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can’t move

by tphg 8/4/2015

written by tphg

How the hell can I do this for another 30-40 years? Working job after job to support this joyless life. Once I outlive my usefulness at this office I’m at now, I’ll have to start the process all over again of finding full-time work. And then again once that job ends. And again and again and again until I drop dead. I’d rather drop dead now and save myself the trouble of spending all the good hours of the day pushing papers and moving boxes and photocopying and etc.

Been reading up on jumping and it’s becoming more appealing everyday. From what I’m reading, sounds like […]

8/4/2015 1 comment

supreme galactical commander shifty

by sadsadist 7/12/2015

written by sadsadist

Maybe I’m Satan haha fuck you cowardly motherfuckers my rage is infinite my rage is beautiful uggg I will off others before I off myself this side wants that wants to make so many cowardly heartless deservant people to die first the other side wants to save them from me fuck that side

7/12/2015 3 comments

by ashley 6/28/2015

written by ashley

my friend acts like she has bigger problems than everyone. I’m not discrediting her depression, but considering the fact that I used to self harm and am on 187.5 mg of antidepressants, I think she needs to step back and consider the fact that other people have problems. it’s all dandy to talk about yourself but it’s a major trigger for me to talk about it, so maybe she should save it for her therapist.

i need people who don’t define themselves by their depression.

whoops I’m totally sorry that I decided to share my opinion. I guess this site is for people who want to try […]

6/28/2015 9 comments

A life destroyed

by Hedabuvh20 6/18/2015

written by Hedabuvh20

Twenty years ago I made a choice that has forever altered my life. The last three can really only be described as post apocalyptical. I’m 40. I expect to live there rest of my life, save for all the focus I can muster in this present moment, adrift.

6/18/2015 2 comments

How did you get better

by thebottoms 5/11/2015

written by thebottoms

Im tired of medication and psychiatry sessions I’m slowly watching everything die around me or walk out of my life and i just want to get better but i cant save myself . How did it get better for any of you

Im a recent graduate and its hard not having structure. In order to feel any emotion or fill my boredom i have given in to impulse decisions,unsafe decisions and have alienated everyone important to me. I have watched my life fall to pieces in weeks. I just lost my bf of 5 years and im struggling to see the point. Im know people will […]

5/11/2015 6 comments

Know Your Unconscious Attitudes

by MoonShine 5/11/2015

written by MoonShine

Though our evaluation of another person may feel rational , it is heavily informed by automatic unconscious processes. Know your subconscious attitudes through Implicit Association Test(IAT). Click on this link below:

https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/takeatest.html

It will only takes few minutes. Choose the topic.Somewhere you will get two pages of questions. they are useless.don’t answer that questions to save your time and click ok 2 times without answering the questions. Then read all and take the test. And don’t to forget comment your results.

An attitude is your evaluation of some concept (person, place, thing, or idea). An explicit attitude is the kind of attitude […]

5/11/2015 6 comments

Not Again…

by WiltedRoses88 5/7/2015

written by WiltedRoses88

Waking up from a failed suicide attempt is one of the worst feelings I have experienced in my life. Twice. Why can’t I just die? I would gladly give my life to save someone else if I could.

5/7/2015 1 comment

Life is fragile

by magxs 5/4/2015

written by magxs

I’ve tried to save myself for the past 10 years but I’m not sure if I’m strong enough to continue it. For the past couple of days I can only see the darkness around me without the light of hope. Nothing make sense anymore, nothing matters.

5/4/2015 1 comment

alice says hi

by BlackOutAlice 4/10/2015

written by BlackOutAlice

Alice says hey girl hey, Alice has a cliche question but Alice wonders what your thoughts are on this, Alice is curious to know if you people think that love can save someone from suicide Alice thinks so if it’s the right love in the right situation let Alice know what you people think

4/10/2015 51 comments

You’re everything…

by hellblau 3/2/2015

written by hellblau

You’re everything to me, No more as I wake from this perfect dream…
Can I not stay and live this lie? For I, must think, only of myself
And to think that you will not be scared or surprised I severed all these ties
This is the end. I’ll lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you.
I feel so numb to see this bitter end, It has come to this end of beautiful illusions
Broken pieces will not mend, to save our past now.
This is the end.

3/2/2015 0 comment

Old name, new person

by foreverasleepp 2/25/2015

written by foreverasleepp

Some of you may know me, others.. be thankful you don’t.
This is the first of 3 post I’ll write. Then I think it’ll be time;

Like waiting on the storm to pass..
Like waiting for the go ahead to breath again..
but my breathe rest solely on you now.
So now I wait. Frozen in time.
Time no longer exists.
The fate hangs in the balance.
What will be will be.

