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And that’s how the life goes on…

by Still wandering 1/23/2016

written by Still wandering

So you think that, that’s it. I can’t handle anymore. My life is fucked up. I don’t want to live anymore. I want to die right now. And then you will try to make an attempt, in which you will obviously fail (99.99 % times) and some of you will even fail into making an attempt. You are in pain now but still alive. Now you will try to recover.

But then again something bad (this bad could be anything, some event in real life or just your real imaginary pain in your beautiful mind) will happen. And you will think that’s it. It’s enough. I […]

1/23/2016 3 comments

Maybe..

by nonexistingsoul 1/21/2016

written by nonexistingsoul

I finally finished reading My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga. After reading it, it makes me rethink about suiciding. It makes me think that maybe I can be fixed back again. That maybe I can recover. That maybe I can still be saved. But I think what I’m feeling right now is just temporary. I know tomorrow I’ll be depress all over again. But I know somewhere deep inside me, I’m begging to be saved from this black hole.

1/21/2016 3 comments

I got the job

by nicole123 1/20/2016

written by nicole123

So I got the job . But I’m not the least bit happy . I could honestly care less .

I dont know why I haven’t killed myself yet . But I have this feeling the time is coming soon.

My days have gotten worse . And I can’t enjoy the least bit of anything .

I don’t even know why I’m typing this . I’m so angry and sad right now .

1/20/2016 10 comments

Stop Existing

by Rosiest 1/20/2016

written by Rosiest

I’m tired. Exhausted. My body wants to curl up into a fetal position and sleep for the next 2000 years.

Maybe life is better in 4016.

I you see, I don’t want to die. I don’t want to put my family through such sorrow and grieving. I love them all too much to chose to leave in sudden death. I don’t want to leave my mother wondering what she could have done better, or if she had said the right thing. I couldn’t do that to her, she doesn’t deserve that.

But I want to leave. I never used to be all that religious, but recently something has changed for […]

1/20/2016 1 comment

Family

by 200085 1/18/2016

written by 200085

Counting the days till im gone made a post about family and how they play a hand in self harm and suicide. Dont know if this person is a guy or a girl but there right. Im in a simaler situation, but its probably not as bad. They are deffanatly fake and the deffanatly lie. I have done things to make them angry i cant lie about that but they where ready to disown me over something i posted online. Then my mom told everyone to mess with my head that was the worst. The truth is they hated me before any of this happend, […]

1/18/2016 5 comments

I’ve been pretty down. But I’m playing my guitar

by tiredthoughts 1/17/2016

written by tiredthoughts

Im not good at it. Just strumming and listening to the cords I strike coming through my orange amp. Thats it, im rockin a sad face and glum attitude. I wanted ask Sunflower for a woman’s perspective.. But I got caught up in my guitar, my humbug, and nothingness. Like.. Where did my good slightly scratching the surface attitude go?. It went right into my thoughts

1/17/2016 6 comments

I feel…

by Ylem 1/16/2016

written by Ylem

… Numb.

Just got news that a guy we attended university with passed away. Car accident. It’s weird. He just qualified. Only started working on the 4th of Jan. Hasn’t even received his first paycheck yet. Now he’s dead.

Another guy died in a car accident last year. He was in his final year as well. There were 5 of them in the car and only he died, the others survived.

I don’t really know how to feel. I’m just numb. It’s sad really. People who really deserve to be around are dying. Just when his life was about to get better. The 6 year struggle at Medical […]

1/16/2016 10 comments

Getting help

by 200085 1/16/2016

written by 200085

I posted on here a while ago asking for help with therapy. I wanted to ask why do people feel the way they do when you tell the truth about how you feel. Yes everything that everyone is going threw is sad, but if you really want help with it you have to be honest and tell the truth right. But then when you tell the truth you get nothing but negative reactions or people just blow you off. I compleatly understend now why everyone never really tells people there true feelings. Well not to people like there families. One of the worst part about […]

1/16/2016 6 comments

Back to ”Normal”

by Alexther 1/13/2016

written by Alexther

Yup…

But it’s not the usual, it returned… It returned much worse than before… MUCH, much worse…

I can feel whatever’s left of my sanity fading away as I am drawn back into the cycle of repetitive days, with the time barely moving on during the parts of the day I hate, and flying by during the few moments I enjoy in the day.

Then, going back to bed, thinking with dread that tomorrow will be another day I will have to wake up and face the world. Another day I will be reminded with every occasion of the failure that I am. Eventually falling into an uneasy […]

1/13/2016 2 comments

I am a screw up and trying makes it worse

by Lost1111 1/13/2016

written by Lost1111

This is my first post and I am in a horrible place. I tapered off all of my psych medications in 2014-2015 and am still in Post Acute Withdrawal. On top of that, I’m just a messed up person and I have been all of my life. I just need to vent, if that’s okay.

