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Charles Baudelaire – The Desire for Annihilation (Le Goût du néant)

by Taf Taf 12/22/2018

written by Taf Taf

(poème de Baudelaire en Anglais et en Français)

The Desire for Annihilation (translated by William Aggeler)

Dejected soul, once anxious for the strife,

Hope, whose spur fanned your ardor into flame,

No longer wishes to mount you! Lie down shamelessly,

Old horse who stumbles over every rut.

Resign yourself, my heart; sleep your brutish sleep.

Conquered, foundered spirit! For you, old jade,

Love has no more relish, no more than war;

Farewell then, songs of the brass and sighs of the flute!

Pleasure, tempt no more a dark, sullen heart!

Adorable spring has lost […]

12/22/2018 2 comments

The Beatles – Eleanor Rigby

by Taf Taf 10/12/2018

written by Taf Taf

Lyrics:

Ah, look at all the lonely people…
Ah, look at all the lonely people…
–
Eleanor Rigby picks up the rice
In the church where a wedding has been,
Lives in a dream…
Waits at the window, wearing the face
That she keeps in a jar by the door,
Who is it for…
–
All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?
–
Father McKenzie writing the words
Of a sermon that no one will hear,
No one comes near…
Look at him working, darning his socks
In the night when there’s nobody there,
What does he care…
–
All the lonely […]

10/12/2018 1 comment

damaged

by potential2 5/26/2016

written by potential2

posted this a few months ago, made a few edits. Feeling alone and misunderstood.

Where is the sunshine?
The end of the pain?
Because I am damaged,
I can’t stand in the rain.

The skies have been dark.
The wind is still whipping.
How am I standing?
What keeps me from tipping?

Because i am damaged,
My limbs tatered and broken,
The life that lived in me
Is now slowly chokin (g).

The storm pushes on with violence and fury.
My leaves are all falling,
Like the snow […]

5/26/2016 2 comments

woke up for what?

by kupo95 4/25/2016

written by kupo95

so today I woke up and wondered why should I …nothing for me to do I’m not making any money today I’m gonna cook and clean and get fuck so, I’m upset.. so when my great husband *sarcastically said * ask why I’m so upset I said do I have any reason to be happy… he said * now this was fucking rich * “try harder I’m not happy either i have no car no money you need to WORK HARDER so wipe that look off your face” I can’t even be upset when I want to how can I not be fake with […]

4/25/2016 5 comments

Let me tell ya about this town It destroys you LIFE

by kupo95 4/4/2016

written by kupo95

Theres a young couple with is the is my husband first cousin and my third . my husband related from our cousin mother Im from his father . the girl he married to is threating to go home cuss shes here and sooo unhappy .the boy by nature is an ass he just cursed her mother while her mom was on the phone.

She is the only one that asked when I left my husband if i was ok and my side of the story and understood .

There fighting and told her ro stop talking to her mom they were staying with me before all this […]

4/4/2016 16 comments

The point of living

by Sui the Bunny 3/22/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

What’s the point of living, what makes us feel alive? I’m thinking/planning my escape route i’m sick of living. I don’t want to be alive anymore theres no point especially when your parent threatens to kill you themselves because you weren’t able to do the job yourself. 🙁 as i’m typing this i’m in the supermarket and chasing cars by snow patrol is playing.

-Suicide

3/22/2016 19 comments

countdown to June

by BlueEyes 3/4/2016

written by BlueEyes

Well, I’m still here. I guess that counts for something.

Sitting here watching the snow fall. I’ve got MC on my mind. I think he has today off from work and is home. I know he won’t call, and I won’t bother him. I’m supposed to be working myself.

What’s on my mind is his wedding. It’s on schedule for mid-June and last Sunday my girl friend told me about the elaborate wedding dress his fiancé bought. Considering MC never wanted to get married again after the trauma of his first disastrous marriage, I’m curious as to what his reaction will be when he sees it. I’m still […]

3/4/2016 4 comments

A poem

by Hampshire_Girl 3/2/2016

written by Hampshire_Girl

This is attributed to Elizabeth I –

I grieve and dare not show my discontent;
I love, but am forced to hate;
I do, yet dare not say I ever meant;
I seem stark mute, yet inwardly do prate.
I am and not, I freeze yet am burned;
Since from myself my other self I turned.

My care is like my shadow in the sun;
Follows me flying, flees when I pursue it;
Stands and lies by me, does what I have done.
His too familiar care does make me rue it.
No means to rid him from my breast,
Till by the end of things […]

3/2/2016 1 comment

Protected: Memory scent

by whiskered-fish 1/25/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

1/25/2016 6 comments

Yes, I feel like sh*t

by disgusting 12/29/2015

written by disgusting

Yes, I feel like shit and I should be allowed to feel like shit.

