So sick and tired of life. It’s a miserable existence day after day, seven attempts this year and no avail, looking for number eight.
Lost my job, my baby, my marriage, my home….I’m an alcoholic, unemployed, lonely, just don’t want to go on any further.
Don’t want to live with my diagnosis either, I’ll never have a normal life, normal relationship, no nothing. I’ve lost my chance at love, there’s no chance for happiness, my life is an absolute joke.
I’ve got my plan in place and a time…don’t bother with the whole “life is precious” or “God wants you to live”, because if there really is a God, he or she is twisted to keep putting me through all of this.
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dont do it. if you knew what I have been suffering from you would faint dead right away. i can promise you that. I can easily stop taking the pills that keep me alive, but for some reason i dont. un aksi unemployed and so sicki love you.
When you climbed a mountain and fallen to the bottom it looks like a long way back up. Sometimes you don’t have the energy or you think it’s too late. You sometimes forget to consider why people climb mountains at all. It hardly seems like fun. It’s the challenge that’s rewarding and you get to see a lot of cool stuff along the way.
You can’t just look at your life and expect it to rebuild itself or for others to put the pieces in place. That’s not going to happen. Start by tackling to problems you see as the most compromising which will allow other pieces to fall into place. See what happens.
I wouldnt call anything in life normal. I know i havent been on this earth long enough to tell people advice but hers my two cents. life isnt every going to be easy, and if you just think that its going to pick you up you’ve got it all wrong. you and life are at a constant battle you’ll win some and lose some…. but its whether you get back up and start kicking its ass is what really matters. you let it get the best of you and you just give up? No..thats not what people have been doing we’ve fought with each other killed each other but dont let life smother you your the one thats suppose to be in control so grip the reins tighter and hold on.