I am clueless at how to function in any aspect of life. My taxes are messed up, which is a huge trigger for me right now. I inadvertently have messed up my taxes in different ways for years now. One year I forgot income because my financial advisor switched companies and […]

1/13/2016 9 comments

Insomnia

by Luke 1/12/2016

written by Luke

1/12/2016 3 comments

I hate my life

by chrixtivn 1/11/2016

written by chrixtivn

Every time I try to do things right something comes up. I take 2 steps forward and 4 backwards like literally. My love life is horrible I got played and used so many times it’s not even funny. My hospital bills and student loans are ridiculous and I didn’t even get to finish school. All I ever wanted is to be happy I’m 25 and I haven’t yet to be happy.

1/11/2016 2 comments

All my fault

by evildandelions 1/10/2016

written by evildandelions

If I had left my ex alone and hadn’t tried to forced her to give me an explanation of why she left me, forcing her to see me, then she might still live in the same state. Might go to the same school. She had said she was going to contact me in two months because she missed me so much. We might’ve been friends.

If I hadn’t had wanted to be back with her so desperately, if I hadn’t acted so desperate by fleeing my parent’s house and going back to our old apartment after saying suicidal implications, I’d still have my dog back. All I […]

1/10/2016 1 comment

My Fault

by Take a Deep Breath 1/9/2016

written by Take a Deep Breath

It’s all my fault. My horrible relatioship with my dad, the reason my mom cries, the reason our house hold is so fucked up. It’s just all fucked up and I can’t fucking fix it because it’s all my goddamn fucking fault. You know what hurts the most? Is knowing that this is so fucking true. All I can do is sit here like a dumb fuck and listen to Nickleback blaring in my ears trying to drown every shitty bit of my self in the angry rythum og the music and a sea of self hatred. I want to drown in my own hatred- […]

1/9/2016 3 comments

if you deserve to die, is it okay to kill yourself?

by blue22 1/7/2016

written by blue22

i’m a sick and fucked up person, i’m the kind of person i hate. i have spent years of my life doing disgusting and creepy things, and it’s messed with my brain. and i have deeply hurt my girlfriend, despite how much i love her.

i have had a lot of suicidal thoughts recently, but this is different. this is logical, not emotional. i have always believed that creeps like me are scum who deserve to die. so why should i let myself live? i am putting everything into changing and becoming a better person, but what if i can’t change? if this sick and disgusting […]

1/7/2016 7 comments

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by whiskered-fish 1/6/2016

written by whiskered-fish

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1/6/2016 11 comments

healing

by run rabbit run 1/6/2016

written by run rabbit run

I am sure we all know the stages of grief….

I am having trouble though. I have gone through them all except one.

I just can’t get angry… It won’t come….

I have every right to be furious with K, but that anger just won’t come.

Maybe because I know that once i get angry its done and I am not really ready to let go yet.

I don’t know….I love her still, and no woman will ever replace her

1/6/2016 1 comment

What would seem like my last chance.

by thelost 1/5/2016

written by thelost

Eyes that one could get lost in for hours, they bring warmth to any that look in them, regardless of the glasses she wears. The hazel color comforts you as you drink in her beauty, letting you be somebody that you thought was long gone. Her long, dark hair is manipulated so that it doesn’t interrupt the vision before us, but it is beautiful in its own right. Long and dark, it cascades down her back and moves gracefully with each slight movement of her body. She is tall, which one grows to appreciate, for it gives the eye more to drink in. The eye […]

1/5/2016 2 comments

When you hate what your life turned out to be…

by Alfred 1/5/2016

written by Alfred

I feel so sad and broken right now , it’s like my life is based on disappointment after disappointment. The year of 2015 was so tough, i’ve been feeling so unhappy. I’m graduated in a not so glamorous course in college, so it was not a surprise when i didn’t find a good job, having to accept any office sh** that appeared to me with a small paycheck, and by the way i hate every second of it.
Suicidal thoughts come often to my mind, but i never had the courage to do it, anyway sometimes i feel like i can’t handle that bad feeling […]

1/5/2016 1 comment

Changes

by oddsare 1/5/2016

written by oddsare

There are a lot of changes that might happen soon. I have to make some serious decisions and it makes me sick just thinking about it. I feel so hopeless right now. I feel alone. I feel kind of empty. It’s like I’m not worth anything. That’s all I keep thinking about. I just want to die. Everything would be better if I were dead.

1/5/2016 2 comments

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