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Roof Over My Head

I can’t do it alone I can’t stay alone

by AnonM 5/18/2013

written by AnonM

The clock is ticking and time is running out. I know not for my life, yes I do want something more. I want so many things in life and there are so many things I wanted to do and bring to this world. I want to bring happiness to others, I want to find happiness for myself, I want to be a father, I want to be content.

I want to be happy. I want to smile for something I’ve done not something I’ve seen. I want to laugh because I feel good inside not because it’s the appropriate thing to do. There’s so much good […]

5/18/2013 8 comments

What’s wrong with me?

by jax 5/2/2013

written by jax

I finally decided after almost a year to seek some help again. The doctor had a cancellation and was able to bump me up for today rather than two weeks from now. While talking i realized that I can’t open up. I’m always vague when i try leaving the doctor to be vague as well which only pisses me off. Why do I expect the impossible of others to see that I am dying inside? Either dying or slowly going insane. I can’t be left alone anymore. Every time I’m alone the worst comes out. I lose all sense of reality which drives me insane […]

5/2/2013 0 comment

Claustrophobia sets in

by lesley 4/1/2013

written by lesley

I really think I am a loser.

I’m almost 25, living in a tiny room in my parents’ place. I know they think I’m a drag and a burden. I should have worked harder in college and not gotten kicked out. I just didn’t give a damn about my classes and I should’ve just argued it out and changed majors, but I didn’t and I flunked a third time. Three strikes right?

XXX

Working part-time at a pretty thankless job, but they’re all thankless. The only full-time employees are managers, of which there are 5 as oppossed to 7 employees. That seems pretty out of whack to me.

I’m […]

4/1/2013 2 comments

Just a rant, and maybe some relief

by sleepy99 11/3/2012

written by sleepy99

I some times come to this site and read the articles on here. Sometimes to get ideas and others because it makes me feel less alone, but no matter how much I read it, I just feel useless. Why am I sad, why can’t I be happy, why can’t I want something, why do I have no motivation, no drive, no love for anything? Why can’t I try to be the person I want to be? Why can’t I end it? I just want it all to end and disappear I wish I was never born then I won’t be a burden on anyone, I […]

11/3/2012 2 comments

I think it’s nearly time.

by Gumpy 10/31/2012

written by Gumpy

I’m not in a good mood today. It was a P.E day. We had to dance with boy partners and most of all of them i had was wanting to switch partners, meaning, i’m an unenthusiastic, worthless creep. I was depressed all day over one little thing. i’m so ridiculous. I wanted to cut myself all day, it was so painful to be me. These things, negative comments, just triggered me to want to kill myself. Anyway, i have a plan to. I don’t mean to give people ideas, but i just wanna know if it’ll work. One idea was to take an overdose of […]

10/31/2012 4 comments

Where is everyone?

by sad 10/16/2012

written by sad

I have never posted here before although I have been reading what others say for a while. I dont ever talk to the people in my life about emotions, feelings or anything else that I keep buried deep down inside myself in order to get through the day.

I have friends. I have friends that I never talk to, and friends that I talk to about small trivial things that are unimportant to me but I deem to be considered normal by society. Its important to me that I blend in and that no one notices that something is wrong. If people knew that something is […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

Homeless.

by azurexdragon 9/12/2012

written by azurexdragon

So, I’ve gone through a lot lately, I was enrolled to college out of high school, as are most people these days.

I was promised a job, a house, a roof over my head, and all the things that go a long with moving from one parent to another.

As soon as I made the journey from my Grandparents to my fathers, I knew something wasn’t right though.

The job my father had promised me, it never existed.

Even after not dropping a dime to child support for the last 18 years of my life, he still complained when there was another person under his roof.

The second I couldn’t […]

9/12/2012 6 comments

It might be the only way

by sm9500 9/7/2012

written by sm9500

I really don’t want to commit suicide, but in my case, I think it may be my only way to avoid a life of complete suffering for many more years.

I’m a single, middle aged woman, no children or spouse. Â I have siblings whom I no longer can have a relationship with, for valid and good reasons. Â While I have friends, and I appreciate them, they have their own families and their own lives, I cannot count on them to alleviate the loneliness. Â I’m incredibly, incredibly lonely.

