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Just 2 Tired

by Just2Tired
written by Just2Tired

Well… Here I am at 25. More confused than when I was 14…. Lost for 11 years. Wandering, somewhere out there alone. In a world full of trauma and pain. Not understanding where I am going, or even what I want to do. My father who was my best friend died in an accident. A month before my birthday. Right before Father’s day… My mother met an addict and decided that she wanted a different life. So when she got out of jail, she moved out of state and gave her children up to be wards of the state…

 

The rest of my family disappeared as […]

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Girls, what cruel creatures

by Forever-Lost
written by Forever-Lost

I am a moron. A complete fucking idiot. Why? For actually trusting someone. And not once, but twice!! Maybe that’s the power of a cute face, it makes you do some pretty stupid shit.

My first date (freshman year in high school) was the result of a dogfight. For those of you who don’t know what a dogfight is, it is a bet between a group of people to bring the ugliest date to whatever the occasion may be. Long story short, beautiful red-headed senior asks my “gorgeous” mug to prom; like a ditz, I accepted (should have known, a girl with looks like mine isn’t […]

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The Real Me

by lilredangel
written by lilredangel

Here I find myself again, with tears streaming and a heart that aches.  I have no idea what to do.  I feel lost in a world that is passing me by, crippled by the fears of the unknown that consume me.  So many paths lay before me and I can’t even take the first step, the pain inside crippling.  Betrayal, anger, hurt, hate, love, loss; all consuming thoughts.   I don’t want to be here.   I feel tired and broken and the task of putting the pieces back together is impossible; even if I could, I would never be the same.  My life can be seen […]

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Hey all thats out there…

by LRose
written by LRose

 

Whoever is reading this im grateful you found this, im here for you, ears, eyes, typing etc… Whatever you need help with.

http://expressyourthoughtslove.blogspot.co.uk/

I new here but I’d love to help anyone out there, if anyone needs an ear, I’ve create a blog on blogger, if people want to speak about anything from their favourite song or a new love to the love of food. I wanted to create a place for people to express what they want said.

Love, family, school, work, exams, stress, life, emotions, yourself, feelings, issues … i know it all, im here if you need anything,

I struggle myself. I fall. I try my utter hardest survive, because […]

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Ready to die

by almp
written by almp

Well I’ve been struggling with depression and suicide for a long time now as well as my own anger and hate of the people that bullied me my entire life in the name of their God. I have been at peace with death for a long time now and feel that it would be best and easier if I can just die peacefully. I’m waiting till I get back to my college dorm room for a couple days so I can get everything together for my family and few friends. I feel as if my emotional pain and mental illness are unbearable no matter what […]

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Waking Up…

by imperfect1
written by imperfect1

I wake up every morning with this constant desire to die. It just feels wrong to be alive. First words out of my mouth are “I want to die.” It’s become my mantra, for lack of better words. I’ve felt this way since I was about fourteen. I’ve been to therapy and talked with counselors and psychologists but my need to die can never be unearthed. I get asked about sexual abuse and trauma, there is none. I get asked about physical abuse, there is none. I’ve had a great life, great family, people who love me […]

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An observation

by cser17
written by cser17

Let’s say you’re feeling like life is completely hopeless, and you just want to end it all. Some well-meaning person drops you off at the psych ward where you’re greeted with more pills, more doctors, and depressingly weak coffee (I’ve been there). There’s nothing terribly interesting to do, so you get bored. Maybe your new medications have terrible side effects. Maybe you get frustrated about being treated like a crazy person and you tell yourself, ‘I have sunk to a new low; I’m screwed’. You notice how odd it is that a facility designed to treat severely depressed people is so depressing.

Occasionally the doctors ask […]

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The Black Hole Beneath My Left Rib

by QuixoticNomad
written by QuixoticNomad

I lost the control that I’d maintained for so long…trauma…attempted suicide one day and the next…”saved” by my best friend…the loss of my best friend…I am collapsing into myself as I have destroyed my life and continue to destroy this moment and the next.

 

I look to people to talk with but all I see are names…all I can tell them is a story of self-pity.

 

I wish I didn’t tell me best friend I took 60 pills…

I wish I hadn’t told her anything…

I wish I had used a blade…

 

I wish I had the courage I did a year ago when I brought the handful of pills […]

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Tired, frightened, honoured…

by causeway
written by causeway

Well, this is it. I am nearing the end. I can feel it coming. I am so traumatised I have trouble even identifying ‘this’ as ‘it’. It would be more accurate to say that was that, or it was that, but never this is it.  So I’ll start again:

It was that. fwiw. A lifetime assault on a human being who never got up from the first punch.

Sorry, that’s no good either. I’m usually okay finding words. It’s probably a measure of how frightened I am that words hurt too. I cannot pick up a ringing telephone. It has got to the point where I have […]

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Can’t even dance in peace

by violentviolet
written by violentviolet

Today I woke up feeling great. I have been getting accupuncture and it finally started working. I was date raped 6 months ago and contraced genital warts as a result. It finally cleared up. Felt so good, went dancing with friends. I was completely sober, just dancing and having fun. This guy tries to dance wih us and we move away. All night he keeps bugging us, we ignore him the tell him to leave us alone. He goes and gets his friends. They surround us and contined to harass us. The guy gets in my face. I tell him to leave us alone. […]

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Numerous Attempts

by imissjess12707
written by imissjess12707

To start off, i’ve had a history of mental disorders and depression issues for countless years of my life, but never thought of committing suicide. My grandmother committed suicide before i was born, and i saw how it effected my mother, and my grandfather, and never ever wanted to do that to someone else. No matter how bad it got, i stuck in there.

On December 7, 2007, My best friend committed suicide. I wasn’t aware of any deep trauma or depression in her, so of course, it came as a total shock. I can still remember where i was, what i was doing, and […]

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A Traumatic Life

by lebotnov
written by lebotnov

 I’m forwarding you this just so you can understand a little of what I’m going through right now. I don’t want you to do anything with this, it’s just to help you understand. 
 

My life has been a life of trauma. My mother sent me away(I reminded her of him too much) for many weeks, at 8, when my brother was crushed by a brick wall. I saw it all. I was not allowed to cry over his death. I was forced to pour soil over his urn. We had always been stuck together like glue.
 At 14 I was gang raped in broad daylight by some […]

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LIKE ME!

by Sirachick
written by Sirachick

I read. I read the stories.
I see. I see your problems.
You feel the pain for someone dieing, or getting abused. Loving someone that doesn’t love you back. Loving the devil them self?
You don’t die, not yet, you’re scarred.
Scarred of reactions. Pain. GOD. Most of you are scarred of GOD! The other half of you are scarred of what a family member will see. Don’t want them traumatized. Don’t want them to end up like you.
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by xnoname
written by xnoname

 

have you been taken advantage of by every person youve met
have you been nice followed the rules and yet , still gotten in stupid trouble all of the time
have you been physically abused  as a child on a daily basis but lied to afterwards
the police would come too often after you getten chased around your house, yet what a good family life my ass
abused mentally too , every day of your life,
was your father a drug addict, alcoholic and drug dealer?
Did you have no friends , and been alone in your head since you were young enough to crawl

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