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When Is Suicide The Rational Choice?

by thehusk 9/6/2015

written by thehusk

I think most people have some idea of a ‘worthwhile life’. Maybe it involves being in love. Raising a family. Or close friends. Fulfilling work. Expressing yourself creatively. Or just enjoying yourself – sex, drugs, rock & roll (or whatever else floats your boat.)

But for some of us, those meaningful things seem out of reach, or we’re prevented from enjoying them by obstacles. Perhaps we believe ourselves incapable (or undeserving) of love or friendship. Unable to connect with others. Or we’re crippled by extreme social anxiety, and unable to function. Weighed down by feelings of loss or loneliness. Maybe we suffer from chronic pain and […]

9/6/2015 12 comments

Welp, it’s worth the punishment

by Diablo 8/26/2015

written by Diablo

8/26/2015 24 comments

Sadness… My only emotion of late

by g_aloisa_23 8/22/2015

written by g_aloisa_23

This is going to sound really stupid but I got stood up, and it was by someone who I really care about… And I don’t know why because he’s been gone for four days and I haven’t heard anything from him.. I know he’s okay, I just don’t know when I’ll get to talk to or see him again and it really makes me sad… I feel like he knows me better than anyone else in the world and if I’m not worth it to him, maybe I won’t be worth it to anyone… He was the one thing I was looking forward to for […]

8/22/2015 2 comments

Fadeaway.

by sickfromthemelt 8/15/2015

written by sickfromthemelt

Apparently, people care about me, apparently I should be happy, apparently, I have lots of friends now.

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Since I finished school last year, only one of my ‘friends’ is thoughtful enough to talk to me just because… and no one else actually cares, I never get invited to anything, I’m always the last to know anything, that is, if I find out to begin with, even among people like me, I’m not particularly welcome, but when they need me for something, I’m a dick if I say no, and when I need them, they always bail or half-ass it, because I’m simply not worth it.

I’m just […]

8/15/2015 3 comments

Is life genuinely worth it

by alwaystired 8/8/2015

written by alwaystired

Ive always wondered if life was genuinely worth all the pain and anxiety. It seems like in order for me to live peacefully I need to inflict pain on myself and is that really a way to live? Is it worth feeling this everyday until eventually one day I die? If it’s going to happen at some point anyway then I’d hope for it to happen sooner rather than later to be honest.

8/8/2015 3 comments

by nowhere man 7/27/2015

written by nowhere man

I’m a failure. There are so many things happening right now. My mother works so hard to put food on the table while fighting depression and a damn father who doesn’t give any money to help. And even with all this situation, I don’t know if I’ll be able to graduate because I’m so fucking stupid and lazy and weak. I’m just so fucking tired all the time and my cousin will get into a great college because she is working so hard and I’m just a damn lazy ass. I don’t study or really work for anything and I’m so tired of being a […]

7/27/2015 1 comment

Death!

by luke23 7/25/2015

written by luke23

Ashes to ashes dust to dust
We grow old and fade and rust
Our lives are spent in endless fights
And spend out time with endless nights

Ashes to ashes dust to dust
We are cursed with mistaken trust
We pretend that we don’t know
Which makes our decay all so slow

Ashes to ashes dust to dust
Our time is spent in one big gust
We flourish and then whither away
And are truly happy for one whole day

Ashes to ashes dust to dust
It’s not worth the work to bust
The time spent to make it work
Is always taken by evil smirks

Ashes to ashes […]

7/25/2015 0 comment

It’s okay

by cant.fixme 7/15/2015

written by cant.fixme

” I’m sorry i cheated on you and used you” “it’s okay”
” I’m sorry that i verbally abused you” “it’s okay”
” I’m sorry i physically abused you” […]

7/15/2015 2 comments

One Friend Can Save A Life

by theunknownxx 7/15/2015

written by theunknownxx

Be that person to save someone on here…be their inspiration to open up their eyes and let them see that their life is worth living for. Don’t just encourage them to end their life or even wish them go luck to end their life, or give them any plans. Be their voice..

7/15/2015 4 comments

Given Up

by Shouldnttryanymore99 7/13/2015

written by Shouldnttryanymore99

I’ve been hiding my pain for ong time. All these feelings of hatred towards myself, my infinite flaws, and my terrible life. Anyone who does know about it is also aware that I’m not worth their time or effort to help. And they’re right. All I do is hurt people, piss them off, annoy them, let them down, burden them, and plenty more. When I finally successfully kill myself, I will be doing them all a favor. Not one would care, and it would improve their lives immensely. The closest I came to happiness was meeting my best friend, who actually could put a smile […]

7/13/2015 1 comment

Burden-esque

by AarinaDaae 7/12/2015

written by AarinaDaae

No matter where I say it, I always feel like i’m lugging a 75 lb weight and handing it to the people I talk to about my depression. I always feel like I’m a burden and so starts the vicious circle of bottling feelings, exploding, and a months worth of nights where I may not wake or go to sleep at all.

