love hurts

I was going ou with Sarah for 3years 4 months. we had our ups and downs just like any normal people. Her life was not a good one but i was there to make it better for her. She wanted to be a veterinary nurses i tryed to help her get to her dream job but couldn’t. so in the ned she did give up on it.

It got to the ponit there I wanted to be with her for the rest of my left but i wanted to be a good husband and get it so that i could look after her and have a family. I ways had the brains to go to Uni but didn’t see why after my dad die to go but for Sarah i would go so i could look after there the right way give her the things that she never had.

I knew things would be hard for us being a long way away but i am sure we would pull through. Before i left i went and got a ring so that after my 1st year of uni i would come back and ask her to marry me because then we would know if we could do it but i was so sure that we could.

Not long ago now just some weeks ago things got bad she lost her job and she was depressed i did what i could to help her get a new one and it wasn’t the best one but she was working and was getting money, so things went bad for us she didn’t like not seeing me and wanted to call it off just have a brake see how things go. I didn’t want to do it at 1st but she told me i could be good for us.

With that we had a brake i through when i would come back in easter she would have missed me and we would of worked things out. but a week later i find out she was with someone else. I was shocked and i wouldn’t let it go I had to try and win her back show her how much i loved her. I did what ever i could think of but nothing she didn’t love me anymore.

Now i am at Uni for no reaon te life i had work out that would of gone so well has just died. I loved her with all my heart and would of done anything for her is no gone and i am alone broken hearted. I just don’t want to go on anymore with out her she was my life.