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Fruere Parvas

by marine105 7/8/2015

written by marine105

There are two basic aspects to life, that I can see; the general concepts, and the intricacies that make them up. “Fruerer parvas;” enjoy the small things. A Latin phrase that shouldn’t be casually dismissed. Enjoying the little things has a lot of truth, as in that the little things are often the things that bring us the most pleasure.

I think about my future, I think about my past. I think about the world, life and death. These things are interesting, but they do not make me smile. What makes me smile are the small appreciations I carry for certain things; seeing a humming bird […]

7/8/2015 2 comments

Save yourself

by hussofhips 7/7/2015

written by hussofhips

Its sad to think about, but so many of us are alone.
And we can not expect help to fall at our feet.
But from what I’ve learnt, only you, can save yourself.

How are you? Are you okay? Are you safe? Are you questioning yourself? Questioning your sanity? Deciding if you really wanna live on this shitty ass planet?

Well welcome to the party.
A party where lonely souls are never fully understood but voices are always heard.

You’re in pain? Can’t take it anymore? So sick of your life?

I understand. She understands. He understands. We’ve all been there. He’s there now. She fighting […]

7/7/2015 7 comments

3 years later..

by fallencrescendo 7/6/2015

written by fallencrescendo

It’s been three years since I put up my first post on this site. Now being 21 years old. If I could go back in time and talk to myself in the past and tell her how the future is now I’d tell her just these few things.

You will fall in love with your prince charming. The perfect boyfriend. And you will have the best time of your life. Then have your heart broken, never seeing him again because you just weren’t good enough. But you will meet someone else. And you two will live together in harmony with a black cat who loves you […]

7/6/2015 0 comment

Been a tough week at work. Who wants to play a game with me?

by NWren 7/3/2015

written by NWren

Been a long week at work. I don’t want to get into it and still have 39 days until I can see a doctor and start getting help. Who wants to play a game I made up to help me through the hard times?

It’s called “Have To/Get To” and you list one thing you will never HAVE to do again if you kill yourself, but then you list two things you will never GET to do again once you’re dead. I don’t know why, but it helps me so I figured I would share with you guys.

Here’s mine:

I will never have to be laughed at by […]

7/3/2015 6 comments

Imagine me

by kev33122 7/3/2015

written by kev33122

Why do u wanna kill yourself?

7/3/2015 3 comments

You think u have it bad

by kev33122 7/3/2015

written by kev33122

I go to a restaurant. They pee on my food and put buggers on it. I go to take a shower and pee is in my shampoo and conditioner. My dad calls to tell me to kill myself. Why do u wanna kill yourself?

7/3/2015 1 comment

by ashley 6/28/2015

written by ashley

my friend acts like she has bigger problems than everyone. I’m not discrediting her depression, but considering the fact that I used to self harm and am on 187.5 mg of antidepressants, I think she needs to step back and consider the fact that other people have problems. it’s all dandy to talk about yourself but it’s a major trigger for me to talk about it, so maybe she should save it for her therapist.

i need people who don’t define themselves by their depression.

whoops I’m totally sorry that I decided to share my opinion. I guess this site is for people who want to try […]

6/28/2015 9 comments

The Past- THE SPARK- THE CURE

by The-Star-Of-Jupiter 6/27/2015

written by The-Star-Of-Jupiter

How I felt before

I see vivid colors of mossy greens and scarlet. Mysterious and wonderful lands. Flying through clouds, Purple jungles, diving into white water. Yellow wind. Beautiful people who laugh.
Then I wake.
I wake,and everything goes static. Its all gray. And I can’t breathe. Or think. I want to close my eyes and sleep and drift away into calm dream. Return to the clouds. The purple jungle. just lay in my bed and pull the white covers over my head and forget there ever was a place outside of my mind.
But I’m trapped.
I’m poisoned.
I’m drowning.
I’m drowning.
I’m drowning.

it is […]

6/27/2015 0 comment

Its ok

by xm8lover 6/10/2015

written by xm8lover

I want you guys to know its ok to want to kill yourself and that its also ok if you want to not ‘give up’ (more like give in). I know there are many various spiritual beliefs so i won’t get into that but i want you to know that the only person who can judge you is you. The opinions of your family, friends, the state or ‘God’ don’t matter. You are what matters. If you feel like it is your time to leave Earth then leave, cleanly, without regret. For those worrying about hurting their loved ones. Imagine if you moved to some […]

6/10/2015 7 comments

helpless situations

by angelie 6/10/2015

written by angelie

It’s all my fault. Literally. There’s this myth that says that before you incarnate you give yourself life circumstances. If so I gave myself the best circumstances I could. And I did jack shit with them. I always want to go back and hit the reset button and the worst thing is that there isn’t a reset button. Life is shitty because I made it shitty and I have to shoulder it and I feel really depressed. Suicide isn’t easy and I want it to be painless and I haven’t found a good way yet and I fall and get up and I have days […]

6/10/2015 0 comment

Unrequited Love

by FearInLiving 6/4/2015

written by FearInLiving

I came here to get help .. so please no negative comments . Feel free to share your stories with me , I’m open to anything but , here’s mine ..

Its crazy . It hurts . It makes you feel so insane & lonely . You loving someone you know you’ll never have a chance with . What’s worse is never telling the person how you feel . When you constantly think of him more than yourself . You cry sometimes when you come to reality , when it all hits you .. it’ll never happen . Stop being irrational . Don’t be stupid . […]

6/4/2015 0 comment

Adorn; A musical post

by cephalus 6/2/2015

written by cephalus

While generally I don’t adorn purely musical/lyrical posts… There is little point to be human if you don’t find yourself hypocritical.