7/12/2015 1 comment

I’m not sure

by xo.belle 6/29/2015

written by xo.belle

I don’t know whether or not I feel like things are worth it. Maybe some things and people are worth living for but what about the rest, what about the things you never asked for. I get that life throws you obstacles to get passed and learn a lesson from but I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want to live with myself, my thoughts, my actions or things I don’t do for myself. I can’t live with my appearance, or who I am. I’m tired of losing people, tired of opening up to people that don’t care, and I’m so damn tired of letting […]

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6/29/2015 2 comments

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by cathy arsis 6/29/2015

written by cathy arsis

I think about death. I think about it all the time. I wonder what it would be like if death wasn’t just a state of being, but an actual being, and what I would say if I could sit down and talk to it. Why do you come around when you’re not wanted? Why won’t you come round when u are desperately needed? Do you have a 800 number or a help desk. Why the fuck not? Because I am this great,

Unstable

Mass of blood and stone

And no emotion that’s worth having

Has settled in my bones

My heart is an autoclave

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6/29/2015 0 comment

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The Past- THE SPARK- THE CURE

by The-Star-Of-Jupiter 6/27/2015

written by The-Star-Of-Jupiter

How I felt before

I see vivid colors of mossy greens and scarlet. Mysterious and wonderful lands. Flying through clouds, Purple jungles, diving into white water. Yellow wind. Beautiful people who laugh.
Then I wake.
I wake,and everything goes static. Its all gray. And I can’t breathe. Or think. I want to close my eyes and sleep and drift away into calm dream. Return to the clouds. The purple jungle. just lay in my bed and pull the white covers over my head and forget there ever was a place outside of my mind.
But I’m trapped.
I’m poisoned.
I’m drowning.
I’m drowning.
I’m drowning.

it is […]

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6/27/2015 0 comment

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Everyone Has Exes

by The Distress 6/21/2015

written by The Distress

Everyone has exes, everyone has little pieces of their heart that belong to other people, and it just becomes a part of who you are.

If I love enough people, will there be no more pieces of my heart that can belong to others?

Is it worth to live without a heart?

I am so lonely.

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6/21/2015 7 comments

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mixed feelings smoothie

by RealTalk30 6/15/2015

written by RealTalk30

This post is about a girl..
For the first time since my fiancé left, I’ve found myself between a rock and a hard place. I’ve been fortunate enough to date a couple girls since then, but they weren’t meant to be with me for various reasons.
I’ve spent too much time making friends in a bar atmosphere. I’ve questioned my own confidence and let go of a lot of insecurities. I’ve learned what I should say and not say, what is relevant and what is and is not who I am.
I still need to fix myself and get my shit together.. but […]

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6/15/2015 9 comments

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Psychopaths are admirable

by MoonShine 6/15/2015

written by MoonShine

I wants to be somewhat like a psychopath. Like having superficial charm, no empathy or feelings towards others in general, lack of remorse and guilt, highly manipulative , Lack of ralistic, long term goals, denial of responsibility, carelessness, high confidence, no fear and anxiety, grandiose sense of worth.

Psychopaths are destructive and antisocial but they are happy. Maybe I could be happy or less depressed if I had some psychopath traits.

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6/15/2015 20 comments

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by sadsadist 6/8/2015

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6/8/2015 0 comment

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lie

by silvermoon 5/28/2015

written by silvermoon

it is very tiring to feel like the only one, to blame yourself for everything, to see choices that you made that are set in stone in a cruel world. it is very tiring to now have physical symptoms due to stress and feel it is your fault, it is very tiring to be alone and constantly struggling to get around seen by no one in this cruel ass world

ptsd and sexual abuse and no family and loneliness and self-blame and no way to get around and no one who truly cares is a recipe for going home

god doesnt care either b/c god has never […]

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5/28/2015 3 comments

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Don’t Do It

by JesseChevalier14 5/27/2015

written by JesseChevalier14

Please don’t commit suicide. Talk to someone, it’s not worth it. You can get through it I believe in you guys!

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5/27/2015 3 comments

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