Im sure theres nobody online riht now to read this so you will probably be readingthis when im done. Ive been waiting for years for the right help and it just seems im too hard to help. Im having a good drink and will be walkiing into the path of a lorry wen im numb enough. Dont think there will be too many unhappy faces. Goodluck to the resdt of you. My life was pointledss. Peace out
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Wndozh8r (did I get that right?) Been trying to tell you that I’m also from WV. I was born & raised in Morgantown. I am only surprised more people in WV aren’t in here, because living in WV is enough to make one want to kill themselves. 😉 lol (But actually I have had a moment or two of being homesick. It’ll be 2 years out of WV before I know it. I lost my whole family and life there.)
Somebody Insignificant (is that right?) Damn it to hell, I’m horny! Lol
And for others, I wonder what these guys look like who swear they’re going to […]
So, my post where I add a link with all my posts in the forum has been removed. Please explain why, how it breaks the forum rules. If it breaks them, I accept it. But how it breaks the rules.
Some people made severe accusations toward me, I asked for proof, they said they are not interested to give proofs.
So, how you could accuse someone without proof?
I have a text file with all my comments in the forum. I will post here or send it to you, or you could check by yourself.
I don’t want to troll here, or create dramas, but when someone accuse another […]
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME YIU DINT KNOW HOW IT HURTS IT HURTS YOURE HURTING ME BUT YOURE TRYING TO HELP YOURE HURTING ME YOURE HURTING ME YOURE HURTING ME YOURE HURTING WHY WHY WHY WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND WHY WHY WHY WHY YOU COME IN SHOUTING AT ME SAYING “what’s going on? What’s going on?” BUT I DONT KNOW. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. YOURE HURTING ME YOURE DRIVING ME CLOSER ANS CLOSER THOUGH YOURE TRYING TO HELP AND I APPRECIATE IT BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FUCK OFF. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SO DONT INTERVENE. PLEASE LET ME […]
I had this friend who I started talking to online. Me and my far away girl met him from a chat site. His wife left him after 4 years. He admitted that during the entirety of the marriage, she never let him do anything sexual with her at all! No sex, no foreplay etc! I was completely shocked.
He is a 43 man with Cerebral Paulsy, she was 25. She left him for another person with CP. I felt so sorry for the dude. I even ordered him NASCAR video game with my own money.
For almost a year after she left him, he praised her and blamed […]
You know if someone annoys you or you get in a fight? you can easily walk away from them right? or ignore them forever. But what if that person is yourself? you have no escape, youre stuck with yourself forever. and that scares me a lot.. like i cant just take a break from being around me.
Hey guys,
I am in a rut right now.
I am neither happy nor sad.
Not motivated.
But at the same time i wanna do something.
Like, what the fuck?
I don’t care at all but care a lil too much.
I want to hate a girl i love to forget her.
Like everything i do contradicts something else.
Last night I didn’t think I’d get to drink here again after last weeks shananagins. But after Donald Trunpesue debating skills, I convinced them to allow me to have only a 12 pack of cooers light. I usually get extra with it but conceded to there rules because drinking the light stuff is better than not drinking at all. Eh I wish I spent my time drunk better. I spent the last two hours debating with them once again on my right to die. I don’t even know why I waste my breath with them on this issue. They don’t believe that I have s […]
I’m sorry, she’s a good person but I’m pissed off and frustrated at her right now! I asked her again tonight when I can get my own Visa card so I can buy the peaceful pill eHandbook. She got on her high horse and said “this is a bad book I can’t do it”. I said “how is it a bad book?” She said “I did research and it gives you contacts”. I said so? I want a freaking book using my own money and I got freedom of information!!!!!!!!! She said “your crazy”. I said – let me buy the damn book! She said […]
Not kidding. Don’t hold back on what comes to mind when you see these pics:
Hi guys,
so it’s decided tonight is my last night. Tomorrow evening I am staying in a motel room & am going to hang myself there (so my family don’t have to find my body). I really wanted a more painless method than hanging but after researching and researching it on CO poisoning or the helium exit bag these options are too logistically difficult for me. I feel quite happy right now knowing that it’ll soon be over, but will no doubt be extremely nervous tinorrow. I also feel extremely guilt ridden knowing this is really going to hurt the ones I love. I try to […]
Tomorrow, my boyfriend leaves for college. I don’t know if I can handle it. I figured out how to beat depression by myself just so I could date him. If it wasn’t for him, I would definitely be dead right now. But, I don’t know if I’m strong enough to handle him not being here. I don’t want to relapse, it’s been 9 months. I feel pathetic, feeling like I could fall apart over a boy. I feel pathetic, feeling like I could fall apart over a boy who’s only moving 45 minutes away.
It seems like it’s only popular in Asian countries but it doesn’t seem to work for people in America. Are people just not burning the charcoal in the right space?
im tried talking to my aunt once again about helping me with supplies I need for euthanasia. I gave her all my logical reasons, told her that I’d feel so much relief just by having it here, even if I wasn’t gonna use it right away. I told her that it’s not fair to force me to live without a peaceful means out and that if I continu living, I’m probably gonna die a painful death anyway. She said “I’ll make you a deal, if you ever become terminally ill I’ll help you”. But I’m NOT terminally ill! I want this instrument of euthanasia. Even […]
So I went to my psychiatrist last Thursday. Got a new script for vyvanse 50mg and a refill on my ativan 1mg 3 times a day. And he doubled my wellbutrin which seems to be working. Idk anyway first time taking a prescribed stimulant and fuck the vyvanse is strong. I couldn’t get it till Friday because of insurance crap needing pre auth. Anyway so I ate breakfast on Thursday skipped lunch and turned in early with no dinner. Finally got the vyvanse and took one at like 2 o’clock cause wanted to see how it was. That kept me up till like 5 am. […]
Hi my name is X,
I am 19 and have been struggling through the last 4 years.
Here is a brief run down of my past.
I first started feeling suicidal when I was 16 for the first year I convinced my self it was nothing as most teenagers go through so I put it down to the bulling and no social life.
When I was 17 the feelings still hadn’t stopped even though I had a job and had a nice girlfriend. I was getting more depressed and down and had being going to see multiple counsellors, I was the only one aware of my feelings. […]
Ive been crying for 3 days straight im just going to end it its my only ,way out right now…..bye
i was reading today where Belgium gave the euthanasia green light to a healthy 24 year old woman who has been wanting to die since she was a kid. She claimed that life was just not for her. I can relate to that in so many ways. Euthanasia for the mentally ill is gaining ground in that great nation, I just wish it would gain the same kind of ground in the ole US of A.
I remember when Brittney Maynard was giving interviews about her right to die due to her terminal brain tumor. I was hoping that her message would spread to the nifty […]
Someone day just stopped me and said “You seem like you want to go somewhere far away..For some reason and she was right :/
I could die right here on this toilet seat. How sad.