“If you don’t have a song
To sing you’re okay
You know how to get along
Humming
Hmmm

If you don’t have a date
Celebrate
Go out and sit on the lawn
And do nothing
‘Cause it’s just what you must do
Nobody does it anymore

No I don’t believe in the wasting of time,
But I don’t believe that I’m wasting mine

If you don’t have a point to make
Don’t sweat it
You’ll make a sharp one being so kind
And I’d sure appreciate it
Everyone […]

6/2/2015 2 comments

I got bored, so tried to use catch phrases from users on a Salt post, feel free to ignore.

by Procel 5/29/2015

written by Procel

F uck you I’m not breaking,
I t doesn’t matter how much I’m aching,
G ritting my teeth to stop them shaking,
H elping hands always there remaking,
T he smiles and the laughing creating,

T he Fuck you I’m not breaking,
H ead to toe I may be quaking,
E ven then I won’t brake.

D epression will keep you awake,
A sking yourself “whatsa matter, is that all you can take?”
R ight so you shout “let’s see how far it can go” despite what’s at stake,
K nocked down, you whisper to yourself “get up, just get up” praying to the trinity,
N owhere […]

5/29/2015 15 comments

Lost

by Tex 5/25/2015

written by Tex

Angry all the time. Lost. Frustrated. Tired. Angry at the world and at myself. Still blood dripping down my face from getting in a fight with my brother and getting angry about being weak and cutting my temple just to let go of some of the anger. Girlfriend of 4 yrs got angry and walked out, and rightly so. It’s hard to fight the enemy when the enemy is yourself. I……just don’t know what to do anymore, and maybe I never did. I can’t do this anymore. But I don’t know how to change. Been on meds, counseling, you name it…..I just…..still trying to figure […]

5/25/2015 0 comment

Please read me for strength

by imperfectionist 5/25/2015

written by imperfectionist

Depression can be a likened to that of;

an insect

trapped within the web of life.

The spider, represents mortality. The spider can be particularly hungry some days, and seek to devour its prey quickly and painlessly. These are the folk who encounter the planet, and cannot bear to stick around long enough to see any more of it. They are the overwhelmed, the kindred spirits that take their lives young. Other times, the spider will toy with its victim, play with it and taunt it for days and months and years.

because that is exactly it. Isn’t it?

We depressed folk are the victims of life itself. We feel […]

5/25/2015 6 comments

She never introduced herself to you guys and I doubt anyone on here really

by misssK88 5/19/2015

written by misssK88

But the username misssk88 was one of my best friends. I never got to tell her but I really did care about her… Fuck it, I loved her. I never got to tell her, might as well write it here. Anyway, she left most of her stuff to me in her actual suicide letter, which I may post here, but I still just feel really fucking weird about everything. I saw she frequented this site and for a second I got a sick feeling like maybe people on this site told her to do what she ended up doing… like some sort of weird site […]

5/19/2015 10 comments

silence

by persephone 5/18/2015

written by persephone

I’m keeping all these feelings locked up inside of me, and they are beginning to eat at my soul, inside I feel like my heart has turned into a black hole sucking every ounce of happiness I can manage to obtain. The smile I wear each day is as fake as each person that says they care for me. I’m looking to obtain eternal happiness, and the only way it seems like I’m going to get it is in death. Because in life you can’t depend on anyone else but yourself, but what happens when even you give up on yourself.?

5/18/2015 6 comments

How the old saying goes

by insteadshesaid 5/17/2015

written by insteadshesaid

You know that old saying “don’t surround yourself with shitty people”

I feel bad for being in someone else’s company. I feel sorry for them as they have to put up with my presence. I don’t say much, but then try to make up for it and say too much. I go on about shit and cringe in my mind, asking myself “why the fuck did you just say that just shut the fuck up”

But then I hate being left alone with my own mind. Shits pretty scary and fucked up in there.

The truth is, I don’t want to surround people with myself, because I’m a really shitty […]

5/17/2015 4 comments

Midnight train

by AfflictedSmile 5/14/2015

written by AfflictedSmile

It comes to rob in the pale moon light.
resistance is futile no need to fight.

All it seeks is your life to steal.
Bringing with it unbearable pain to feel.

Darkness creeps out of the corners of your mind.
Escaping its grasp is impossible you will find.

It starts out innocent, telling you things you once knew were lies.
Unable to see truth in darkness through your own eyes.
It begins to convince you the lies are really the truth in disguise.

Your life is meaningless, how could anyone like or love you.
You attempt to deny it, but you know it’s all true.

You find yourself alone again […]

5/14/2015 3 comments

Why am I alive?

by Anonyfuckingmoose 5/14/2015

written by Anonyfuckingmoose

I don’t know why I’m here. I don’t know what do I need to do. Am I sent here to be a laughing stock? Am I sent here just so people will pity me? I do not fucking want pity. I do not fucking care if they laugh at me or if you laugh at me for being so fucking pathetic. I am a disabled person, yeah so don’t fucking complain if your life is messed up, because mine is more complicated. You complain about those bullies? Then tell them to fuck off, stand up for yourself. You complain about money and shit? Don’t fucking […]

5/14/2015 6 comments

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