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Her Last Word

by PandaMonkey0207 10/19/2015

written by PandaMonkey0207

“Her Last Words”
By:
COURTNEY PARKER

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she’s older, things are getting colder
Life’s not what she though, she wishes someone had told her
She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can’t you tell? Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no […]

10/19/2015 1 comment

Living Hell

by Plo 10/19/2015

written by Plo

Over the last few years,I am becoming more and more bored and selective with people.I feel that the majority is of them is bunch of shallow,hollow and uninteresting individuals,most of the times corrupt and totally naive,not caring about anything else than money,possessions etc.My standards regarding the ”quality” of someone are extremely strict,and regarding relations,it’s even worse.All I wanted was to find a person that will be truly unique and twisted.A person that would make up for the emptiness of the world.A person,that I would love with all my might and sacrifice everything for.I wish I had never met her,for the person I described I actually […]

10/19/2015 0 comment

Emotionally blank

by Romanticide 10/18/2015

written by Romanticide

This is getting really difficult now.

I had a meeting with the crisis team last Friday, the lady was so lovely I just wanted to say “you could be this amazing person to someone who isn’t visualising themself jumping off a building right now”.

She said she was concerned. That the only thing holding me back from killing myself is the impact of who finds me etc. I’ve read too many things of train drivers who are emotionally scarred by someone jumping in front of them etc.

But it is something I am thinking of less and less as the overwhelming feelings of nothingness take over me.

I feel […]

10/18/2015 2 comments

I Don’t Know What to Do Anymore

by Mitzia 10/18/2015

written by Mitzia

It’s been a long time since I was last here. About a year and half, to be exact. I thought I was really getting better but in the last few months, everything seems to be spiraling down again. I’ve read that it’s therapeutic to write about it, so hopefully this will help me.

In July, my boyfriend of seven months, Alex, broke up with me. He was everything I had wanted in a person and I woke up everyday with an overwhelming amount of happiness that I thought the years of suicidal thoughts and depression were finally leaving my mind.

If only I knew how wrong I […]

10/18/2015 1 comment

Daily thoughts of suicide

by igotnothing52 10/18/2015

written by igotnothing52

Several times throughout my daily routine I have thoughts of wanting to die. Life is nothing to me anymore.
Let me begin with a little bio. I’m a 57 yr. old male. I have several health issues, I have anger issues. Directed to any one certain person? Well maybe god, if there is such a thing.
I was brought up believing in god, going to church, living the godly lifestyle, accepting that the so called god is in control of everything and everybody. So who else do I blame for my crappy life, yes I’m using “nice” words. I curse god daily, telling him what […]

10/18/2015 15 comments

Mainly just here for advice

by x.canvas 10/18/2015

written by x.canvas

No, oh no, not what you think. This is just another sad girl who is going to complain about her relationship, so here goes it. My love and I have been together for years; high school sweethearts if you care to call us that. This kid knows how many attempts I have made to end my life; however, each time it seems to be another friend who picks me back up? The same thing happened tonight because of just all the bull that he promised and yet again didn’t own up to. He makes me feel like I am nothing, and when I get suicidal, […]

10/18/2015 2 comments

Biding my time

by PineBapple 10/17/2015

written by PineBapple

If all goes well this may be my last post here. I think I finally found someone, we’re talking about a plan of action.

I’m writing this to thank everyone here and give some constructive criticism. You are all good people from what I can tell, helping random anonymous strangers through there roughest times while going through rough times yourselves in some cases. I see this as a place that welcomes the strange, and the lonely, and the scared, with open arms. My only criticism for this community would be the people who only offer support that encourages survival. I will admit that in most cases […]

10/17/2015 1 comment

Alcoholic Loser

by JustReallySad 10/17/2015

written by JustReallySad

I haven’t posted in awhile. Probably no one even noticed. If you did, I’m sorry for not posting. Stupid asshole me for actually thinking someone would care. I think when I last posted I was manic. Ended up in the hospital for that. Don’t believe them when they say they won’t put you in the hospital for cutting. I’m getting too old for this bullshit. So they change my meds and I end up with major depression. I wouldn’t even go to the docs except I want my Klonopin and Ambien. Also, I need them to certify me so I can keep getting my disability […]

10/17/2015 11 comments

How can I gather the courage to end my miserable life?

by nvm12 10/16/2015

written by nvm12

I’ve made a post a few days ago about my problem. I don’t know if it’s possible to view someone’s posts, but you are free to see my previous post if it’s possible if you want to know what my problem is. It’s loneliness, in a nutshell. A lot of the replies were indeed encouraging, especially those from people who could relate. My problem is that I’ve never even had a chance to be with a girl. I’m extremely shy and it took me 21 years to be able to just talk to girls, and now I lack the experience necessary to find a girlfriend, that’s […]