So, on Christmas day, I went out to eat with the guy that I like at a Chinese buffet. He’s getting his life together pretty well, he’s gotten a car from a friend and had a job off the record. He had to go afterwards though because he is popular and has tons of people in his life. I saw something on his page from the person he’s renting from, which is a girl who likes him (and is dating someone else but here in Chicago everyone has a dozen boyfriends or […]

12/29/2015 4 comments

Happy Birthday, little Rogue, Shepard

by fox 10/8/2015

written by fox

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-cD4oLk_D0

You are a day ahead in New Zealand, so today is the 9th there, it is your birthday. I already said happy birthday to you earlier, but what would be more fitting than a birthday post on SP, where we met almost two years ago. You have been my dearest and longest friend, my little brother. “Back then I was a lonesome rogue who stumbled across a little fox in the snow, wounded with nowhere to go.” There isn’t anything I can say here that I haven’t said to you before, or vice versa. Despite different aliases from time to time, we’ve moved on from […]

10/8/2015 6 comments

A year ago today, I came back from Texas…

by wndozh8er 9/22/2015

written by wndozh8er

what a horrible year it’s been – the worst year of my life. Just like last year, the leaves will soon turn, than fall off there trees. The snow will come and then the first flowers will rebloom next spring just before the scorching heat of summer….than September 2016 will arrive.

I wonder how 2016 will be for me. Seems like ever year is a cycle that keeps repeating itself as I sit and watch the world go by.

9/22/2015 4 comments

12-24-13

by Sammi6xoxo 7/18/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Haven’t been on in a while, but here’s a thing from forever ago. Memories are bittersweet.

You’re my weapon of choice when I need to be defended. You’re the stronger side of me when I feel like breaking. You’re the tougher one of us when I can’t fight on. You have the sharpest tongue when my words fail to come.

You’re a source of comfort when the world is harsh. A shoulder to cry on when hope seems lost. You’re someone to hold when I feel alone. A sound voice when I’m out of control.

You’re a flower in the snow trying to survive. You keep your head […]

7/18/2015 1 comment

What is the point?

by BartHallowmeow 4/14/2015

written by BartHallowmeow

I’ve spent my entire life trying to figure out what I want to do for a living. I think I’ve got a lead on something that seems right. It would allow me to work from home, part time, and I could make three times what I make now. If I can actually do it.

I’ve been stuck in a fast food job for almost a decade.

I wanted to sing or write, and now I do nothing. I have this weird brain fog thing, so nothing even looks real. I have snow vision. I get angry at my child all the time.

Nothing at all makes me happy.

And […]

4/14/2015 7 comments

Moss is so soft

by prettiestfish 4/9/2015

written by prettiestfish

Mostly blue and sometimes red a nebula with green nerves that won’t stop moving walking through three feet of snow because the stone wall is so important then its just a fallen tree and the birds won’t sing and the coyote has died and the deer aren’t sure what to do my hands are warm I keep looking in the water but it is so black so infinite and I’m so small I could never touch every stalk in the field it’s so gold and pretty and then my heart changes colors every pulse and we think rivers of blood are red but they are […]

4/9/2015 3 comments

never going to be ok

by silvermoon 2/7/2015

written by silvermoon

i live in a state of terror praying people away feeling like they are going to smash thru and take from me what they want. i clench my teeth at night. i hear things no one should have to hear. i gave up on god long ago yet god never lets up on me except to remind me hes not going to do anything to help me. i go thru a fog with my head bent terrified to be seen lest they attack me or kill me or rape me or burn me alive for being on disability, i only deserve to suffer. i am […]

2/7/2015 4 comments

Kalahari

by Skeleton100 1/15/2015

written by Skeleton100

I have to tell someone before I go – see, the world has been draining of color for a while now, all the blood seeping out like snow melting on the ground…and today I saw something. It whispered in my ear to go. There was a person smiling in the orange rock by the window, and then he was gone. He had jumped to the top of the pine tree overlooking the hotel, he was waving, waving madly, his face so faint that the wind could erase it.

This reality is a lie, it’s a sham, – I have to go to the Kalahari desert before the […]

1/15/2015 1 comment

… figures

by lightsintheair 1/6/2015

written by lightsintheair

So.. I’m officially homeless homeless. I was already homeless but at least I had a motel room but now I don’t even have that. Of course this happens the day it snows and just as it’s about to be -12 outside. Negative twelve degrees fahrenheit. I don’t EVER remember it being that cold here. Adding insult to injury, my sciatica pain is off the charts today AND my period just started which is always extremely painful, to the point of throwing up and passing out.

I do love how pretty the snow is but even that is making me sad. It sucks being so completely alone.

I […]

1/6/2015 5 comments

THE DAY

by tc13 12/25/2014

written by tc13

thank you my friends at sp, for a most wonderful day. this is the best i have felt in a month, and i attribute it to you. you give me hope (damnit, whispers, lol). all of you have shown me many things, but most importantley, you have shown me i can love. again. for those of you who dont know my story, thats a big thing. it finalley started snowing here (lol, i know tm) i walked to the store for a coke and smokes,giggling and laughing. why? all i could think about was three moons. come my friend lets dance in the snow,make a […]

12/25/2014 12 comments

10 People I Tried to Love

by LetItGo 12/13/2014

written by LetItGo

-she never responded to my texts, but she always called me when she was desperate for attention
-i talked to him one night and i got excited, but he was gone before the sun rose
-we hugged, but it never felt like it was right, it was always jagged and rough around the edges and i knew he wasn’t hugging me because he liked me, he was just doing it so a girl he liked would be jealous. it didn’t work
-we spun around the room laughing, but i knew that under those sparkling eyes she was trying to rip me apart and discover […]

12/13/2014 1 comment

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