How do you convince someone..
ask someone… “Please, do not go into the light, rather,
come back, into the darkness..”
You don’t. You cant…. but I will.
I beg you, come back into the darkness.
Here […]

2/25/2015 0 comment

One-Day From The Under

by Bisban 1/16/2015

written by Bisban

I finished the message that I will send to a person
I’ve only spoken to her once, I found her through an article
She wrote about living off-grid in Nebraska
The ground shakes, I will send it today and hope, for the spirit
I will send her my short-summary that took me three-days to write
I asked her for her oracle for the order
Liz, don’t take my words personally if even anything, I was just busting
To the tune that I will hope to one-day sing to, from vast-eon-ago
Every-time, every-time, celestial, when I take a hit, the Earth trembles harder
If I make-it, […]

1/16/2015 2 comments

by Bisban 10/24/2014

written by Bisban

There’s nothing worse than hell temporal eternum

The spells that surrounds me

Words that I speak

I wonder one day, when I look up to the sky

Sad and sadness, doesn’t exist

Words lost, sunk into the bottom of the ocean

The bide, who am I

To be lone, what is it

Come with me if you have nobody

I will take you, I will save

Forever, no matter who you are

God, Where are you, of all I need you

A final, what does it all mean

Can such be, for me

10/24/2014 1 comment

I want to sing beautiful sounds

by Bisban 10/19/2014

written by Bisban

“Selina Kyle”

There is no escape
I need to roll out
Here in Gotham City
The suffer of hell
I already died
Walk to go die
Will I ever live
The nightmare that I am
Who can it be
That can save
Here at the end
My hero, the middle
Almost forever
Take me to life
Today

10/19/2014 2 comments

11:57

by Bisban 10/18/2014

written by Bisban

Dire deepest in darkness

I have no more left

Is there only one left

Who am I and who are you

Are you from the underworld

Indeed we are from hell

But there is only one

Heaven is lost on Earth

I am the Spawn, I am here to save

The chain, one thousand year

First I need to die

In your black robe, can you be

For me, The light and the scythe

10/18/2014 0 comment

The END

by Lsari 10/15/2014

written by Lsari

An infinite sadness that can no longer be felt. An endless sea of torment, hate and despair that can no longer be understood. I stand at my own precipice, looking into the endless abyss. I see nothing. I hear nothing. I feel nothing.

I taste blood. It drips, it pours, it spreads and dries.

All I wanted was your love but you gave me nothing but your hate. You told me I was your pain, you told me I was your misery, you told me I represent everything […]

10/15/2014 0 comment

Ignored

by hinhead1 10/12/2014

written by hinhead1

I’m tired of being ignored, If I offed myself tommorow no one would care. Life would go on and I would be dead. My friend’s would grow up get jobs start family’s , while I would rot underground. But my soul already rots above ground. The pain of everyday is overwhelming. And more I think of my death. I hope it’ll come soon I want to be remembered though famous or infamous so I am no longer ignored. The one girl I love is trying to kill herself and I can’t save her. Because I’m in the background ignored.

10/12/2014 1 comment

Society are a Bunch of Hypocrites!

by NotAttentionSeeking 10/9/2014

written by NotAttentionSeeking

The world we live in are filled up with a bunch of friggen hypocrites. Oh I’m a leech am I for costing taxpayers money because I am having a difficult time holding down a job but at the same time I get put on suicide watch if I say I want to kill myself to save everyone the burden of having me around. Hypocrites!

10/9/2014 5 comments

want to die so badly it physically hurts

by 45caliberdeath 10/2/2014

written by 45caliberdeath

All of my problems are emotional/mental. I want to be dead so badly. But I can’t because I’m afraid that some dumbass doctor will “save”/torture me by making me a quadriplegic or a vegetable or something.

I’m so fucking desperate to die. It PHYSICALLY hurts. It’s ALL I think about. But several million years of evolution and my fear of messing up is keeping me here, screaming at my rational and moral brain to not kill myself. Base instincts and fear…

10/2/2014 4 comments

Thoughts & Advice for Suicide or Survival – Suicidals Please Read

by coconut 9/15/2014

written by coconut

I found this site last night when I was in a bad state. I haven’t been suicidal since I was 19 and am now 22, but came here looking for a supportive voice because even though I’ve escaped my battles I still feel the after effects (details in my earlier post). After reading some posts I’m concerned. Remember I have been there and I know how it is. I am being very honest and my comments on how to go, how to not go, motivation and survival preparation are towards the end.

Suicide:

1. If you want to kill yourself that is your choice. Please keep in mind though, death […]

9/15/2014 13 comments

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