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James…. you silly… you left me without a goodbye.

by loreildarksky 3/12/2012

written by loreildarksky

You left me, James. Not even a text or a message to say you were ending it. I know I wasn’t the best friend I could have been… should have been… But I wish you’d at least tried. I would have tried to help, even though I was so far away. Maybe I could have talked you out of it for a little while… maybe it would have been long enough for you to realize that maybe suicide wasn’t the thing for you. You could have had so much.

I feel so selfish, sitting here and thinking as I write this, that maybe all the […]

3/12/2012 7 comments

Magical Thinking

by QuixoticNomad 3/1/2012

written by QuixoticNomad

It seems to me that everything about a relationship is involved in some kind of “magical” thought process otherwise its like a business – a cold emotionless exchange of “product,”(e.g. time spent together is comparable to buying cotton balls).

If you love someone then that is yielding toÂ magicalÂ thinking. Love can be defined as an ineffable level of affection toward a person; if something is incapable of being expressed or if it is indescribable(i.e. there are no words to define it) then it is not natural(i.e. conforming to the ordinary); if something is not natural then it is supranatural orÂ magical(i.e. producing awe).
Love is not realistic; loveÂ is inappropriate.
With […]

3/1/2012 0 comment

by RogueShadow1281 2/25/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Stupid fucking iphone keeps fuckig crashing wont let me go to sp im so fucking pisssed of it just wants me to choke out and cut myself just to taste it fuck u piece shit i fuckmin hate you. Why cant i be eith jasmine fuck u. I need some fuckig weed you ****** this aint helping me i bet fucking safari is gonna crash n my iphone is gonna be completely smashed by morning fuck. Wheres my fucking hubby bars. You favgot i wanna grab a nife n test out cutting i just might witg this mugh anger inside me im so irritated and […]

2/25/2012 2 comments

God saved me

by sidadd 2/25/2012

written by sidadd

Those of you that are atheist, or some other religion, please take no offense if this goes against your beliefs, just know that this DID happen.

The other night I wanted to grab that knife so bad and I was shaking so uncontrollably, gasping and blacking out. As these thoughts of self harm and death came into my head, God stopped me from acting on them. I felt so compelled to try and calm myself, and I felt some force driving me away from the knife and those awful, awful thoughts. Then again just two nights ago, I wanted to cut so badly, and I walked […]

2/25/2012 6 comments

Religion

by SuicideTears 2/24/2012

written by SuicideTears

Anyone who believes in God. If you does, then please tell me your religion. I’m a non-believing muslim. I believe in God, but i do not follow the fullÂ requirements, you have to follow as a muslim.

Please, Â preferablyÂ noÂ prejudice,Â because I amÂ Muslim.

Tnhx for your understandingness.

2/24/2012 15 comments

by Boredtodeath 2/21/2012

written by Boredtodeath

I’ve been reading articles from this website forÂ a fewÂ weeks now and thought i should rightÂ somethingÂ for people to read. I found out about this site when i was researching ways i could kill myself and found an article about exit bags. I suffer from major depression and iÂ don’tÂ wish to live any longerÂ at least in my currentÂ situation. Its not that i always feel sad most of time iÂ don’tÂ feel much almost like i’m not here kinda of a lifeless feeling.Â I’mÂ never really happy and I don’t see the point of living. I kept myself going by thinking when i’m 18 i can move somewhere else where i can be […]

2/21/2012 0 comment

lost faith in…. everything

by ASN 2/19/2012

written by ASN

My parents have been going through a messy divorce. Found out my dad was having an affair but he ended it. there was a trial. my mom wanted a restraining order on my dad so he wouldnt be able to see her or my little brother. she said he was dangerous. he’s not dangerous. i have people who have only known my family for probably two years trying to tell me that i dont know my dad at all and even worse that they do. i do know my dad. he ended the affair, told my mom about it but mom lost her mind. she’s […]

2/19/2012 2 comments

Don’t even know where to begin

by empbac 1/21/2012

written by empbac

Was going to post this last night but got drunk and distracted…

My parents got divorced when I was 7. Both are fantasy-prone, overweight, and hoarders. I was bullied when I was in school. A lot. That’s hard for me to admit because I feel like I’m supposed to be strong. I never wanted my family or friends to know… the few I had. I thought they’d reject me too. I’ve alienated most of my friends now, even the ones that were always nice to me. Maybe I never wanted them to find out what I really am. I’m weak. I’m a loser. I’m dumb and […]