But, I’ve always been a “fighter” … until now. Â I’ve gone through trial after trial through my years on this […]

9/7/2012 5 comments

Not sure what to do anymore

by Britainneedsyou 8/1/2012

written by Britainneedsyou

I can’t do it anymore. Or can I? Even my own brain can’t decide what it wants Â anymore. I use to be happy, I used to enjoy life but not it seems that that enjoyment is more and more fleeting. I seem to have about 1 good day in life every month, but even that seems to be becoming a struggle. Everything I had in life I lost, everything that was good and worth living for was lost. The only man who I have ever loved broke up with me for someone else, I lost my job due to a serious knee injury whilst playing […]

8/1/2012 7 comments

My fucked up story.

by murronmackayxx 7/2/2012

written by murronmackayxx

Okay,here goes.

My names murron mackay,incase you hadn’t guessed by my username, and today I was searching on the internet about getting help on being suicidal, and I stumbled on this website. I had a look through and thought I would add my story. It’s nothing huge, infact compared to most of the stories on here, it’s like nothing. But anyway, in a nutshell, here is my story.

Don’t get me wrong, I have a family, a roof over my head and even a boyfriend, and i know what you’s are all thinking, ‘Selfish *****’ etc etc..But before you judge, please read this blog and hear me […]

7/2/2012 6 comments

Why?

by falco 5/2/2012

written by falco

My life sucks i’m 22Â had already hadÂ numerous atempts all failed for no explaineble reason took a box of sleeping pills nothing happend tried to hang my self rope broke (strong dynema 5 mm thick witch is as strong as steel wire of 7 mm thick) broke for no aparent reason

Now i’m feeling like this again.

moved to an other country to be with my girlfriend left everything behind only took my 12 year old dog

he died few weeks ago one moment he was fine the next he’s laying dead in my arms didn’t get over that yet

and now suddenly with no apperant reason my girlfriend […]

5/2/2012 2 comments

hello.

by jjgirl13 4/7/2012

written by jjgirl13

I would like to think myself a normal girl.

I know how to be happy, and I have been, and I know it’s possible to be again. I just don’t know when.

I go through cycles, every time I’m heartbroken, I try to take my life. I quite possibly do have borderline personality disorder.

The last heartbreak was half a year ago, and I can’t seem to get over it.

This time it’s different. I don’t think I want to recover. I don’t want to be heartbroken now, and I don’t ever want to be heartbroken again.

I can’t handle it.

I’ve overdosed 4 times already, been hospitalized 6 times in […]

4/7/2012 2 comments

Like picking up a drug, the act of suicide is the last step

by leezab39 3/15/2012

written by leezab39

I am a 39 year old woman. I have a roof over my head, four cats who love me and a fiance who begs me to move here from my home in Albany. I long to be a part of a family again. WE are both addicts though and I fear this will be done in vain. Im not sure what’s worse though…going home to my empty apt. where my children don’t live due to my depression, it’s dirty as I have given up the desire to clean, I don’t wash the way I did, make up and professional haircuts don’t […]

3/15/2012 3 comments

fukitall

by Jungle420 2/1/2012

written by Jungle420

Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. I never leave the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I am currently looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). I am done with education as its neve rgot me anywhere and I can not receive funding to do what I even want to do.

I am stuck in life, I have no future and no friends, no girlfriend, no place of my own, no transport, […]

2/1/2012 3 comments

Nothing to Live for

by Jungle420 1/29/2012

written by Jungle420

Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. IÂ neverÂ leave Â the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I amÂ currentlyÂ looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). I am done with education as its neve rgot me anywhere and I can not receive funding to do what I even want to do.

I am stuck in life, I have no future and no friends, no girlfriend, no place of my own, no transport, no money. I have nothing, […]

1/29/2012 9 comments

im not perfect

by rach620661 1/15/2012

written by rach620661

Truth, I’m here for a school project of my choice. Truth, I may have caused an attempted suicide and I fell for the friend who’s father shot himself on christmas…his life’s fucked up. Truth, I have nothing to complain about, I don’t get raped, I have two parents(stepdad but whatever) that love me and feed me and give me a roof over my head, I don’t live in a thrid world country, I’m going to get a higher education, and yet scary thoughts or thinking of lame relationships get me down…some memories or places trigger depression yet i havent been diagnosed…i guess i don’t need […]

1/15/2012 4 comments

too young to die yet too tired to continue

by blankgirl 1/15/2012

written by blankgirl

All the people that know me think that I have a “good life” . Yes, I do have the “good life” yet I feel so unhappy and guilty living it. The parents who love me and who provide everything as much as they can andÂ little brother I adore the most, even with them I feel somehow hopeless. I pity them. I pityÂ myself even more.Â Theres nothing to badmouth about my life, I`m considered to be the luckiest kid because my parents dont do drugs, there is Â roof over my head and food in my plate, good school, good clothes etc.

The friends who are not in […]

1/15/2012 3 comments