Spotted this in a shop window. Sums up the inside of my head most days. Sorry its sideways. Have a good day sp. Love to u all.
So, it turns out im an alcoholic… thats the first time ive uttered those words fully.. i wish i could sya i felt better saying them but what i know ive to do next is rather unappealing. after this weekend im going to stay off the whiskey, and off the beer and off the vodka and cider, not that i touch that swine piss, and off puteen and all that. puteen is any irish alcoholic drink, ranges upwards of 80% and is illegal to brew here, yes im an irish stereotype, a motherfucken drunkard. anyway, heres me enjoying one of my last drinks. i dont […]
Sweetness.
Been raining and gloomy all day, hell yeah…
Made a deal to get a new to me (used) guitar, fucking-A.
Going to a guitar shop tomorrow to fuck off, bullshit music with strangers, hot damn.
See, when life teabags you, just keep sucking till something sweet comes along.
Just tried some impromptu exposure therapy. I have pretty severe anxiety. I cant remember the last time i did something as simple as shop at multiple places without having full out or precursor panic attack. Im pretty happy so far today I went to multiple places without being anxious. Gotta take the simple small victories when you get them.
well, another day and somehow i am still here, Seen this girl who came into my work place today, and for 3 years that i have known her she claimed to not be able to walk or anything. She WALKED into the shop. why does she get to walk when i can barely? It’s not fair. This is another reason I don’t want to live
i was supposed to be dead by now but the ATF system was down so i couldn’t buy a gun then i went the next day and it was up again and i bought the gun but they didn’t have .22 bullets so i went to another store and it turns out that there is a shortage of .22 bullets in the us right now i call 10 different stores and finally find a dicks that has some in stock and i go and get them. a couple hours later i prepare for my beautiful death and take out the bullets and line them up […]
Dunno if it’s alright to post this on the suicideproject, but ah well, it’s a torie (Yep, I know: Story)
I woke up at 0.00 hours, out of beer and wanting a beer. I stepped out of the house, thinking I’ll go to a bar. Some beggar asks me for a cig. In contradiction to the usual I say, here’s a cig. Do you want to sit by the water? Well, I do. He says I know you, I spoke to you a couple of months ago. I say: yeah, that’s right. Sitting at a small water in the city centre of a large city I’m […]
Where do I start. My life is so screwed its beyond measurement. For most of my life I have contemplated suicide. At about 14 I had a good attempt, however it resulted in a broken tailbone, thankfully I was together enough to be able to state that I fell, not that the branch where I had tied the rope on had snapped.
I have tried very hard at life, I have 3 university degrees (All of the degrees been in Arts), however they aren’t really in subjects that provide employment, they were fun to do though, and have made me an authority on nothing, lol.
I realised […]
Is there something extra fun than attending Hen Evening to have a good time the impending end to one of your closest friends or relatives freedom? There is just nothing like gathering a celebration of feminine pals together and enjoying a Hen Night. In fact, you are going to need to be certain you have the appropriate enjoyable garments to put on to this very particular event. One thing that has turn out to be quite widespread for play wear as part of the Hen Night accessories is a black tutu or a pink tutu – classic hen party.
Thats right. Tutus usually are […]