held my hand. (Actually, […]

2/7/2013 1 comment

Number three.

by eyegoespop 2/4/2013

written by eyegoespop

Number three, exams.

Everyone goes through the stress of exams, I am currently in my final year of high school so there is a lot of pressure on me to do well. I am targeted to get A*’s in everything, I’m apparently gifted and talented, however that won’t happen. You see my two biggest fears in life are failure and rejection. So in order to avoid failure, I simply don’t try anymore. I’m underachieving in everything, I’m still on A’s and B’s, because in my mind if I try and fail then I’m just an idiot, but if I don’t try and fail then I can […]

2/4/2013 2 comments

Number one on the list.

by eyegoespop 2/3/2013

written by eyegoespop

Number one on the list…

Connor.
That name means so much to me right now, good and bad. I have this friend, I use the term friend loosely, we met at a party just over a month ago. Since we met we have text each other every day for most of the day and we see each other at least once a week, usually more than that. He is amazing. He makes me happy without having to do a single thing, just being around him makes me feel so much better about everything and I don’t know why. I like him and he likes me, but here’s […]

2/3/2013 4 comments

I want to die

by brittany.johnson 2/1/2013

written by brittany.johnson

i am 19 years old, I live with mom, my sister studies abroad and my father is rarely home. I have good parents, i know they love me and i know that i love them too. but, i have no idea why every time i’m around my family, especially my mom, i always get pissed, and i’m always angry all the time for no reason. i think a part of me feels that it is kind of my family’s fault because we’re not like a normal family, we don’t go out together, i’m not close with my father and every time i talk with my […]

2/1/2013 4 comments

Help

by darren walker 1/29/2013

written by darren walker

Throughout my life (18 years) ive been everyones punching bag or the small kid they can bully..ive been the victim of name calling and generally not nice comments such as “you should go kill yourself nobody will miss you!

Family life wasn’t any better from a young age I used to get beat up and everyone turned a blind eye to it…..

As this got worse I took it all to heart which has and still does affect relationships with women and generally people mainly friends, through all this ive lost pretty much everything, I have no self esteem and ive tried committing suicide on several occasions […]

1/29/2013 24 comments

Reflecting

by hopefuldreamer 1/27/2013

written by hopefuldreamer

I’ve been reflecting on a friendship that I ended 11 months ago due to my depression, at the time I thought that I was doing what was best for me while trying to keep them in mind but now I realize the effect it had on them, at the time I made the decision to end our friendship because I felt like I didn’t want to bring my negativity around them and bring them down but now I realize why it hurt because they felt like I didn’t like them I made a promise to myself that once I got rid of my problem I […]

1/27/2013 2 comments

Crybaby

by plainjane 1/26/2013

written by plainjane

I am so sad and confused; I’m engaged to marry someone that I don’t know if I truly love -it’s terrible. I hate my life; when is this going to get better for me? Everyday, I’m so exhausted having to pretend that I’m ok when I’m not – that alittle part of me dies… I’m not happy but am worried that if I leave, my life will be terrible – I don’t know what I’m doing anymore… I don’t know what I want or what to do –

1/26/2013 2 comments

I’m just damned

by Eddie45 1/23/2013

written by Eddie45

I’m 22 turning 23 this year. I should be over this and be able to handle things life throws at me. For the most part I can but lately, things have just been too much. Since young, I’ve been alone, left to fend for myself. My parents divorced when I was young and my mother got remarried when I was 11 to my stepfather. He wasn’t a bad person in general, it was just that I couldn’t live up to his standards. I be constantly called stupid, treated like I was worthless in the house and he and my mother would fight a lot of […]

1/23/2013 4 comments

THE BIGGEST LOSER

by mayank5606 1/22/2013

written by mayank5606

i m 22 years old and i m the biggest loser in the world. I have failed in each and every field of life, studies, sports, socialising, relationships, etc. i love a girl very much. but she has no feelings for me and she keeps on saying, “i dont love u, but i want u just as a friend”. these words tears my heart apart. i even stopped contacting her. but she contacts me once in a week and repeats the same lines. i just cant take it any more. but i cant even b rude to her.

i suck in sports. whenever i play i […]

1/22/2013 3 comments

dead inside

by wrpj7569 1/22/2013

written by wrpj7569

Was anyone else HOPING the world would end in Dec? I guess disappointment abounds. I’ve been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts for over twenty years now without ever seeking professional help. I try to shun the outside world as much as possible because I thought that it would be easier than the loss and pain that come from relationships with people, but I’m not sure that lonliness is something that’s any easier to live with. I think about killing myself every day, but it’s been 13 years since my second failed attempt. Part of me still wants to believe that there’s a reason I’m […]

1/22/2013 4 comments

Drug

by Rain 1/21/2013

written by Rain

I’ve cut every night since my last post. Does anyone else feel like cutting is like a drug? Something bad for you that makes you feel so much better?
I stopped for a while and then it gave me a rush again when i finally gave in…The same comfort I felt when I cut for the very first time. When I was young.
I know I should stop, I know it’s effecting things…like relationships and my job and school…It’s just so fucking hard..life is so fucking hard.
Does anyone have any ideas on how to stop?

1/21/2013 6 comments

Stuff; unimportant

by theForgotten 1/21/2013

written by theForgotten

I see people all around me getting loved, being in happy relationships, doing things with friends.Â People talk to me in school and at least pretend to enjoy my company.Â I don’t understand why every time I try to make a move on a girl, they stop talking to me for at least 3 months and every time I try to make plans with ‘friends’, they’re always doing something.Â Everyone who supported me, ever, found other people, boyfriends, other things, better ways to spend their time and it seems a chore for them to talk to me.Â Am I really that undesirable?Â Is everyone else […]

1/21/2013 0 comment

Letting It Out

by hang_on_fighter 1/17/2013

written by hang_on_fighter

Hi everyone.

This is my first and probably last post on this site. No, it’s not because I’ll be dead tomorrow. I just need to let out my feelings on here, once and only once, because I can’t do it in real life.

First off, I don’t care who’s reading this, since it’s anonymous. I’ll say that I probably can’t be considered truly suicidal anymore, because I don’t ever seriously think about suicide–it’s mostly a compulsive thing that plagues me when I’ve had a bad day. The reason I’m really here is because I’ve had so many feelings lately and no one to talk to about them, […]

1/17/2013 3 comments

Some Background Shit

by freezinginfire 1/14/2013

written by freezinginfire

I’m a 14 year old guy.

These are some of the reasons I think I should commit suicide.

I was at a good friend’s house. He walked down the hall. I thought to use the restroom. He came back with a shotgun. He told me what a worthless son of a ***** I was and that he was going to kill me. He pressed the gun against the side of my head. Then pulled it back and looking frustrated with himself for not following through, punched me. I layed there while he yelled at me and told me why he hated me until my parents got there […]

1/14/2013 7 comments

Hi

by badboy 1/4/2013

written by badboy

This is my first ever post and will keep it brief. Basically i lost my job then my partner of 6 years left me and now the finances are stretched and i am more than likely going to loose my house and car. Its hard when your suddenly all alone like most of the people here are. I hope every day that something good will happen but it doesnt. I learnt a long time ago to only look after yourself as there are no guarantees when it comes to other people. The only thing that has made things a bit easier are my pet cats. […]

1/4/2013 7 comments

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