If I tie a plastic bag around my head and go to sleep will it kill me? I’m hoping to suffocate tonite
I ran out of my antidepressants and couldn’t get them filled for a few days. I still haven’t taken them, and I feel no different than before. Why bother taking them if nothing changes?
I recently tried to commit suicide however it was a failed attempt that doctors cannot even explain, I’ve gone to therapy am on three medications and I thought there was light at the end of the tunnel but I was wrong. All the feelings I felt before are back. After my attempt my family and friends withdrew from me. I don’t know what to do!?
I just feel so fat and ugly. I’m worth nothing. I don’t even know why I’m still here :/
You make your life so others can break your life so you will take your life.
I feel like I am the last penny on the entire planet that all 6.2 billion people are cutting into fractions so they can feed their families.
Where’s my family?
I need change.
Someone spare some change?
I dont want to die but i dont want to be sad all the time anymore. I want to be happy. I dont want to keep disappointing my family. I want to be able to look at the mirror without crying. I want to live without having to cut. I want to make my dad proud instead of making him wish i was my older sister. I want to take a shower cause i love it and not just cause i have to cry with no one hearing me. I dont want to be ashamed and embarrassed of everything i do and everything i am. […]
Is this site supposed to help people? What if no one reads a post due to the length, or grammar, or lack of entertainment? How do us boring people get help?
first post but ive pretty much tried everything to make myself happy, i just dont really care. I understand that death is a choice and plenty of people choose to end theirs everyday. I am not here looking for help but it really is annoying not having anyone to talk to who isnt going to judge me or try to tell me stuff ive already heard. Ive known i would be the cause of my own death for since a child and almost thought i wouldnt see past 25 (25th birthday is end of this year) and it really seems like i was right, a […]
Today I found out my “best friend,” of about 5 years, back stabs me.
I always thought she would always be there for me, as I am always here for her.
I’ve been a faithful friend to her, but I keep most things about myself inside.
The thing which always prevents me from telling her about the predicaments I’m in is that she might go out and tell everyone else, because she has. Millions of times.
I’ve always known she back stabs me when she’s around other friends. She rants about me and, literally behind my back, she would immaturely gesture the idea of stabbing or hurting […]
You can find a solid definition of the word death in the dictionary. But when the word death is spoken aloud; when a group has a conversation about it, every person has their own definition. Every person has or will experience death. People, places, memories, pain all come to mind at the sound of the word. There are an infinite amount of ways to die. Every person dies. Most people go before they are ready. Old people die most naturally. Teenagers who live surrounded by bullies end their lives prematurely; scared to witness what real adulthood could turn into. Unsuspecting mothers and fathers, on their way to get […]
ive attempted 6 times, 4 by train, 2 by gun. i want to make this next one IT! ive gone through the roller coaster for too long the highs of i can do it to the lows of frustrating something kill me now. i can get ******** (powder or liquid) for a price and almost had it. i took out a loan for 500 as i have nothing to my name, but like a jack ass put the last 4 numbers of my account number so it went to the wrong account, passed a 300 dollar offer, and now they all think im gonna fraud […]
[ Pleased to meet all of you! x ]
Obviously, this is a fake name as you can see 🙂 I don’t want my family to find out
that I’m not that ‘happy kid’ they always thought I was.
I’m 15, nearly 16. I live in Italy and I don’t have any friend. I smile and laugh very easily, so my classmates can’t stand me.
They don’t beacuse my laughter annoy them a lot, they say me that I’m stupid and childish because I laugh even at important and serious things.
When I laugh, it’s a nervous laugh. I laugh to hide all the pain that I am suffering in […]
Remember the days when we were happy that’s what I live for. I was waiting ever so patiently. I realized maybe happiness is just a lie or illusion because it’s been waiting and fighting. For what to be at the same place I was to start with. I fight my battles and I can never win. I’m not giving up I’m letting go.
This is more than I can take. I’ve had enough of this life alone I’ll give it up this time I know.. because I can.
Her mother has six children, five girls and one boy. She is second oldest in line. The oldest sister does nothing to help the family, never steps up to her place to aide the mother in raising up the children. There is no father around, though the boy does not step up and take the mans place like he should, protecting the women and girls. She has been taking care of children since she was 6, feeding them, bathing them, getting up every 2 hours for a bottle. She had grown tired but does not complain for she knows her mother must appreciate it somehow… […]
I am turning 18 in 2 days. I have felt suicidal for most of my life. My parents say I used to say suicidal things to my grade primary (kindergarten for you americans) teacher. I dont remember but I only watched kids programming and my parents didnt say anything like that. Started cutting in middle school people saw my arms and made fun was bullied so much back then also my thighs. I also had terrible acne but now I dont bc of accutane.It upset both my parents that I cut made them cry even my dad. I tried to kill myself when cant remember […]
When I was little, I was traumatized when I was stung by bees and had to be rushed to the hospital. My mother is a very anxious and paranoid person and always thought that people were out to get her and taught me to think the same way as a child. My father became abusive when he saw any sign of weakness or vulnerability in me. Another trauma was when I was mobbed by some kids who had a baseball bat and hit me in the head with a football while I was riding by on my bike. The fear of them was far worse […]
in my lifetime ive realized friends are some of the most dangerous people youll ever meet, the trust, time and effort you give them gives them alot of power over your emotions and state of mind be careful who youre friends with. If u ever find yourself without a friend or good friends then do the things you love that make you happy
Every summer since the 8th grade I go through depression, in fact sometimes it comes on during other times as well. I don’t talk to anyone about it because I don’t feel they would take me seriously because I do not self harm, although I have had friends joke to me and tell me I’m bipolar. Sometimes I’m up and happy, other times I can go for days without talking. Over the past year I graduated high school and have felt many rejections in a short amount of time. I wasn’t accepted to the only university I applied to, my dream school and everything fell […]