Archive for March, 2013

A Struggle

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

Here I am sitting in front of a computer screen, having tears run down my cheeks. I just need to let this all out. I was born abroad and faced tons of bullying when I came to where I am now. Started in 2nd grade and it never ended in elementary or middle school. I […]

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

Last night i tried to kill myself. I overdosed on my medications and i wish it killed me.

I dont want to die…but living isnt my forte

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

I just dont feel like being anywhere. It seems as though i dont share the same values as those who inhabit this patch of earth alongside me. I feel like im in a constant state of purgatory, neither here nor there. The only reason im on this site is i can express myself to those […]

Chasing

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

I’m surprised that people responded to my post about wanting to die probably because I’m used to being ignored when I need help the most. That’s right – ignored. It’s called growing up with a depressed, emotionally distant mother who was too preoccupied with her own problems to give her baby girl the nurturing and […]

A Shell of A Ghost Made of Flesh and Bone

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

A have you ever gotten that feeling you know the one that nothing is quiet right and that nothing will ever be right? Let’s operate that you do know this delight because you googled “suicide stories. That formentioned feeling is how my life’s been running in for awhile and to be honest I don’t care […]

Helium Hood Kit – Does it work?

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

I’m thinking of using the helium hood kit method but I came across quite a few people who say that it doesn’t work. I think the purity of the helium matters. So I’m thinking of using industrial grade helium with a high concentration of helium. Does anyone have any comments on this?

Had To Cut Off My Best Friend

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

Today I had to cut off my best friend who I’ve known for about 18 years or so. He really pissed me off and he has no respect for me so our friendship is over. I came to him for some advise and he just ridiculed me. Sometimes, its better not to have any friends […]

Dear ShitFuck,

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

Thank you for the bright red Office Space styled Swingline stapler. As requested, the coordinates to your mobile home have been registered as one of our possible future targets for tactical nuclear assault. Regretfully I must admit that we have received thousands of similar requests from others wishing annihilation for themselves. And it is our […]

Things just keep getting worse

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

My life so going so well. I had a boyfriend, a job, I got into multiple colleges, I was doing well in school, and I was eating┬áhealthily. Then everything went downhill so fast. My boyfriend broke up with me, I started to fail my classes, I’m almost losing credit in some of my classes and […]

Relapse

Sunday, March 31st, 2013

I was doing better. I didn’t want to die for a couple of days. You know, I had a documentary about depression to start on, I scheduled classes for senior year of college, I spent time with friends that I love. Then I see a stupid Easter status that mentions the dickhead who broke my […]