No one understands this feeling . It drives me fucking insane because I can’t explain it. I feel like I’ve been sucked into darkness and I can’t get out of it. I feel like I’m starting to feel nothing and that scares me . I’d rather feel everything .. I am so alone . I’m so alone in this big world . There are so many people do why can’t I find a few that I can be friends with? I literally do not fit in with anyone . No one understand me . Know one listens to the music like I do , or […]
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I. Am 22year old lady.i am so depressed that I dont want to live anymore.before I wanted to die soon but by natural death and was a no to suicide always but now I have no choice left.i am 5 6 tall 38kg..u can guess how thin I must be..and its irritating when always people tell how thin u are
ver and over again..and they keep on telling you will never get a guy if u don get healthy..and whatever I do I don’t put on weight.next thing is I am very silent I have seen many other silent people but I am tooooo silent than […]
It has been a while since I last posted on Suicide Project. I know no one really cares about my posts and that is fine. I understand. Now the thing is I am doing really, really well since I was last on.
When I was last on I had just told my parents that my grandfather had molested me and that I am bisexual. I was highly depressed and I was having panic attacks and I was failing in school, not to mention I was feeling like I had no one to talk to. That was way back in I think March. I got through the […]
I really feel the need to talk about this. I’m in tears right now because I’ve just realized a lot .
This world has fallen apart, and it’s getting worse…
I think humans have lost what life is really meant to be.
What have we done to ourselves ?
lemme emphasize better:
So since I was born I was taught that I needed to be smart , so I could get a good job one day to make lots of money , so I could have kids and feed them, then some day I would die .
everything revolves around economy . All we do is work work work! It’s one […]
I just want to talk about someone who means a lot to me.
We met at a concert at the beach on Labor Day weekend and like instantly knew meeting him was for a good reason .
ive only known him for a couple of months but in that short time weve became really close.
He takes me to do fun things & he’s so beautifully musically talented. He plays the guitar. I love seeing the passion in this eyes when he plays .
i love him and the person he is . I’ve always wanted someone like him in my life .
He helps me . He wants to […]
A new development has arisen, not only do I feel like the world has abandoned me but it seems my few friends I have left have too. None have spoken to me since I was kicked out of school, the sister I spoke of previously was recently kicked out because she didn’t want to do the work involved for year 12. The school however gave her more help then they ever offered me, I was shoved to the side and told to leave however they gave her 2 months to catch up, they gave her a tutor and said she only had to do 2 […]
Hey
I just read your post about how your friend was mocking you for being too darn sensitive.
I just want you to know that i actually know where youre coming from right now, cus the same stuff happens with me, its just i dont let other people know.
So if you wanna talk about it, i am sure that other people, including me, here on SP would be really glad to help you.
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sorry for posting again this fast .. but really i wanna talk to anybody about anything i dont care i just wanna talk thats all i want if anyone can and wants to meet me on hangouts this is my mail
somegirl249@gmail.com
Well, is it?
I can’t wrap my mind around this. You hear christians talk about heaven. Oh such a glorious place, no more pain, no more worries, no hunger, no anything but good.
So if heaven is all that…………..is it wrong to want to go there? Why would anyone not want to go there? Is it a real place?
hey guys,
i’m 19 years old female
if anyone wants to talk or listen to me.. i’m here:(
I honestly dont think i will ever be happy! i try so hard to be happy, i really do but i have too many problems. im too stressed and depressed! i dont know how to deal with it anymore. i honestly feel like i have nobody! theres nobody for me to talk to about how i feel, i dont know how to talk to my friends and family about how im feeling so i usually just keep it all bottled up inside. and it has all just gotten too much me! i need someone to talk to, someone that will help and be there for […]
I’m on the edge of a psychotic break down. if I keep pushing on to the end, that I’m oh so close to…so close to finishing my show, finishing this semester, finishing school……. it’s going to finish me. I can’t wait a few more day, weeks, let a long months! Everyone tells me how close I am to finishing school, “just a little more, two more semesters, you got all this way, why quit now when you’re so close?” And no one wants to listen about my bad day, how much I can’t stand it, and listen to me cry. My friends don’t want to […]
I’m Sorry
I just want to start this off, by saying I’m sorry. I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you in the past, and for all the terrible things I’ve done to you. I can understand if you hate me. It’d be a lie for me to say that I’d be okay with that, or able to accept it, but when I say I’d understand I mean it. I’m sorry for having feelings for you this summer, and complicating things between you and C, I’m sorry for kissing you, I’m sorry for being overly dependent on you, I’m sorry for trying to kiss you […]
I used to sleep all day and all night. Now I sleep all day but I’m awake all night. I’m scared to go to bed. I fear the day that comes next. I don’t want it to be tomorrow don’t want to wake up and pretend not to be miserable. Don’t want to have to see people, talk to them. Interact with the kids that is my job. I’m just scared.
So um im Natalie and i dont really know what to write so i think i will just list a few facts about myself!
-bipolar
-used to cut
-smokes weed rarely
-ive been drunk once
-brother with down-syndrome
-no father
-tried to commit suicide 7 times
-absent mother
-no one to talk to
-cares for my three brothers by myself
-16
There are so many misconceptions about what it feels like to be compulsive. The most common being that people who are compulsive are obsessively cleanly and a perfectionist, that’s not always the case. Like with me, I’m compulsive in a way where when I remember something unpleasant, or I’m just triggered I have an “episode.” Let me explain what these episodes are, they’re when I remember something and I go through… I don’t have words to describe it. Imagine the worst you’ve ever felt in your entire life, then compress that into maybe one or two seconds. That’s what happens when I have my episodes, […]
I just need someone I can talk to, skype me at keizy.paul1 … If you wanna vent or talk about other nerd stuff and life in general 🙂
She was one of the most beautiful faces i have ever seen. Its not like i haven’t seen her before. Me, her brother and she, we used to play together, when she used to live near our house. But they moved to a place near my grandma’s. That day when i was visiting my grandmas, i saw her after a long time and just got a feeling as if my heart is feeling suffocated and as if trying to beat, every beat felt like a beat of drum in my ear. I felt as if something was holding my heart and pulling it towards my […]
Just read this article that said they are making a Death Cafe. So I looked this up and it’s when people gather at a cafe to discuss death. Any topic related to it is ok apparently.
Quote from an article, “The pop-up events, which happen in American cities in nearly every state and in nations across six continents, are part of a volunteer-led, grassroots movement to get people from all walks of life to talk candidly about their views and experiences regarding dying.”
Apparently the UK is getting a permenant one.
So has anyone gone to one of these?