10/16/2015 39 comments

Protected: Taste

by Trix 10/16/2015

written by Trix

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

10/16/2015 0 comment

Positive Post… Someone loves you :)

by Take a Deep Breath 10/14/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Ok lovelies, here is today’s challenge: I want you to name someone who loves you. And if you ABSOLUTELY cannot think of anyone, then know I love you, love 🙂

10/14/2015 52 comments

Good on paper

by themap 10/14/2015

written by themap

I am an insult to depression. I am a living effrontery to depressed people.

I make a LOT of money doing a fairly easy job.

I live in a beautiful house that has been in commercials and magazines.

I bought a new car last week because I was bored with my bmw.

I am constantly surrounded by family and friends who tell me how great I am, and can’t tell you how many people I’ve had fall in love with me.

My best friend lets me dogsit his amazing black lab who is the embodiment of love whenever I want because he knows it helps me.

Despite all this, I am […]

10/14/2015 6 comments

I wanna get rid of this pain.

by Anaiah J 10/14/2015

written by Anaiah J

Well, can someone tell me how to get rid of this pain. I wanna take some pill and just go sleep because I’m tired of my life. Please tell me what to do and how I would die without anyone knowing ..

Thank you.

10/14/2015 3 comments

Protected: They’re sitting in my head.

by whiskered-fish 10/13/2015

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

10/13/2015 6 comments

by cathy arsis 10/12/2015

written by cathy arsis

Insomnia has 4 syllables, 4 consonants, 4 vowels….it’s 4:00 in the morning, on a sunday…well, it’s a crying shame….not much left to do, but complain, of course…….I better find someone to blame….this insomnia will be the death of me……………it will

10/12/2015 2 comments

I remember years ago someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love. I tried. Did I?

by freedomseeker 10/8/2015

written by freedomseeker

Here you are. There, you are. I love your person. I just love it. Sorry. Wasn’t on purpose… Just, like that. You were nice, you often are. You’re beautiful, I love your smile. I want to see it, always, forever, on your face. You deserve it. You’re a good person. I want to know who you are. I do. Sorry. You’re just the kind of person I feel good with. I don’t need to have a defensive posture. I feel like I can be myself, I feel like you’re talking to people and not to their position on the social scale. I’m sorry for looking […]

10/8/2015 1 comment

Don’t wanna get up

by MissDysphoria 10/7/2015

written by MissDysphoria

I don’t wanna get up and go through the motions of my day, I just wanna sit here and cry. I don’t really have a reason to cry, which makes it even worse….I just cry because I’m me. I cant tell any of my friends about how I think about dying all the time, which makes me feel even more alone and hopeless. I don’t really want to get better, I kinda like to feel this way, I like being sick and don’t want help. I just want someone to cry with me.

10/7/2015 2 comments

Random thought

by Wanttogiveup 10/5/2015

written by Wanttogiveup

So the thought came to me today that I’ve posted 3 things about my problems but I haven’t done anything to try to help others. So I decided that I’m gonna help someone today, i’m gonna try to help a persons problems seem easier to manage. And…I couldn’t. I scrolled through a lot of posts but couldn’t think of what go say…maybe what I said was actually good and i am just being too hard on myself, or maybe what I said was actually pretty poor advice. We’ll never know. But I figured this would be a good alternative. So, what I want […]

10/5/2015 38 comments

Life is so empty

by disgusting 10/3/2015

written by disgusting

I’m so lonely and confused about where to go from here. I had started chanting (Nam myoho renge kyo) and although I can’t stick to routines, it really cured me of feeling suicidal and I don’t have that drive anymore. But I don’t know what to do. My life is so empty without my best friend around. I love him more than anything in the universe, more than words could ever express, and he doesn’t feel it because a) I’m fat, b) I’m an introvert, and c) I’ve been living as a guy. I told him that being fat is really an advantage in that […]

10/3/2015 15 comments

How not to share.

by Thatothersmightlive 10/3/2015

written by Thatothersmightlive

So I haven’t written in this blog for a while. Why? During my time away from this my depth of depression sunk deeper as I found that the world around me continue to push me aside, saying I was no longer physically able to work in my chosen fields. And since I was not working, that ment my knowledge of those fields was no longer of value.So it was best, they said in unspoken words, that I sit at home and wait to die.
So that’s what happened, but as I sat at home in physical pain from my chronic illness and the emotional pain […]

10/3/2015 2 comments

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