1/21/2012 0 comment

You don’t need to read this, but I need to write it.

by worrystone 1/17/2012

written by worrystone

I HATE THIS. I feel so many things, and at the same time I feel nothing. I spend part of my day believing that everything will turn out alright, and I spend the other part wondering how I can even fathom waking up tomorrow. I’ve managed to turn my life upside down (feel free to have a look at previous posts for something of an explanation, if you really care). I’ve hurt one of the people I love and need most. Not that she knows how much I need her in my life. She said I keep too much to myself, that I’m too secretive. […]

1/17/2012 1 comment

Greedy little shit

by KlashingKamille 1/2/2011

written by KlashingKamille

Im tired of all of these no offense, but really, jesus-freaks attacking me with i was ‘Put here for a reason, God loves you, Jesus made you….etc.’ I honestly do not care.

Yeah, i have family. yeah i have friends.
But whats eating me inside hurts me more than anything else could.

Its like heartbreak, jealousy, apathy, pain, impatience…everything that hurts put together into one.

I want to die, and i dont care who i hurt, because my grief inside is so much worse.
‘Its just a phase, every teen goes through it’ they say.
Well if i ever get the courage, ill prove you wrong.

Im a greedy, […]

1/2/2011 7 comments

Financial Loss Causes Much Grief

by Jason80 9/1/2009

written by Jason80

After a few months I grew tired of feeling sorry for myself so I started developing a website to help myself keep busy in my spare time, but to also inform others of the dangers of spending money foolishly without thinking. Econochristian.com is my website. As you can see, I somehow discovered a path to religion when all of humanity seemed to have failed me. I guess this happens quite often, but it does help to rely on a religion with many followers to help you get back on your feet.

9/1/2009 1 comment

Better next time

by breathtakingDeath 7/2/2009

written by breathtakingDeath

I’ve been my practically my whole life in fear and revulsion of gays. Growing up, I never knew why I Â never knew why I hated them so much, especially older, white gays. Whenever they were around me, I would start sweating heavily and try to get away. If I couldn’t get away, if for example IÂ had to attend a meeting and they were there, I would look for trouble and try to antagonise them. This is not in my nature, so I couldn’t understand what was wrong with me. I knew it wasn’t some latent homosexuality in me, because what they did disgusted me and […]

7/2/2009 5 comments

How Do I [Title] Depression?

by semicharmdlife8 6/22/2009

written by semicharmdlife8

I’m new here. But I’m not new to the concept. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of cutting. I’m tired of pulling my hair out in frustration. I’m tired of being hated. I’m tired of walking into a room and wanting to run out for fear of people thinking I’m crazy or annoying.

I hate me.

I’m a 19 year old girl in college persuing an astrophysics and math double major. Yeah, I know. Same reaction I get from everyone. “Do you have some sort of death wish!?” If they only knew the truth in that question.

I’m not going to list the reasons that I feel sorry […]

6/22/2009 4 comments

3 Things that Helped Me, Permanently

by thinkingabout 5/31/2009

written by thinkingabout

1. If you go to a therapist, which I very, very highly recommend, be aware that you might have to go to several before you get one you feel can really help. Reserve the energy for that and know that there is a caring, competent one out there for you, despite the ones you may meet at first. It’s worth the search, the most important search youÂ will ever make. Don’t give up just because you may first encounter therapists you ca’t relate to. They all aren’t the same. The best are educators. They will explain how people, you and others, behave the way they do, […]

5/31/2009 2 comments

Hey all…

by jtmajor 5/13/2009

written by jtmajor

It’s Jake and I’m proud to say that the site I have created ( jaketalks.web.officelive.com ) is growing in the number of volunteers. This site offers you a place to talk 1 on 1 with real PEOPLE for free regardless of who you are or what you are battling. I hope to hear from some of you that I have grown to care about. You may still e-mail me at jacob.major@stu.oldham.kyschools.us or paintballerspike777@yahoo.com

All are encouraged to visitÂ the site. I hope to hear from those of you that want to talk. Don’t worry about someone force-feeding you any religion or beliefs. We are here […]

5/13/2009 0 comment

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