I am so disgusting. I hate the way I look. I will never be happy. I’ve never been happy. I just want to die. It’s not even about me escaping my pain. It’s more about saving other people from having to tolerate me being around. Friends abandon me, relationships fail. My family are oblivious. I mean nothing in this world, so why can’t I just die? I’ve tried so many many times to end it, and it never works. I don’t want help. I just want to go.
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I understand how you feel. I feel utterly worthless, alone, on the edge of a breakdown, useless to my friends, invisible… but don’t think about dying so other people won’t have to tolerate you. These are all thoughts – painful, terrible thoughts. But not ones that the people around you share.
I’m sorry you’re so deeply suicidal. I’m sorry you’re so unhappy. I understand.
utterly worthless,
You sound like everyone I know, the problem is people in general are stinkers PUTTING MILDLY :),
You have to be happy with yourself, just do your best and forget the rest, think about yourself and those that see utterly worthless is happy they will want to be around you! bY THE WAY Humanbeings are GOOFEY LOOKING!! all of them and we all hate the way we look!! 🙂 unless they are sick in the head 🙂