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Now You’re The One With Cake On Your Face

by Wednesday 2/5/2015

written by Wednesday

Friends. Something I do have an abundance of, especially “friends” that I do not wish to be friends with. I was asked by one of these hanger-oner’s the other day why I never have parties and I never gave him an answer.
I have grown to hate him for asking that question.

I’ve put a lot of thought into this and I finally have an answer, an answer I’m not proud of.

I attended a party once hosted by my brother, it was a “out of school” party. The last day of school a bunch of my brothers mates were supposed to come over […]

2/5/2015 4 comments

Im sorry if i let you down mate

by E 2/3/2015

written by E

i think i might of fucked up this friendship super bad and im not sure if you come here anymore, or under a different name so i wont see you suffering, but, im sorry i didnt make more of an effort, i find it hard sometimes,but im not going to make excuses, it was shitty of me to do when you were suffering, and i wish i could go back and call you more, instead of waiting a week to call you, then letting it go when you didnt pick up,

i wish i tried to call you 5 times that night more even, instead of […]

2/3/2015 4 comments

Wish me Luck

by Skeleton100 1/17/2015

written by Skeleton100

Leaving this world tonight. Gonna pack up and try somewhere else. This illusion’s crumbling. I saw myself in the mirror for the first time. Little grey mouse.

Wish me luck

1/17/2015 8 comments

missing that perfect daisy

by angelp 1/13/2015

written by angelp

I feel like someone else i don’t like looking at myself i hate everything i do. i miss her dearly i hate that we are separated. i wish i could be happy. i think about killing myself but that wont help get her back. i try hanging out with friends but nothing helps. i dont get sleep anymore. i wish you loved me back. i wish you cared about me. sometimes i get so angry i hit myself. i blame all of our problems on me. i miss you daisy….. i want you here with me having fun. but your out there talking to someone. […]

1/13/2015 0 comment

losing everything

by angelp 1/12/2015

written by angelp

my life’s shit right now. i lost my gf she broke up with me and my dad constantly fight. i told her i would change but she dident care if i killed myself. she never cared i just wana be happy and she was the only thing that makes me happy i try to act like im ok to to all my friends but im really in pain. i think shes talking to somone. i cant fight this pain . im on my knees begging god to take my life away.i cant live this life im living i wish i was stronger i wish i […]

1/12/2015 2 comments

I don’t know what to title this.

by Bri 1/12/2015

written by Bri

I may just be a dumb teenager, but, right now I’m hurting so bad… It may seem silly, the reason…

I liked someone since I was fourteen, well I was with him… for a year and then some, Christmas 2013 he ripped my heart out… well, yesterday was his birthday… And memories are still making it hard for me to breathe. Why does it still hurt so bad after a year? shouldn’t I be over this or something??? Everyone said that as a teenager I’d get over it in a couple months, but that couple months turned into a year… and I’m sick of it. I […]

1/12/2015 1 comment

feelin like…..

by MisaNeko 1/12/2015

written by MisaNeko

I really want to go back in Japan, I want to feel my mom’s love right now, I feel so alone even though they’re right here besides me, I know they care but I guess the care that I’m looking for is not here, and sometimes I feel like I don’t belong here…….
here in this house……

I feel like a stranger who went missing in some place I don’t know and stayed here because I don’t know how to go back home.

i wish someone could relate

1/12/2015 7 comments

It’s done!!!

by gabreialla 1/11/2015

written by gabreialla

I think it’s time to go and die. well I had good times in this life but my last 2 years were like hell and I just want to die and release all the pressure that I feel . I know this is the wrong choice but the only one. actually I want to suicide just to tell them my pain I don’t want to die. wish me good luck and I love you all and thank you very much

1/11/2015 4 comments

tired :/

by Erisa 1/8/2015

written by Erisa

I just wish my sanity would just stay. I hate it when my head plays these games. I wish the panic attacks would just stop. It is not that big of a deal. I’m so insicure and you can see it in my face. I’m so ashamed of it. I wish I could just talk about things instead of bottling it. Instead of dealing with shit I get lost in work. I enterlenize everything. I’m destroying myself. And then the anger. It just builds in my system. It fucking boils. I can’t stand it sometimes. It’s me. I know it’s me and it sucks I […]

1/8/2015 3 comments

things come and go

by W0und3d 12/26/2014

written by W0und3d

i think the saddest thing in this world is the mere fact, that things come and go…. I hate endings, i really do and i wish we could hold on to each other much longer. Is there such a world where we can understand each other and love each other with out cease? Take me there because i don’t like this dead world.

12/26/2014 1 comment

Dear Santa:

by Lsari 12/25/2014

written by Lsari

I have tried hard this year, please please, oh please, will you grant me my Christmas wish?

I want to be re-born into a world where I’m not valued as trash. Can I maybe be so bold as to ask for just one friend? No? It was worth the try…

I hope Santa grants your wish. I didn’t even get coal :'(

12/25/2014 4 comments

A Christmas Note

by L4Y 12/25/2014

written by L4Y

This is just a quick note to wish everyone on SP well during the holidays. I realize this is one of the most difficult periods for many people here and it can be Hell having everyone else’s happiness and enjoyment thrown in your face for the better part of two weeks. Personally, I’m not too crazy about this time of year myself (even though things in my life are a little better than in previous years), but I suppose it is what it is.

Anyway, I hope everyone is able to make the best that they can out of the holidays.

L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)

12/25/2014 4 comments

fuck

by schema 12/22/2014

written by schema

looking at my classes for next semester are making me feel fucking sick and disgusted. i hate meeting new people and having to leave the old ones behind. i am no good at people–i don’t understand them and they do not like me very much, not at all. i wish i could be in a high-school system where i’d have to deal with the same kids for a year and then switch; even then, it would be very possible to have a lot of the same people i know in my classes from year to year. in college, it’s definitely a gamble. you’ll probably get […]

12/22/2014 1 comment

by LetItGo 12/21/2014

written by LetItGo

i wish someone would pull my heart out like in Once Upon a Time so I couldn’t feel this pain anymore
its not huge pain but this silent deadly one
that makes you gasp like you’re drowning ever so slowly
there’s a constant lump in my throat and racing thoughts in my mind as i wish someone asked me how i am
and expected me to say more than “i’m fine” because they knew that it was bullshit
i wish that someone looked at me and knew that i had been crying the night before
because i felt so lonely because no one answered me, […]

12/21/2014 3 comments

Out of reach

by stuckwiththisusername 12/21/2014

written by stuckwiththisusername

whats that one thing that you see in front of you that you know you’ll never get….

12/21/2014 7 comments

Broken trust

by YouSoftGrungeFuck 12/21/2014

written by YouSoftGrungeFuck

Last night i was so angry with myself that i broke my glasses with my bare hands. I’ve started cutting again after 2 months of being clean. Of course my girlfriend had to see my wrists and she said i broke a promise to her and she did not want to ever speak to me again… she claims i broke her trust by cutting. She doesn’t seem to understand that cutting isn’t something i can just turn on and off again, and that i don’t cut for attention or to make her mad… she hates that i smoke weed (????) and she hates […]

12/21/2014 1 comment

Goodbye

by EvilKitten 12/20/2014

written by EvilKitten

To my friends, thank you for being there for me. I enjoyed our chats. I’m sorry I haven’t been around the last couple months. I thought about you often, and wish that I could have had time to come on here and be a “regular” again. You helped me through some difficult stuff, and just talking about it with you guys and hearing opinions was very helpful.

To those who are struggling with this life: try not to give up hope. Things CAN get better. Many of you are just in bad situations. Bad situations that are TEMPORARY. As the old quote goes “Don’t fix a […]

12/20/2014 21 comments

it hurts

by briannasucks 12/15/2014

written by briannasucks

I got in trouble at school because i thought someone was my friend but they turned there back on me and said i did things that i never meant to do i can’t ever seem to get anything right like i look around and everyone seems to be doing good and i’m hoping and wishing that i could have their secret, that one day i could be happy with who i am,and what i am i wish i could be happy with myself

12/15/2014 2 comments

dawn

by tc13 12/13/2014

written by tc13

it is quiet. it is still.a moment of peace. i relish these moments as i wait for the world to awaken.alone, with my thoughts, and the treasures of yesterdays broken dreams. the fear has not overwhelmed me yet, and the pressures and demands of dailey existance have not started.how i wish the sun would stop its dayley climb ans allow me to enjoy this for more than a fleeting moment. oh well. a moment of beauty and peace in this dark place is better than none at all. ill take what i can get

12/13/2014 3 comments

it just gets harder

by E 12/10/2014

written by E

its been a good half a year or something, i lost count, but i really want to cut and idk why i even bother resisting, i just wish i had the courage to press down that much harder. idk whats going on.

12/10/2014 1 comment

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